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DispiacereBello ♀️ [2091989] [2005-11-30 04:24:32 +0000 UTC] "AMARE Validur Gales MARGIN" (United States)

# Statistics

Favourites: 3; Deviations: 44; Watchers: 19

Watching: 19; Pageviews: 7848; Comments Made: 268; Friends: 19

# Interests

Favorite movies: V for Vendetta!
Favorite bands / musical artists: SinSEER (my band) CODY!!
Favorite writers: Edgar Allan Poe
Favorite games: Love
Tools of the Trade: My voice and my body. ( I wanna learn to play elec bass)...
Other Interests: Drawing

# About me

Current Residence: Olathe KS.. Oh god... dieing.. from.. bordum..
Favourite genre of music: Techno
Favourite photographer: Chris Zeelidorf! lol
Operating System: I like the show "House"... does that count?
Shell of choice: Bowzers!
Wallpaper of choice: Schnozzberry!(AKA.. boogie flavored from charlie and that chocolate factory)
Skin of choice: Potato with cheeze, sour cream, and chives..i like chives...
Favourite cartoon character: Nanami-Chan from Sikusho
Personal Quote: *pulls her Jakel Duelies out and puts one to your head*"Who's your buddy?"

# Comments

Comments: 115

DispiacereBello [2006-05-30 16:32:13 +0000 UTC]

600 page veiws!!!

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relzilla [2006-05-30 04:28:19 +0000 UTC]

So I'm meandering around deviantart, bored as hell with no real purpose...

And then I spot a familiar face.

So,

Hello.

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DispiacereBello [2006-05-27 00:45:15 +0000 UTC]

my parents can die

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DispiacereBello [2006-05-25 03:25:39 +0000 UTC]

You all better love every second of your life.

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DispiacereBello [2006-05-25 03:11:46 +0000 UTC]

my heart hurts so bad

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DispiacereBello [2006-05-24 23:12:17 +0000 UTC]

rawr

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DispiacereBello [2006-05-24 23:10:08 +0000 UTC]

rawr

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DispiacereBello [2006-05-24 23:09:48 +0000 UTC]

rawr

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DispiacereBello [2006-05-24 01:15:21 +0000 UTC]

HAHA deviantart is being a Bitch for everyone lately!

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Clockworkphotos [2006-05-20 08:24:56 +0000 UTC]

Good to know your still in the relm of the living.

And you better stay like that or I will kill you I would hate to lose a good friend haha.

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Sin-Seer In reply to ??? [2006-04-07 17:52:36 +0000 UTC]

I waffle you amanda!!! O_O Lenny..... XD
Ya, I liked your band's name so much, I used it for my DA name!!!
hope ya don't mind....
~poison girl~

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DispiacereBello In reply to Sin-Seer [2006-05-04 16:14:34 +0000 UTC]

where have you been? i miss you

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Sin-Seer [2006-04-07 17:42:26 +0000 UTC]

lmao, hi Amanda. This is Taylor XDDD

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DispiacereBello [2006-03-22 15:06:07 +0000 UTC]

hehe i smell yummy..

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CodeSin In reply to ??? [2006-03-12 01:55:08 +0000 UTC]

Sorry I haven't been on in a while, but I'm glad you can be able to come to Europe ^^. I'll be waiting.

<3 Zay

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DispiacereBello In reply to CodeSin [2006-03-31 15:34:44 +0000 UTC]

You so cute Tutti Dolce love... ( means sweet for everyone)

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CodeSin [2006-02-14 01:41:04 +0000 UTC]

Hey, hey there. ^^. I've missed you dearly.

<3 Cody

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DispiacereBello In reply to CodeSin [2006-02-14 14:08:36 +0000 UTC]

Hi hunny I love you sooo very much!!!! happy valentines day!!!!

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DispiacereBello In reply to DispiacereBello [2006-02-14 14:11:36 +0000 UTC]

YAY.. I know I may be alittle late and im sorry. * hug*

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whitney-lane [2006-01-27 19:31:19 +0000 UTC]

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whitney-lane In reply to ??? [2006-01-27 19:30:58 +0000 UTC]

taylor doesnt say she hates you cause she doenst want to be mean. but she complains to me. yes, we dealt with your lies for years, you would think you would at least try to alter what you do somewhat. taylor is not your problem. shell involve you if she wants you in her life.... but since she hasnt *hint* maybe she doesnt want you in her life *gasp* someone who doesnt want your help. i can help her and it is my business, ive been involved for quite a while. stop telling us to leave her alone so you can take care of her.

