Nari16 In reply to ??? [2015-08-20 23:43:08 +0000 UTC]

AAK! danke schön Bjuh   

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CorruptTempest In reply to ??? [2015-08-04 05:49:45 +0000 UTC]

SO MURCH BLOO!
Like damn, I didn't know blue could be so beautiful. I love your page!

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Nari16 In reply to CorruptTempest [2015-08-05 03:41:29 +0000 UTC]

LOL thank you! And here I was thinkin' I over did it with all the bluness ^^

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ZonedoutAlien In reply to ??? [2015-08-03 20:24:22 +0000 UTC]

BOO!

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Nari16 In reply to ZonedoutAlien [2015-08-04 00:20:31 +0000 UTC]

  ermaigurd that's terrifying! D:

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ZonedoutAlien In reply to Nari16 [2015-08-04 20:28:17 +0000 UTC]

Good.

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toasteda In reply to ??? [2015-07-18 22:49:12 +0000 UTC]

hello friend

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Nari16 In reply to toasteda [2015-07-19 02:37:50 +0000 UTC]

'ello luv c;

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toasteda In reply to Nari16 [2015-07-19 04:18:06 +0000 UTC]

c:

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pretsal In reply to ??? [2015-06-18 20:04:21 +0000 UTC]

oMfg hi

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Nari16 In reply to pretsal [2015-06-18 23:33:45 +0000 UTC]

 Horry Shet its been awhile How have you been?

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pretsal In reply to Nari16 [2015-06-19 00:10:07 +0000 UTC]

iVEBEEN okay  a lot of stuff happened but i'm still the same pERSON HOW ARE YOU

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Nari16 In reply to pretsal [2015-06-19 02:11:09 +0000 UTC]

I am doing pretty good! But so far my summer has been pretty uneventful c; How's your summer been so far? >3>

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pretsal In reply to Nari16 [2015-06-29 03:34:52 +0000 UTC]

gOD IM SO SORRY I HAVEN'T REPLIED
my anxiety has been eating me alive for awhile. My summer has been.. okay. Sleeping in bed till 16:00 is always a good thing during the summer.

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Nari16 In reply to pretsal [2015-06-29 21:39:07 +0000 UTC]

My goodness, and I thought I slept late waking up at 2 pm
And I'm sorry your anxiety is still being a pain in the butt, is their something specific your anxious about?

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pretsal In reply to Nari16 [2015-06-29 23:09:49 +0000 UTC]

I'm naturally worried about a lot of things. Like if one night I'll fall asleep earlier than usual and someone ends up killing themselves because I wasn't there. (Of course, this is because last time I went to bed early, it happened.) I'm also worried that I won't be able to get better- that my depressive psychosis will never leave. I'm scared about a lot of things, but it's mostly because I want to be there for people who don't necessarily have anyone but me;

I'm scared that I won't be able to be good enough, in summary.

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Nari16 In reply to pretsal [2015-06-30 01:00:45 +0000 UTC]

If the people you care about know that you are there for them, and care for their well being, than they should do the same for you. I know from experience of how bad depression can be, it had gotten to the point of inflicting pain upon myself, though I'm one the lucky ones and had found help before things became too dire. However, I knew that even in my worst of times, that there was at least one person out there that cared for me, and that's what pushed me to help myself.

Perhaps your friends feel the same. Depression differs in every single person, and though it pains me to know what happened to your friend, if the people you know now that struggle with anxiety, or any mental illness of any kind knows that you are there. They should be able to meet you half way, and wish to help you as well by holding on just for a little while longer for you to be there for them. They should be able to know that your just one person, not a hero. 

You shouldn't have to sacrifice your sleep for them constantly. And they should be able to care for you enough to realize that. 
And  as my piece of advice, perhaps approach them about this? Tell them how you are feeling and find a solution to make sure that both you and your friends feel some security with one another and while apart, even during darker times. For example, when I was alone and having panic attacks are going through a dark phase, I would go on my phone and quiz myself with math questions or trivia, or if I didn't have my phone, I would repeat nursery rhymes or sing songs etc.  

