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xXDeathxDespairXx ♂️ [34128167] [2015-01-11 01:10:50 +0000 UTC] (United States)

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# About me

So...Um, Hi!
My name's Bryan! (Spelling doesn't really matter with an I or a Y)
My friend convinced me to join this site a while ago because I love fan art and writing, all though I don't feel like I'm particularly good at it myself. I still try.
>I'm very shy, but I warm up eventually.
>I''m in college, and I like anime, music, video games, cartoons, and everything in between.
>I'm also vegan, and love animals!

Feel free to note me or talk to me just about anything. I'm always looking for new friends :)

# Comments

Comments: 85

xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to ??? [2015-06-04 05:06:18 +0000 UTC]

Ohh, that actually sounds pretty cool. Maybe I ought to turn this account into an roleplay account. It would make it easier to talk to people, and it would give me a legit reason to message them so randomly without seeming,..well...like a creep or weirdo. 
I've been thinking about coming up with an oc for quite some time. 
Your oc looks awesome. It's especially cool how it's an exe. I've never seen an .exe oc before. 
I'm usually up all night, at least your replys give me an actual reason to stay up *blushes shyly* I'm usually up just watching Tv, or playing guitar til I get tired, I'm not very good when it comes to drawing, but I do enjoy art. I bet you're great at it...

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-04 05:34:58 +0000 UTC]

It is! You should if it makes it easier for you to talk to others.
You should make a OC!! It's fun having a OC. I think you would enjoy it a lot!
Thank you! I agree with you, most people don't have exes as their OC. I've seen few have made a exe OC as an roleplaying character but many people turned their OCs into exe than being an real exe.
Awesome! *Smiles* I'm up until I feel like I can't stay on the computer anymore. You play guitar? Awesome! What songs do you play? I wish I could hear you play... I bet you can be good at draw, it just takes practice. It took me 9 years to get where I am now. :3

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-05 22:35:53 +0000 UTC]

Perhaps I will make an oc. I think the best kind are the ones that reflect who the creators are. Maybe a shy lone wolf will suit me. I'll work on it. 
You're the only exe oc I've seen, the other ones are usually just roleplaying as Sonic, or Tails exe. 
You're very original. 

I can read music, and I've been playing guitar for years. Just give me a music sheet and I can play it... I usually play when I'm alone, or bored...
I can also sing fairly well. I was in choir for about 8 years... Pretty weird since I'm a guy...I don't sing in front of anyone anymore though, I get too nervous. 
Do you have any talents? Aside from the amazing drawing of course *smiles*

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-06 00:23:41 +0000 UTC]

I think a wolf OC is a perfect character for you. *Smiles* Awesome, can't wait to see it!
Thank you again!! I always try making original stuff and not already been done before.
What songs do you play when your alone or bored?
I can't sing. I sometimes wish I could because my mom loves to sing. *laughs* My mom's a choirs teacher for many years and I was force to be in choirs because of her. Took me years before I finally told her I wasn't going to be in another choirs.
My other talents are writing, dancing, baking and when I can, I love to make movies.

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-06 00:57:03 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, because there's always that one wolf who doesn't fit in with the pack, and tends to bee alone. That's me alright. 
Well, during the day when I'm alone I'll plug in my amp and play random riffs, or something by one of my favorite bands, usually Evanescence, Three Days Grace, or Bullet for My Valentine. 
Sometimes my little cousins come over, and like when I play child songs like 'row row row your boat' or 'twinkle twinkle little star' on the acoustic guitar. It's the only way I can get them to calm down sometimes haha. 
I think for me choir stopped being fun as I reached middle school and was suddenly the only boy in class..
Writing eh? Do you have any work posted up? Or is it a more personal hobby?
It's been a long time since I've had home baked foods. I usually just buy cakes or brownies, no one I know likes to bake. *sigh*
Making movies? That's pretty awesome. What kind? Like, documentaries? 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-06 01:59:05 +0000 UTC]