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whitney-lane [2006-01-27 16:59:46 +0000 UTC]

By the way, do not call my friends names. I don't appriciate it at all.

And I know you're frustrated with Tay, but that still doesn't give you the right to be so rude to her. Saying it wasn't your fault, that it was only her doing rude things... is a lie. Sorry, but it is. I hope your life improves... really, I do. You're not a bad person, you just have a couple problems you need to sort out.

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whitney-lane [2006-01-27 16:57:47 +0000 UTC]

I know how annoying Brandon can be.

Really, I do. ~_~ I truely am sorry if he was pressuring you. Really, I am. I'll talk to him about it. I didn't mean to "send him on you". Actually, I didn't really mean for you guys to meet at all. His problems would only make this worse in your life.

I'll finish this later, but for now I must go.

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DispiacereBello In reply to whitney-lane [2006-02-13 15:05:09 +0000 UTC]

its ok you didn't realize it. as for all this blame and hating I wish it would stop. all this stuff isn't helping anyone.

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whitney-lane In reply to DispiacereBello [2006-02-13 20:27:41 +0000 UTC]

Yes.

I agree..

It should stop.

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Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-01-25 03:56:36 +0000 UTC]

ok. you tell US to mind our own business? dont be hyprocrite, you know you involve yourself as much as us. ME and taylor have TOLERATED your crap for a couple years, taylor even more. and it just keeps on piling up until it gets to the point where we dont want to deal with it. taylor is just about there. ya, youre right, its not our job to help her, but its not yours. dont tell us to tell her to talk to you. she should see a shrink. guess who she does talk to about this of her own will? me. she calls me about everyday and we talk and i try and help and other stuff... you have some issues too. and stop leading guys on. it gets annoying when people get mad and then they realize our warnings were right. Brandon admits we were right and he should have listened to us. cause it hurts people to find out you have no interest in them. oh, Mike IS taylor's. not yours. so stop acting all lovey with him. get taylor's permission.

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DispiacereBello In reply to Dragon-Demon-Klael [2006-01-27 15:37:52 +0000 UTC]

I havent been around mike at all you fruit booter. I havent talked to him in 2 weeks. I dont want mike hes not mine. and as for my own buisiness i have minded mine. I havent talked to taylor in about 3 weeks so shut the fuck up. I erased her from my mind for a reason. and you know what. I like brandon but he was annoying. and I tolerated him. hmmm sound formillier. you guys did the same to me so you have no where to talk. talk to me? talk to me. I wont even look at her. and or you for that matter. I have ignored all of you and this is why. FUCK OFF. I am sick orf your shit. Whitney sent brandon on me and I never wanted a relationship with him. he was pressuring me and I didn't appritiate it. he pushed his way into my life and I didn't like it. I like someone else and I hinted at him but he didn't get it. Tay knew i didn't like brandon all along. He is a nice guy.. but he isn't my type. I feel plastic around him and I hated smiling and taking it when I didn't tell him straight off. I told him from the beginning that I didn't want a relationship from the beginning and he kept pushing me. once again your blowing things out of proportion. If tay Hates my lies so much she should just forget about me. This time i will have to have more time to forgive. She doesn't even care however. She hasn't tried to fix stuff between us and thats why i have given up. No one cares for me anymore and I'm ok with that. I am lonely but its good self development.

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whitney-lane [2006-01-24 23:46:26 +0000 UTC]

I understand that you feel hurt. I don't understand why you're taking it out on Taylor.

She's going through a rough time and you're not exactly.. helping.

Now, I don't plan on commenting again, unless of course you continue to talk badly about Taylor, or any of my other friends.. especially on the internet.

You MAKE it my business when you post about it on the INTERNET, where ANYONE could read it. You automatically make it ANYONE's business, just because it's there for anyone to read.

It's fine you don't like me anymore. But I'm not going to sit around and watch you hurt Taylor. Just because I haven't been friends with her as long as you have doesn't mean I'm not as important. I care about her, too. And it hurts me to see her being torn apart by you, and your lies.

