WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 06:53:41 +0000 UTC]

no prob

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 06:54:29 +0000 UTC]

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

In-the-Dark11 In reply to ??? [2009-12-27 23:21:04 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the floppy favs XD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-27 23:21:52 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-27 23:24:37 +0000 UTC]

Heehee...you goin to church tonight?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 04:52:08 +0000 UTC]

Unfortunately, yes.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 04:52:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh come on. At least I'm there to brighten your day! XD lol jk...

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 05:13:51 +0000 UTC]

lol yeah
If youre curious, this is pretty much what I belive:

[link]

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 05:16:53 +0000 UTC]

You knew exactly what I was fixin to ask you. odd. Umm..you don't believe i miracles? May i ask why?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 05:33:00 +0000 UTC]

Ummm...Why should I? Why should I belive so farfetched, somthing that goes against the laws of nature? Why should I belive in them just because some text (the Bible) tells me too?

Why DO you belive in them?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 05:37:43 +0000 UTC]

Yes...I do. I'm alive because of God Clayton...Yes. A miracle. Two years ago..In a few months from now, I was in the ER..And not even I knew if I would make it. But medicine saved me...And without it, I might not be here talking to you...But maybe that would've been best. I've hurt so many clayton...

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 05:44:51 +0000 UTC]

I don't belive God "created" that medicine that saved you. He created us, natural laws, and such ... And that led to the development of that medicine by man's science.

But that's not the point.

You don't hurt people, Elee, you enrich others lives! I'm glad you're alive! You deserve to be alive! Every human deserves a chance at life, that's why I'm against abortion.

Don't ever again say that it would have been best if you were dead. It wouldn't. That is not true.

I'm glad you're alive.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 05:54:06 +0000 UTC]

Well I guess that's a good thing. But i disagree. God gave us the intelligence to create such medicine...not our weak human minds alone. I've been through a lot, and witnessed things that can't be explained by "just humans" Things happen for a reason. Ever wondered who controlled it?

And...well...If i wasn't...(just saying) I wouldn't have to pretend anymore...And I do hurt others...I wish I could show you my life on a film...like a movie...Then you would agree. I promise.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 06:58:03 +0000 UTC]

I think we control our own destiny.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 07:03:22 +0000 UTC]

Yes. We have choices. But you don't think things happen for a reason? Well that is interesting. Do you know that my darkest secret was revealed to my parents because of a chain reaction from you? Without that, I honestly, might have...well nvm.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 07:22:50 +0000 UTC]

What do you mean?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 07:25:41 +0000 UTC]

Clayton...there are things you don't know about me...and well no one once knew. But after the breakup...I, of course, was upset. Jake and I got closer. I was going to finally tell someone...I couldn't bear it any longer.
But my mom found the graphic note. And chaos that needed to happen, began.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 07:32:29 +0000 UTC]

Tell someone?

Graphic note?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 07:37:07 +0000 UTC]

I had to tell someone...So I decided that I would tell Jake....But before I could give him the note, My mom found it. Read it...it was like really really long 10pgs maybe? I dunno...But thank goodness I burned it. Have to get rid piece by piece.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 07:39:09 +0000 UTC]

Tell someone what? What was in that note?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 07:40:30 +0000 UTC]

You don't want to know. But the funny thing is, is that ...you already know. You just don't realize it yet. *looks at time..5seconds later*

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 07:46:21 +0000 UTC]

*confused*

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 07:48:14 +0000 UTC]

My poems...tell you. You even faved it. You know.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 07:55:45 +0000 UTC]

Uhh ... Which one?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 07:57:51 +0000 UTC]

Ermm...you don't want to know. I'm not joking.


But since I know you...and that you're gonna find out eventually...the savior one.
And I left out a piece, on purpose.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 08:01:33 +0000 UTC]

I noticed the left out peice ... Somthing tragic happened to you?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 08:03:21 +0000 UTC]

You seem surprised. most are. I don't know how the word tragic reacts to it...I dunno. I've never tried to give it a description.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 08:06:38 +0000 UTC]

I can infer what the missing peice is. I just kinda didn't want to belive it.

Why did it take your mom finding the note for her to know about it?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 08:08:40 +0000 UTC]

It is not as bad as you may think..But it still hurts me.And I need to completely rid myself from all of those memories. but i can't...

I won't break up my family. ever. + i was ashamed. I can never stand up for myself.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-28 08:12:25 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry...

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-28 08:17:03 +0000 UTC]

Nah..I'll be fine Some great friends have helped me...and Jake still doesn't know..not really. It would only make him sad..or w/e.. But I wouldn't be where I'm at right now, if I would've told you then. But what creeps me out the most, is that I'm sitting exactly where he sat four years ago. time flies.. I never sit on the other end.

But besides depressing things that I'm loading on you, whatcha doin?

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-26 07:05:08 +0000 UTC]

no prob I love pics of the sky like that...

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-26 07:05:49 +0000 UTC]

hehe thanks..i thought it was pretty. i hope you had a great Christmas

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-26 07:17:40 +0000 UTC]

I sure did, lol. I gotz a videocamera!

Waht about u? Didja get anything cool?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-26 07:18:59 +0000 UTC]

I got a camera...lol can't you tell i was photo happy? XD and a Amazon kindle it was great.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-26 07:23:54 +0000 UTC]

Awesome! Im glad u had a good christmas! Mine was pretty happy

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-26 07:25:08 +0000 UTC]

Oh no...what went wrong..pretty happy doesnt seem to cut it.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-26 07:26:23 +0000 UTC]

Lol i guess I should have worded that better. Nothing went wrong, IT WAS AN AWESOME CHRISTMaS!

And where's that guys profile again?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-26 07:27:46 +0000 UTC]

lol...i don't think that he's talking to me anymore. but the convo is on but i was talking to some guy named blonde eyed blue *shrugs* you'll think the convos are...well, interesting.

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

In-the-Dark11 In reply to ??? [2009-12-26 05:37:35 +0000 UTC]

these ppl are beating me up about being a Christian because I have my opinions..and they don't agree.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-26 06:49:21 +0000 UTC]

If you want to be a Christian, that's cool. It's your right!! Just cause they have a diffrent opinion dosen't mean that they trash yours. They're ignorant for beating you up and being mean. Take the high road, and show them how Christians aren't mean.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-26 06:54:37 +0000 UTC]

Well they think that I'm mean. and i guess I am when it come to my religion and my family. I said a few things I shouldn't have, but nothing can be done about it now. They believe like you Clayton...and they don't like the fact that I believe what the Bible says...as far as salvation and stuff.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-26 06:56:01 +0000 UTC]

Where is this going on? Mabye I can calm them down.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-26 06:59:47 +0000 UTC]

It's okay..well not really. They know that I have an ex that believes like them, and then they insulted me and hoped that I'd marry a pious old man that would understand me. They dont blame you for breaking up with me...lalala and stuff like that. I really dont think you wanna join in..though his situation is JUST like yours...with his mom and all.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

WordAsylum In reply to In-the-Dark11 [2009-12-26 07:02:38 +0000 UTC]

Let me know where its at... I'll do some good.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

In-the-Dark11 In reply to WordAsylum [2009-12-26 07:04:14 +0000 UTC]

His journal...right now im talking to the blonde eyed blue one. ugh thanks though.

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

In-the-Dark11 In reply to ??? [2009-12-13 04:03:46 +0000 UTC]

Gracias amigo

👍: 0 ⏩: 1