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[2014-06-26 00:40:27 +0000 UTC]
"What's your inner demon?"
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Favourites: 100; Deviations: 64; Watchers: 52
Watching: 106; Pageviews: 15085; Comments Made: 2071; Friends: 106
# Interests
Favorite TV shows: Survivor, Penny Dreadful, Avatar: Last Airbender, Legend of Korra, Girl Meets World, Boy Meets World, So You Think You Can Dance?, Teen Wolf, Psych, Monk, Ghost AdventuresFavorite bands / musical artists: One Republic, Lindsey Stirling, EpicLloyd, The Fray, Relient K, Linkin' Park, Evanescence, The Script, Fall Out Boy
Favorite books: Symphony of Ages, Series of Unfortunate Events, Adventures of Ven Polypheme, Death's Acre, Inheritance Cycle
Favorite writers: Lemony Snicket, Elizabeth Haydon
Favorite games: Legend of Zelda series
Favorite gaming platform: Nintendo anything
Tools of the Trade: Keyboard, pen and paper
Other Interests: Ghost Hunting, Martial Arts, Science
# About me
New acct for jesusroxgirl and shear89 . This one is used for promoting my series, Thiranos!# Comments
Comments: 311
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I had a dream last night I was driving through these wooded mountains, not as high as the snowy peaks, just around the middle elevation. We (I don't really know who was with me but I seemed to be a friend of theirs, maybe a male) stopped at this old quarry where there was a lot of really fine white sand or clay and some sedimentary rocks with young fossils such as shoe prints and fish. I was feeling the cool sand in my hand and it felt so good, the empty quarry felt so peaceful. It was amazing that in my dream, even touching the ground could feel so satisfying, much more satisfying than the way I've been feeling about things in real life.
Later in the dream I was with my parents and sister at some factory or workshop of some kind. I kept saying how I was running late, late for something I have to go to today in real world. I don't really have to go though, I don't even know what to expect. Some induction ceremony for honors. I should really just stay home to write my essay but I don't think four hours from my day will really kill me. I'll let the rain decide.
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i hate those dreams that make you panic for no reason...
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The ceremony was kinda ehh. I was a little under dressed (or everyone over dressed) because it said business-casual attire, not sure what that really means. But that wasn't the problem. I was by myself and I didn't know anyone there. I also felt like I was being judged, but maybe I wasn't, Idk. I just felt out of place and slightly uncomfortable. If I tried to act interested than maybe they would think I'm creepy but if I stayed alone then they might think I don't care. So when it was done, I left not long after because I didn't want people to think I was just some weird ugly guy hanging around too much. There was one girl there that looked a little familiar to me, I just hope I didn't look at her too much. I do terrible in social situations, much worse than I used to. I hate eye contact, especially with strangers.
But because of the size of my school, I may never see them again anyways at least. Only one other person there did I even recall as being from my college. I don't think I've ever had the same classmate twice either.
I did talk a little bit but there was really not much for me to say. I'm the one that had no clue what was going on and everyone else seemed to have solid career plans and job histories. Idk. Stress makes my thoughts fuzzy. I left more with the feeling of "What just happened?" than anything else.
Now I'm just stressing thinking about stressing. Guess I'll make some coffee and start on my essay if I can. It'll be a while before this weird feeling goes away. Being around too many strangers feels like static, plus hard to think because so much processing going on from communicating. This might have something to do with me being a visual person, written words are easier for me than spoken words and I don't read facial/body language as well as English, unless it's animals because dogs and cats are simpler to deal with.
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sometimes it's hard being around ppl you don't know. some ppl revel in it, but most people are uncomfortable in those types of situations whether they show it or not.
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I still feel like I must've looked bad.
I finished my essay at least, maybe a little too fast. I sent it in to be reviewed if time allows. If it does get graded, I just hope it's more than an 80.
Now I have math homework due tomorrow. Not sure if I'll even finish it but it doesn't really matter now. I at least want to earn a D before retaking it but I feel so worn out already. I want this term over already.
I forgot to mention I really like your profile picture. You look so good in it. Your eye looks crazy blue.
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yeah, i colorized the eye a bit. didn't turn out the exact color i wanted, but thank you
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I got a 100% on my final essay. And here I thought it was my worst one. I only spent like an hour or two on it too. lol, guess he liked the subject, idk
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awesome! congratz!
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Now I need to find fix up my schedule for next semester. Dropping astronomy made my financial aid drop down to around $700. I was trying to save money for the summer but dropping the other classes did the opposite effect. Now I need to go find a class or two that I can try and squeeze in my time frame.
Besides that, I've been really stressed out past few days. I feel like all momentum I had pushing me forward in life is starting to run out of fuel. Hitting waves of bad luck more and more. Running out of karma to spend I guess. I feel like I'm losing myself.
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nah, you just have to find your niche
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I don't know what I want to do anymore. Currently thinking of basic Geography with a minor in Astronomy and/or German. Environmental Geosciences track in Geography might look better because of the but it's basically the same root courses and it leaves me with no room for electives at all. I would rather say I can speak some German and have a minor in Astronomy to go along with my Geography major instead of having a Geography major which is basically saying I can't do the math to be an Enviornmental Geoscientist. If I take five English courses, then that can give me a minor right there is something doesn't work out right. I don't want to major in German or English because that really doesn't say much in the career world. Anyone can learn a foreign language and some foreign history out side of college. I'll still try and squeeze in Chemistry, no matter what my major is because I feel like it will be too important to pass up the fundamentals of Chemistry.