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DispiacereBello In reply to whitney-lane [2006-01-27 15:32:29 +0000 UTC]

I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING!!!! I havent done anything to taylor! I just want to be alone for a few weeks so that I can relax. Taylor hurt me and no one cared. you guys told me to mind my own buisiness and I tok your advice. and now im to blame. I have not lied to her let alone talk to her in 3 weeks. heh speak badly on the internet.. what about you guys saying mean things to me that night. that was the internet. heh. you are no better. If taylor is so upset she should tell me not you. they all turned on me so yeah im hurt. and as for my postings I dont really care anymore. My lies never hurt taylor because they never had anything to do with her. Let me live my life the way i feel like i should. I would never hurt tay on porpose and she knows it. Its ok if she needs to blame me for stuff as long i never hear about it. I have gotten used to being alone and I rather like it. I am starting a job soon and I may get a boyfriend in the next week or so.

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whitney-lane In reply to ??? [2006-01-13 20:49:43 +0000 UTC]

Alright.


Taylar is one of your FRIENDS.


Usually, when someone is your FRIEND, you don't talk badly about them.


Stop being so rude to her. Just because she has a high tolerance for you doesn't mean she'll stick around forever.

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DispiacereBello In reply to ??? [2006-01-12 23:29:33 +0000 UTC]

you know... life... is like a shoe lace.... it comes untied when you least expect it and you trip and fall.. and people laugh... then when you double knot it your shoes cant get off and you try and try... wow... I must really be lonely... oh well it helps me think

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DispiacereBello In reply to ??? [2006-01-11 04:27:19 +0000 UTC]

I'm an Angryel!!! not and ANgel get it right you idiots! .... stupid people...

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DispiacereBello [2006-01-04 08:18:00 +0000 UTC]

* is going to be sitting along at luch for a while*

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CodeSin In reply to ??? [2005-12-29 01:06:10 +0000 UTC]

Now, now. You shouldn't chat with yourself, you can always chat with me. You know I love your spirited comments. ^^

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DispiacereBello In reply to CodeSin [2006-01-02 08:42:16 +0000 UTC]

ZAY ZAY!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!! *glomp* your sooo cute!

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DispiacereBello [2005-12-28 07:53:59 +0000 UTC]

that made me cry

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DispiacereBello [2005-12-28 07:42:26 +0000 UTC]

My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me top the soul,
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Beause you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be effected
By this Poem
And because u r effected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
PLEASE COPY and paste and pass it on....

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DispiacereBello [2005-12-28 07:03:05 +0000 UTC]

I know... lol

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san-wolfire-blu In reply to ??? [2005-12-25 20:27:45 +0000 UTC]

lol, it seems you talk to yourself alot on here XD

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DispiacereBello In reply to san-wolfire-blu [2006-01-02 23:50:29 +0000 UTC]

I just wanted to say that i am sorry for what I said. I'm just sick and tired of being to blame all the time. you needed to see that. I will no longer bring this up if you stop talking to tyler about me. please stop doing it. thats all im asking.

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san-wolfire-blu In reply to DispiacereBello [2006-01-04 04:38:41 +0000 UTC]

its ok. I know its my fault.

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DispiacereBello In reply to san-wolfire-blu [2006-01-04 05:12:50 +0000 UTC]

.... im sorry that you had to go and do that. but it weeds out the baddies

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DispiacereBello [2005-12-19 22:58:38 +0000 UTC]

everytime i start typing he signs off..

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DispiacereBello [2005-12-19 22:57:13 +0000 UTC]

Mood: i feel very very ... alone... the guy i like is not replying so i feel rather unloved at the moment which ulimatly makes me sad... oy.. I want to go do something but... I am to lonely to go do it. A simple hello would do it... but. alas..

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DispiacereBello In reply to ??? [2005-12-19 22:55:03 +0000 UTC]

Why is my favorite boy in the world ignoring me...

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DispiacereBello [2005-12-19 22:44:28 +0000 UTC]

RAWR

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DispiacereBello [2005-12-17 21:35:16 +0000 UTC]

sillie people...

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Kurisutaru-Kitsune [2005-12-16 02:00:35 +0000 UTC]

Okay, dude, YOU need to shut up. If I'm gonna insult someone it's gonna be someone I know. Voled happens to be a friend of mine, got it? So maybe you need to lay off! Thnx. ^^

~Kit

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DispiacereBello In reply to Kurisutaru-Kitsune [2005-12-17 21:28:57 +0000 UTC]

lol the funny part is he is my friend too. you silly goose we go to school together and we are buddies through and through so I think you need to be alittle nicer to me. we are in the same boat. and about what I said its a joke between me and him so there.

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Kurisutaru-Kitsune In reply to DispiacereBello [2005-12-19 17:01:59 +0000 UTC]

if you say so man.

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