Cool! Evanescence and Three Days Grace are on my top 10 favorite bands! *smiles*
Fun, when I was in middle school, there were more boys in choir than girls. *Laughs*
I write fanfiction stories. One of my most poplar story is "Beauty in the Breakdown". I'm working on chapter 10 right now, chapter 1 - 9 is on DA, Fanfiction and soon on Wattpad. BUt it's more update on Fanfiction and Wattpad. I'm also making writing projects for this summer like 5 one shot stories of sonAMY.EXE storys and a Choose you own Game Story. 
I love to design and make many different kinds of dessert. Here's a picture I'm using for my Megan EXE fathers day comic - sta.sh/017fy2ostodg
I made them 2 weeks ago. It was so much fun, sadly I couldn't eat them because of what happens after 3 hours of leaving them alone, they start melting and looking more creepy than before. @.@
Thanks! I love to make animated movies, someday I hope to work for Disney and make their movies.

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-06 02:10:50 +0000 UTC]

Really? Not a lot of people from where I'm from are into rock or anything close to that genre. 
Where I'm from choir is kind of a girly thing, and I got made fun of a lot for it, but I learned a lot. I really wanted to be in a band singing and lead guitar. 
Really? Beauty in the Breakdown? That's a really catchy title. I'll have to check it out sometime. I enjoy reading fanfiction. 
Those cupcakes look amazing, look a professional made them! I was totally blown away. The middle one looks the best. 
*looks at you and smiles sheepishly* I've never known someone with so many talents, or anyone whose this interesting to talk to. You're really cool. 
Working at Disney sounds like an amazing dream. Now that you mention that, I read somewhere that Disney will no longer be doing animated movies, and they're going to continue with live action and CGI only. 
It kinda made me sad, i think their best movies are the animated ones. Tarzan was always my favorite. 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-06 02:49:22 +0000 UTC]

*Looks up at you* Yes! Where I live, Rock, Movies, and Getting into Shows are everything. If you ever get into a band someday, I'm going to one of your concerts and I'm going to ask you for your autograph and take some pictures with you!
"Beauty in the Breakdown" title came from a song I love a lot call 'Let Go' by: Frou Frou - www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwlTCj…
I hope you like the story!
Thanks! It was fun making them. The middle one was the first one I made. *Laughs*
I try leaving every door open because I won't know what I like until I do it. *Smiles* Thank you, your interesting talk to too. You too.
Disney is a amazing dream job, theirs a college I want to go to called CALARTs that is Disney funded college, most people go there work at Disney. Tim Burton went to that same college. I hope I make it in to that college. Agreed, I was very sad but CGI is what I think my job life might be someday. *Laughs again* Cool, my favorite was "Sleepy Beauty".

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-06 03:39:59 +0000 UTC]

That's so cool. Where I'm from, liking rock, or dressing in dark clothes is like begging for bullying...
I wish I was wherever you are...*blush* I mean... it sounds like an awesome place. A place I could be myself without getting starred at. 
If I ever got famous for music, and went on tour I'd make sure you'd get free passes to every concert! Heck, you could even come tour with us *laughs* 
That's actually a really nice song. It sounds very emotionally, and soothing.. I can't wait to read the fanfic. 
I'm not very good when it comes to baking--let alone cooking something. I'm a fire hazard in the kitchen. 
Wow, Tim Burton? His work is amazing. Nightmare Before Christmas, and Edward Scissorhands are amazing. I also really liked Corpse Bride. 
You've got real big dreams, I hope they all come true. I know we don't know each other very well--or for that long, but you seem like the kind of person who deserves their dreams to become true... I can just tell... 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 01:00:13 +0000 UTC]

*laughs* Thanks! Maybe one day, you can come over to where I live and I could show you around.
*smiles* I would love free passes to your concert!
Thank you. Please tell me what you think of the story after you read it.
*Laughs* Yes he is, Tim Burton is my idol. I love his work. I hope to one day meet him in person. You named every movie he made that I love so much!
Corpse Bride is a beautiful movie and worth watching again and again.
I hope all of your dreams come true too!!!!

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 03:43:47 +0000 UTC]

Corpse Bride is so underrated, I was shocked to discover most people don't like it. I love it. I could watch it over and over and never get tired of it. 
I'd love to meet Tim Burton in person! It'd be amazing. 

So how did your day go? *smiles*

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 04:08:20 +0000 UTC]

I agree! I remember back in 9th grade, I brought the Corpse Bride movie to my class to watch since my class was having a Halloween party and no one in my class liked it but me. But we still had to watch it, since it was the only movie that was there, so yay!! *Laughs*
Very true!