My current schedule is full-time now with twelve credits but I may change it. To wait over two hours after German class, twice a week, for five months, may not be good on my health. But the professor is said to be good though. I may have to be patient and just drop that course for now, being away from home for over nine hours at a time will burn me out financially or physically.
So, I think the Geography-German or Geography-Astronomy combination might be the most enjoyably flexible and realistic career path for me. I may even be able to dual major between Geography and German, going to be sad though to throw out Astronomy. If only financial aid went further than 120 credits, like 140 to 150 credits would be perfect because then people can stick around to get a dual major and a minor if they want, or simply to learn more of what they want. I hate having to sacrifice courses.
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you'll still have to take math with those though... i know what you mean by sacrificing courses. there were a lot of classes i wished i had been able to take in college and didn't.
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I really don't need any additional math courses. All I need is Statistics, which I can take as a part of my A.A. math requirements. I'll take it after College Algebra.
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ah okay. stats was too easy for me, but my teacher was easy.... and pregnant. she had her baby and was gone for a day then she was right back in the classroom teaching... 
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Statistics was easy? It's a 2000 level class that comes after Intermediate Algebra...I just signed up for Fundamentals to Statistics because I thought it might give me the appropriate preparation for Statistics. It's a 1000 level class with no prerequisite. I'm still worried to just jump into Statistics.
Now I'm worried that I'll be wasting a credit on this preparation class...
I now have a fifty-three in Intermediate Algebra. If I turned in my last homework late, this coming up homework, and took the final exam, then I still don't think I'll score high enough to get a D, which is failing. So I decided to not waste my weekend studying and stressing over a class I inevitably must retake. My Winter vacation starts now. I am on this bad luck streak as well past week so I really don't even want to bother going out to school one more day. I just need to avoid the world for a while. My class was so immature today too, I almost wanted to beat them so they could stop shouting.
Would you happen to know if I can go over 60 credits while getting my Associates? I had to even cut Chemistry, but I'm still at 63 planned credits, not including a high school level math class, which the advisor said doesn't count towards credit. (but it still drags down my GPA, I'll retake it if I can near the end)
If Intermediate German is canceled, then I'll take Chemistry or Conservation of Natural Resources, because German is 4 credits. But German got really popular lately, so I think there will likely be class this summer. Guess I can learn about chemistry online as well, I just wont have the joy of mixing things in test tubes. I really don't want to drop the next astronomy course since the professor is said to be very easy and I want at least one more astronomy course...but I can just take the same course after transferring, but I need a large schedule this term to ensure I can get enough reimbursement for summer German and nothing else works for my schedule.
I spent all day yesterday planning out a new schedule but I'm still unhappy with it.
I totally wish I could just erase that aviation class I took, even if it was such a hellish experience to get an A in that dumb class.
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every college is different as to what they require for degrees. I'd check with the office or website and see what they say.
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I was thinking of seeing a councilor this month. One of them wanted me to see her again last month so I should really trying seeing her this month. My full time schedule is giving me over $2.8k last I checked with total course payments at a little more than $1.3k. Maybe $1.5k will come back to me. So if I spend like $100 on school supplies and $200 on bus passes, or $250 if the pass raises to $50, then some other shopping as well, I can easily say at least $500 is taken. Intermediate German will take away half of the remaining thousand, leaving me with five hundred for food or whatever. So far, I think I may be able to afford German in the summer if the money remains this amount. I think becoming an honors member is giving me more income now because my GPA has lowered yet $2.8k is a lot. Hope my money doesn't drop this term after failing algebra.
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and thank you for one as well!
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I've talked to your OC more than I've talked to you XD
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lol yeah, he's a chatty one 
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I can tell XD
I'm doing alright today, how are you?
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I have a sinus headache, but otherwise not too bad
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I had one of those last month. Had to use nasal spray.
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yeah, i've been using mucinex- sinus max... it does wonders!
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I had to use off brand nasal spray. It leaks o.o
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O.o gross.... neosynephrine was always my fave until I found vick's nose spray... oh my gosh... it's amazing! But the sad thing about nose spray is that it usually ends up making things worse...
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Unless you use it in moderation. I heard it can really damage your sense of smell.
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yeah. I have a co-worker that use to be addicted to it. He used it so much that he actually got an infection in the back of his brain because of it. Almost died
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How much would you have to use for that to happen?
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Everyday at least once or twice for a while but im sure its rare.
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I hope so. I had to use mine twice a day for two days.
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Nah you'll be fine. I think most nose sprays say not to use it more than 3
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If I become inactive for a long time, you know what happened.
I died the second most embarrassing death ever XD
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D: that would be horrible! what would the first most embarrassing death be?
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Drowning from a water bottle. It's happened .-.
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oh my gosh! those people who do those water drinking contests and die from not peeing!
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That sounds equally embarrassing
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yeah, no kidding... and there have been so many people who have done it too...
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Yeah. Some people die hard. Others not so much
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I want to die in my sleep... I don't want to see my death coming...
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Death is full of sandvich, and coming for you!
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