Lastly, you don't need to be 'good enough' for your friends. Just being there is all they need, and knowing you'll always be there. You are already just fine where your at, and your on the right track, with being this compassionate with your loved ones and taking care of them, when no one else will. That in its self is a lot better than just 'good enough'. 

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toasteda In reply to ??? [2015-06-17 23:36:51 +0000 UTC]

we need to talk more
//squeezes
i missed you

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Nari16 In reply to toasteda [2015-06-18 00:26:22 +0000 UTC]

I know hun, I've just been so busy >< Tell me how you've been though c:

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toasteda In reply to Nari16 [2015-06-18 01:44:19 +0000 UTC]

xD
ah i've been great lately! and you? ;o;

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Nari16 In reply to toasteda [2015-06-18 02:26:56 +0000 UTC]

Relaxing, with summer vacation I can finally get back to my 11 hour sleeping schedule!

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toasteda In reply to Nari16 [2015-06-18 03:19:34 +0000 UTC]

and i stay up till 2 in the morning

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Nari16 In reply to toasteda [2015-06-18 04:09:51 +0000 UTC]

Ah the benefits of summer vacation <3

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toasteda In reply to Nari16 [2015-06-18 04:41:36 +0000 UTC]

oh yee <3

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Airisli In reply to ??? [2015-04-03 23:22:43 +0000 UTC]

nariikkiinnnsss

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Nari16 In reply to Airisli [2015-04-04 00:10:19 +0000 UTC]

Ellloooooo ^,^

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Airisli In reply to Nari16 [2015-04-04 00:47:57 +0000 UTC]

haaai

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Nari16 In reply to Airisli [2015-04-04 18:35:02 +0000 UTC]

I haven't talked to you in awhile ;; How are you?

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Airisli In reply to Nari16 [2015-04-04 19:45:06 +0000 UTC]

very busy with school still ;;

you?

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Nari16 In reply to Airisli [2015-04-04 21:12:47 +0000 UTC]

Same, too many school projects at the moment x,x

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Airisli In reply to Nari16 [2015-04-04 21:14:01 +0000 UTC]

school hates us so much ;;

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Nari16 In reply to Airisli [2015-04-04 22:18:38 +0000 UTC]

Its the school's job to hate us

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Airisli In reply to Nari16 [2015-04-04 22:26:49 +0000 UTC]

yeah it is

how is your school's lunch?  ours is always chicken

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Nari16 In reply to Airisli [2015-04-04 22:29:43 +0000 UTC]

uuuhhh hehe random question there cx But I usually go out and buy my own lunch

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Airisli In reply to Nari16 [2015-04-04 22:33:56 +0000 UTC]

chicken all day

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Nari16 In reply to Airisli [2015-04-04 23:15:50 +0000 UTC]

hehe orlly?

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Airisli In reply to Nari16 [2015-04-04 23:19:19 +0000 UTC]

yarlly

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toasteda In reply to ??? [2015-03-30 00:50:04 +0000 UTC]

hey! how are you! havent talked to my bud in a while x'D

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Nari16 In reply to toasteda [2015-03-30 01:22:52 +0000 UTC]

I am being my usual tired self c; hehe what about you? ^^

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toasteda In reply to Nari16 [2015-03-30 01:28:25 +0000 UTC]

great thank you!

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Nari16 In reply to ZonedoutAlien [2014-12-24 22:08:59 +0000 UTC]

Merry Christmas to you too!  

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ZonedoutAlien In reply to Nari16 [2014-12-24 22:16:07 +0000 UTC]

<3 ty, dear.

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toasteda In reply to ??? [2014-12-24 03:04:33 +0000 UTC]

hi
we haven't talked much but- helloo!

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Nari16 In reply to toasteda [2014-12-24 03:05:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh hey! How you been doing?

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toasteda In reply to Nari16 [2014-12-24 03:18:19 +0000 UTC]

good! and you?

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Nari16 In reply to toasteda [2014-12-24 03:20:30 +0000 UTC]

Tired! But tomorrow is Christmas eve so I'm more than excited ^^

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Nari16 In reply to ZonedoutAlien [2014-12-17 01:11:17 +0000 UTC]

ello ninny ^^ How are yooouuu?

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ZonedoutAlien In reply to Nari16 [2014-12-17 08:34:30 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing alright, how bout yourself?

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