My day is going pretty good, made more cupcakes for the church picnic tomorrow and played my favorite Zelda game, Majora's Mask!

How was your day?

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 04:17:25 +0000 UTC]

We didn't really have parties in my school. We only had junior prom and senior prom---neither I found enjoyable either,. 

Are they decorated cupcakes? I bet they look and taste amazing. 

My day's going pretty okay... Felt a little bad after trying to reach out to one of my favorite fanfic authors didn't go exactly as I hoped. They replied once and just stopped.. I feel like I'm annoying, or just plain not good at conversing... *Looks down sadly* 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 04:29:27 +0000 UTC]

I understand, sorry it wasn't enjoyable. I had to go to every party because I was in cheerleading for 2 years and a half. I never went to my junior prom because I believe it should be for seniors only not juniors. I went by myself for my senior prom because I had to leave my ex a week before the prom.

Yep, the cupcakes are called Surprise Pinata Cupcakes. I found it on youtube and wanted to give it a try. - www.youtube.com/watch?v=8f6Z7u…
It's so far fun, the only part I'm adding is a real cherry on top. I've never tried this before so I hope they like it. *Smiles*

Sorry to hear what happen. Who was one of your Favorite Fanfic Authors you where talking too?
Also your not annoying, they might not be on the computer much and will reply later.

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 04:59:54 +0000 UTC]

I wasn't really apart of any teams or clubs besides choir that I can remember. 
I don't think juniors should have  prom either, I didn't go because it was expensive. 
I did hang around outside though... 
Senior prom didn't go great for me either. My ex actually dumped me during prom...
apparently she was dating me as a joke to make her friends laugh.. It wasn't a good experience.
I'm sorry that happened to you.. Why'd you have to leave him?

Golly, those cupcakes look amazing! I've never seen them made that way before.
I'll bet they'll come out fantastic.
I'd probably burn the house down trying to make them myself *laughs*

She goes by MiserySevertiy. She's a really good fanfic writer, but people have been bullying her,
and she feels bad about it and is taking a break from DA again..
I've been reading her work for a long time, and really admire her... I just recently worked up the courage to message her, and now she's going to leave... It sucks. She replied once, but never again, and it has me feeling a little dishearten. *sigh* 
 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 05:30:05 +0000 UTC]

Both minds think the same about prom. *Laughs*  My ex was going to leave me right after prom and the reason he dating me was so he could make his father happy and I was a cheerleader. Once I dropped out of cheerleading, he wouldn't hang out with me during school times and joking about me with his friends too.  I had to leave him. He was driving me nuts. *laughs*

*Smiles* Thanks! so far I only have the M&Ms in the cupcakes and I'm adding icing tomorrow morning. I hope so!
*laughs* Not it won't!

I know her. She helps out in the Sonamy.EXE group. Most of the time she never writes back to my messages. She will come back. She's a brave and smart girl. She'll do fine. *smiles* Don't get down about it. She will reply when she's in a better mood.

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 05:45:24 +0000 UTC]

It's so wrong to use people like that. It's even worse to make someone think you really like them when you don't. 
I really liked my ex a lot. She had me believing I was in love with her, while she was making fun of me to her friends,
seeing other guys, and using me to do her homework... 

I've been single ever since. I'm to nervous the same thing will happen again.. 

I thought you were suppose to make cupcakes in one go. I didn't you could make part of it today, and then tomorrow. How many are you making this time? 

She's got some great Sonamy.exe stories. I feel bad so many people harass her. Why do people do such things? Trolling accomplishes nothing, it just hurts and discourages people...

Thanks for trying to cheer me up. I really appreciate it. 
You bake, you dance, you like Corpse Bride, you write, you're very kind, and understanding; you never cease to amaze me. 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 06:09:06 +0000 UTC]

Agreed! I don't understand why people are like this. It makes me sick. I hate the idea someone like her was using you. Your a really great guy!! She doesn't know when she has a good person when she has it. She will pay for that someday when she looks back in her life realizing what she don't wrong.
Homework, really?! I ever thought girls would do that to guys in high school. I always thought that was only a joke on TV. That's really sad.

