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DeltaQueen
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[2008-10-21 20:32:31 +0000 UTC]
"I enjoy weird shit"
(Poland)
# Statistics
Favourites: 546; Deviations: 420; Watchers: 84
Watching: 145; Pageviews: 25604; Comments Made: 6257; Friends: 145
# Interests
Favorite movies: Harry Potter series maybe?Favorite TV shows: Claymore, Dragon ball
Favorite bands / musical artists: Krypteria!
Favorite books: the legend of ice people
Favorite writers: Margit Sandemo
Favorite games: worms 4 mayhem, metin 2, world of tanks, League of legends
Other Interests: foreign languages, anime, silly shit
# About me
I'm from Poland and I'm 21Current Residence: Poland, Warsaw
Favourite genre of music: Kpop, metal, hip hop. Everything, with some exceptions, lol.
I speak english, french, japanese and spanish (with mistakes obviously, duh, still learning)
Hope to meet some nice buddies ^^
# Comments
Comments: 1404
Hello!! I don't want to bother you, but I need to tell you that!! I have a friend that lives in an abusive home, she need help… It doesn't need to be money, my friend has a Youtube channel, any subscriber will help a lot because she really needs it to prove her abusive parents they are wrong! Just help her please!! You don't need to watch every video, just subscribe in her channel:
www.youtube.com/channel/UCetOe…
Thanks and have a nice day
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Hi Joanna, thanks a lot for your amazing comment! Didn´t you get my message?
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Hello! Sorry, i was quite absent minded recently and didnt notice the note from you
I am very happy because of the message and thank you so much for what you have written 
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Hello, I am glad you noticed my note!!
Or something else? Tell me!
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Hello there and Happy Easter!
Just passing by here to thank you for adding me to your watch list, it is very appreciated!
I'm really glad you enjoyed my art and hopefully you will like my future works as well.
If you have any questions feel free to just ask, I'm glad to help in any way I can.
I wish you a wonderful weekend!
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i'm sorry i never told you i moved accounts D;
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Better late than never ;-; Hello, then 
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It was AGoodusername I'm sure
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oh, I see ^^ Hello back! It's been a long time
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heh c: how has it been?
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well it's okay... I guess. I'm living in Warsaw now, studying ^^ I love this city. It's way different than small dull town I was living in.
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Well... That sounds like a improvement ! What are you studying?
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Teaching english plus french. I don't really want to become teacher, though.
There is improvement. I'll visit psychologist soon and I hope, it will help me to fight fears and other bothering things.
Since I'm here, many things has taken place. Some of them were quite painful. My boyfriend, who moved here with me and was support in big, unknown city, betrayed me with my the only friend, who came here for concert. Next to me, after they drunk alcohol. That's sad, because I was with my boyfriend since over 2 years, and I knew that friend since 11 years. I trusted them. But what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger I guess. It had to happen. I think so...
Moreover, one person who I met on university left and moved out after couple months of studying. From some reasons, that really touched me. It's long story. I hope I'm not boring you already. It's nice to tell everything to someone, since I don't really have almost anyone no more ^^
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I'm sure you'll do well with it!
Aww well I wish there was something to ease that pain. I had a very close friend of mine stopped talking to me since like forever it feels. I used to tell her everything
Well I do try to be open for you ^^ !
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So, I'll tell you about this later, because now I'll have to go to university. I hate getting up so early.
Why did she stopped talking to you? Did she have a reason or it just happened?
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Well at least you don't have to watch a overactive sibling while trying to learn now I've gotten papers to write in three days :/
Well I guess I admit I was desperate I guess but she told me I was parasitic to her health so then after a while it just happened
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How could you be "parasitic to her health" ? It sounds very unclearly for me.
Friends just go into your life and leave, before you manage to stop them. I wonder why does it happen? It can't be so natural process, some people are too important to just go away. The worst is, when no new friends replace the old ones. Empty place can't be filled and it hurts twice.
Sorry hat you have to read my bullshit. Im just... Exhausted.
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Oh I'm sorry im unclear >< it's just she means that whenever I speak to her she feels depressed
its okay! I undstand completely I think !
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That's really sad. I wonder what did she mean by that.
