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killa382 ♂️ [13630627] [2010-04-22 08:00:30 +0000 UTC] "Josh" (United States)

# Statistics

Favourites: 16; Deviations: 35; Watchers: 20

Watching: 43; Pageviews: 4980; Comments Made: 305; Friends: 43

# Interests

Favorite bands / musical artists: 3 days grace, Escape the fate, system of a down, bullet for my valentine etc
Favorite games: Mw2
Other Interests: Video gaming, chatting and writing

# Comments

Comments: 71

killa382 In reply to ??? [2011-12-22 22:58:08 +0000 UTC]

yea i remember you.
life is going like usual. it has its high ups and very deep lows.
just the same old, no motivation for anything, not even to write anymore..
how about you?

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BegginerMay In reply to killa382 [2011-12-22 23:11:32 +0000 UTC]

pretty much the same, but i'm trying to get better, i don't really know what i'm doing actually... but well xD
you should try to find some motivation... it really sucks to be like that... :/
if you need someone to talk to just note me, ok? <3

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killa382 In reply to BegginerMay [2011-12-22 23:20:24 +0000 UTC]

I know, i honestly dont know what to do tho.. sometimes i just want to fade away. im stuck taking meds but they dont help, just make my feelings go away momentarily. i dont know what to do with my life, and im usually pondering if my life is even worth it at all

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BegginerMay In reply to killa382 [2011-12-22 23:30:20 +0000 UTC]

No no, you don't want your feelings to go away, that isn't really the way... you've gotta learn how to deal with them and get over them... it's damn hard but it's the best you can do... your life is worth it! Totally, don't ever doubt it... there's a reason you're here and it's to live <3
don't lose hope...

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killa382 In reply to BegginerMay [2011-12-22 23:35:55 +0000 UTC]

i will do my best to not lose hope, but its just so hard.
thanks for being there, you are a great friend.
i just want people to leave me alone and to just let me be, instead of forcing me to be whom they wish me to be, and to stop talking behind my back and makes jokes behind my back. i just want to belong the way i am. i want to be accepted as i am.

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BegginerMay In reply to killa382 [2011-12-23 00:21:00 +0000 UTC]

People will always want you to be some "type" of person... very few will accept who you really are... the key is to give a shit about those who don't accept you... Screw them, really, you're amazing just like that.

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MyLoveForYouEternity In reply to ??? [2011-11-04 16:02:45 +0000 UTC]