Sorry to hear about that, someday you'll find that right girlfriend who would never leave you. It just takes time.

Nope, you can come back to cupcakes anytime. Just have to plan it out right and time everything.

Yes she does! I agree, but that's the internet. Might as well pray that nothing goes very wrong soon. The only person who can troll is Discord. *Laughs*

*shyly blushes* Your welcome. *smiles* Thank you.
Also how long are to staying on here tonight?

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 06:19:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. I'm pretty much the only reason she graduated. The teacher would assign us partner work, but she'd dump it all on me while she went to the football game. I should have realized what was going on when she'd come over just to drop off homework. It was a bad experience but I'm grateful for the life lessons that horrid relationship taught me.

I'll never understand what a persons mindset is when they're doing things to hurt people intentionally. The way some guys treat girls is awful, bullying makes me sick and I could never imagine doing stuff like that.

I'll probably be on til I fall asleep, usually around the next half hour or so. I have bad insomnia and my sleep patterns get very strange, especially on weekends

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 06:32:02 +0000 UTC]

How awful. To bad I wasn't there, I would had loved being partners with you. *Smiles*

Me too but that's how the world works. The world always tries to teach us to being on our own and learn from what we done wrong.

Do you want to start a chartroom with me on here? *staring at you with the puppy dog eyes look*

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 06:38:36 +0000 UTC]

I bet you'd actually be a partner instead of dumping all the work on me. That would have been helpful.

I just wish everyone in the world was good hearted... Everything would be better.

Sure, how do we that? *smiles*

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 06:44:12 +0000 UTC]

True! I would never have done that to you. Also I love group projects! I always try getting my teachers to do them more but it never happens.

Me too. *Smiles*

Click here -> chat.deviantart.com/chat/SlyCo…

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 06:50:36 +0000 UTC]

When I click the link nothing comes up probably because I'm on mobile..

I was never really a fan of group projects. Didn't have many friends, and the teacher always paired me with jerks..
I think they're only fun when you know someone in the class, and get to choose your partner.

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-07 06:55:37 +0000 UTC]

It's ok, I'm not sure how mobiles work on Chatroom, make next time. *Laughs*

Sorry that you had to go through that.
True, that was mostly my time in school.

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-07 20:41:32 +0000 UTC]

Me either. Mobile's pretty strange, and definitely not as good as it is on the computer. 
I also ended up falling asleep too. 

So how did the cupcakes turn out? 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-09 05:41:19 +0000 UTC]

Sorry for the late reply, I've been busy with stuff since yesterday through today.

Agreed! I'm still trying to understand my cell phone but it feels like a ghost lives inside it. *laughs*
It's ok, did you sleep well?

They turned out great! Take a look *smiles*- sta.sh/02dd9qwwuqg7

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-09 06:05:15 +0000 UTC]

That's okay, I've been pretty swamped with stuff myself.

I think I've got the hang of using my cellphone, just not most apps, and sometimes it gets a little whacky. 

I slept alright, not good enough to wake up on time of course *chuckles* Not even an earthquake could wake me up on time.

Those look amazing! You should own your own bakery.. From what I've seen you're really good at decorating cupcakes. I just wish I could have one too *groans in sadness* store bought just isn't the same haha. 

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-09 07:10:22 +0000 UTC]

*laughs* That's good! *smiles* Also what's up? How was your day??

Earthquakes? *laughs* You must get a lot of earthquakes around your place if you know earthquakes never wake you up. I'm the same way when I go to sleep too. But I do wake up when my dog, Jack sleeps next to me and tries to roll over.
Do you have any pets?

Thank you!! My friends had told me that before but it cost a lot of money to own a bakery. I'm not sure if I could run it on my own. *Laughs* I wish I could give you one. I had about 5 left over from the picnic. Many people loved them. *Smiles* Agreed! My mom's cookies are the best! I wish I could bake cookies like her because store bought cookies just don't taste the same.

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-09 07:22:09 +0000 UTC]

My day was okay. Pretty quiet and uneventful. I passed a pop quiz today!
Just barely though. I was one point away from failing, but I managed. 

There have been a few earthquakes here and there apparently. 
but I tend to sleep through them every time..*laughs* It's pretty funny. 
I have a cat named Blaze, she tends to be mysterious and creep up at the strangest times. 
I love her to death though. 