Thanks. It's good to know there's someone who at least tries to understand. I'm going crazy. I think...
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thank you for understanding c: she said she would never leave me too ._.
i feel the same way...
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People shouldn't make reckless promises. It hurts twice then.
What makes you feel so?
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yess :c
well i guess it's my life in general. I dont feel any progress is made. one step forward seems like two steps back
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sonds familiar. what makes you be like this? you don't have an energy to change it? or is it just like unchangeble?
I have obsession. And those fears. And I'm powerless, hopeless, once enthusiastc like hell, suddenly upset so much that I want to die
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It just feels like a unchangable cycle it makes me upset and I want to die. I wish I felt happy all the time ._.
what are your fears?
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I know that feel, bro.
Those are phobias which I face since many years. It's emetophobia, since 2008 and agoraphobia since 2009. Both are a burden to live with and make this life harder and harder. Just think, when you have a simple stomachache and you're afraid so much to hammering my nails in the skin and crying. I used t cut myself a bit when I had this attack of panic, that was letting me forget about the pain and focus on other one. Or when you walk to the city and suddenly you can't breathe and feel like you're about to collapse and faint. I hate both of those.
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aww oh god i have felt those situations myself and my emetophobia has gotten me into vomiting where i have cried and felt like dying and there is parts where my dad has thrown me out on fathers day and he is angry over how i spent my money to get myself medicine and he acts like he is a god who is never wrong but i am still supposed to talk to him and never be mad at him :/ I also have so many papers to write as of late it feels i dont have time to breath i suck at my own native language where i have to write up to 750 words on a stupid book i don't like but that is life i guess x.x
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So you have this phobia yourself? Then you can relate to my pain, and I can relate to yours. I had this panic fear today. Luckily, I'm visiting psychologist on Monday. I hope it'll help.
Yup, writing about sth what you don't like it crazy. Had so many essays in school, and it was so hard to write anything, thought I write books on my own, lol. I hope it wasn't so bad after all?
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lately i sort of doubt if i do but i hate immediaely anything with anxiety which my father is a big source of it seems like i never meet his expectations then turns around and says that i have
he has been harrassing me on facebook over how i should run my life ugh i really hate how he is
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no wonder you hate it. I have mixed feelings about my dad too. He never help us. My parents are divorced, but I was always his dearest daughter, about who he kinda.. forgot. Even when we have material troubles, he'd never help at all. He never calls and doesn't even want to meet me. He also has a daughter with random woman; the girl was born when he was 60 years old. That's gross how reckless he is. I still believe he's just lost, but it's about time he found himself.
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I'm sorry that's how it is :c
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Well, it happens sometimes. Things like this and people like this are making us stronger and tougher. ^^
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well that is true. It just feels a bit lonely sometimes especially when you used to me/you smile.
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It feels terribly lonely. And I sometimes wonder, where is the sense of beng stronger and stronger. Life feels to be an endless, dark corridor.
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yes, this is exactly how i feel ... it's just so hard to belive maybe they wasn't the one
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No problem, that's because of your awesome art ^^
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Hello, sorry for being unactive, but I had exams and my computer is damaged so it's hard to do anything on it. ;-;
And how are you?
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Sorry to hear that D; and I hope you did well on exams!
Im alright just trying not to be depressed! 
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I hope I passed math, the rest of exams was okay I guess ;-;
I'm trying to be not depressed too... I'm sick and tired of monotony nd boredom, and down because of some personal problems, but what doesnt kill you makes you sttronger, right? 
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I hope you did too! ^^
you have to accept your problems because only you can change how you feel about your life. You can choose to be sad or happy. Never underestimate the power of you!
I want you to feel better c: but only you can change how you feel <3
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still there is no results of exams ;-; how long do I have to wait :c
yes, there is something in this, but still... there are things that cannot be changed
and I'm quite pessimistic so I need to work on this >.<
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Maybe like a month o0 that is weird
i feel the same way :c I kinda want to make you feel better about it
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I would really like to meet you one day. It seems that we would understand each other and make good friends
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I'd love to c:
too bad it's so far away D:
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Yes, it's far away... But still I'd love to meet you
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I would really like that ^^ I hope to get a place of my own then you can stay a while
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