My mom use to bake all the time, but now that we're all older she hardly does. 
I still remember how her cookies and cupcakes tasted, I've never had anything like them. 
There's just something about homemade things that make them so much better. 

So how was your day? I'm glad your cupcakes were a success at the picnic. (:

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-09 07:45:11 +0000 UTC]

That's good! Congratulations on passing your pop quiz today!!!

It is funny! *laughs* I had little earthquakes where I am. A lot of those earthquakes, people ever feel them but things or stuff do move around sometimes when there's a earthquake. *Laughs* One time when there was a earthquake round me, no one felt it but my mother freaked out that the ceiling lamp was move in a perfect circle. HAHA. :3
Awww :3 how cute!! What kind of cat is Blaze? I bet you do!

I understand that feeling. My mom never cooks anymore. She lets me do it which I don't mind at all. *Laughs*

My day was pretty good but long. Me too! *smiles*

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-09 22:06:01 +0000 UTC]

Usually no one knows there's been an earthquake until it's on the news. Then everyone freaks out right after. Sometimes they can be felt, and mess everything around, but I'm usually asleep.

Blaze is Siamese (not sure if I spelt that quite right) she's all white with a little gray on her face and paws. She's always lurking around. I actually rescued her from one of those animal centers that kills the animal if they're not adopted in 6 days...

I hate those places ):

My mom cooks one weekdays for dinner. The rest of the time it's up to us to feed ourselves. It's good that I'm a vegan and usually stick to salads, me and the stove aren't a good pair *laughs*

Hope you had a wonderful day!

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-10 04:04:02 +0000 UTC]

I just realize something, It's funny but most earthquakes happens at night than the day time unless it's a big one. *Laughs*

Blaze sounds so cute!! X3 You spelled it right! Also did you name her Blaze because of Blaze in the Sonic games?
Are you a cat person or a dog person?

I hate those places too, I wish they never happen.

*laughs* Sounds fun! Most stoves are evil. My mother's old stove was every evil to me. But now todays my mom's vacuum cleaner and me aren't a good pair after I broke my foot on it. *Laughs* I'm still planning on how to blow up the vacuum cleaner once I get my hands on it.

Thanks, I had a good day! What about you? How was your day?

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-10 04:11:58 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I think they do happen more at night. I've been through a few earthquakes, one bad tornado and a minor hurricane. Natural disasters can be terrifying. I think the worst part is the clean up afterward.

Yeah. I thought it'd be pretty funny to name her Blaze the Cat, seeing as how Sonic is my favorite franchise. Amy's my favorite girl, and Shadow's my favorite guy.

Electric stoves are the even more dangerous to me than a gas stove as shocking as that is. I always spill water on the electric and mess it up.

Today was pretty okay. The weather was pretty strange though.

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HauntedByTheLight In reply to xXDeathxDespairXx [2015-06-10 04:23:50 +0000 UTC]

I never had a tornados before or a hurricane. I bet it is a worst part, I couldn't picture what would happen if I had a Natural Disasters round my place.

*laughs* I think it's a perfect name for her. Amy is my favorite too, but Manic is my favorite guy.

Electric stoves will take over the world. *Laughs*

That's good! What strange weather did you have today?

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xXDeathxDespairXx In reply to HauntedByTheLight [2015-06-10 05:00:11 +0000 UTC]

They are scary when they're happening but once it's over it's more sad than reliving..

I always thought Manic and Sonia were really cool. Sonia has a lot of potential--they were just too cheap to hire a female full time voice actor. Not a lot of people know about them, I'm impressed *laugh*

Did you know they were suppose to reappear in the comics? But after the ken penders lawsuit taking away his comic parents, Sega decided he shouldn't be blood related to anyone. So Manic, Sonia and Aleena are never too return.
He also isn't allowed to have a legit girlfriend anymore because the Sally vs Amy thing got out of hand to the point where there were physical fights over it.

I'm a SonAmy fan personally, but I don't mind Sally, or her fans.. I wouldn't hurt someone just because they don't like the same ship as me... That's just crazy.

The weather was rain then sun then raining while the sun was out over and over all day. It was weird.

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