EsSant In reply to RenaChupichu [2011-12-20 13:29:36 +0000 UTC]

Awww, thank youuu <3

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RenaChupichu In reply to EsSant [2012-01-06 06:16:31 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome

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EsSant In reply to miapicassa [2011-12-20 13:30:48 +0000 UTC]

Miaaaa...

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miapicassa In reply to EsSant [2012-01-06 22:44:46 +0000 UTC]

essant my yin

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miapicassa In reply to EsSant [2012-01-06 22:38:23 +0000 UTC]

essant my yin.. happy holidays, mia

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EsSant In reply to miapicassa [2012-01-09 02:55:38 +0000 UTC]

You toooooo! I'm kinda stress on the road, you know, traffic jam.

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EsSant In reply to Miyancaoi [2011-11-21 04:05:50 +0000 UTC]

Sep... Mestinya sih udah

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EsSant In reply to miapicassa [2011-11-21 04:03:26 +0000 UTC]

Mia! I miss you so much. I was worried about you...

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miapicassa In reply to EsSant [2011-11-22 09:49:05 +0000 UTC]

es sant, my yin.. it is so good to hear from you. i missed you too. i got rid of the cancer with surgery,chemo, radiation, and now pills for 5 years, and tests twice a year. it was no big deal. but someone broke my computer, as they were trying to fix it. that was in the summer. i moved to california, then i moved ti chicago, last week. i have been without a computer all this time. i am using a friends right now, when it is available.
i hope to have one of my own soon. i need art therapy. it cALMS ME. Especially your "yin" work. i rejoined DA, but have to redo my site. i worked 12 huras today on a piece. it was perfect. it needed just a little fine tuning, but i was rushed off, and lost it. oh well.
how have you been? what haVE YOU BEEN UP TO? i am so glad you replied to me. i dont know why, but i used your art as a source of yin. i believe i was not balanced. the cancer had to be aa yang source. so, i figured, i had to balance mmyself with external yin, to get balance, and live. well, something worked!!. ui missed you sooo much.
you may have felt my thoughts. I am open minded, and often receive thoughts from people far away. why? i dont know. been ,like that since i was a little girl.
i died twice from the last chemo. here is where i have to say , i am not crazy. but a lady in white appeared as my spirit was leaving. she called it back and told me i had to do something. so i actually bumped into myself on the way back, fell, and fractured my foot. the worst part is i cant remember what it is she told me i had to do. i aldo asked her if i would live or die after that. she answered my question. and i forget that too????
so, i have been waiting, and just"being". i am certain i will know when "it" confronts me. it is very lonley when you get sick. all my friends dissappeared. one of them asked me if i would give permission for him to buy a ,life insurance policy, so when i died, he would get rich.... that was awful..
not many people are nice.
but, i dont dwell, i just keep waiting. the first time she ccame to me, she sang . i was very troubled, and her voice gave me such peace that i remember thinking that i wanted to be whereever she was. if it was to die to be there, i didnt caRE. that was the first time i met her. she did not give me any information. it is true, you get what you need. and i needed peace. she knew that. i was so at peace. it is very important to be open to the universe. it has all the answers, and all that you need. i am glad that there is something that i am suppossed to do. i feel like a part of something. it is nice. i never told any one this story. i have no friends or fami]y. and a doctor would think i was crazy.!!!
so, my yin, i told you. there are some things that you "know" are true. this is one of them.
i should try to do "yon art". but i cant. my art was getting tooo yang, so now, i will most like ly render less yang, or just yang memories, i hope to evole to art that is beAUty. that is a start. i always render my art from within. so my yang work, was just me rendering my then current life/being. i am excited to watch what i make, as i travel aeay from yang, and seek yin. it should be nice. everyone need both, but in balance.
the first time i met you, i was curious why you faved my art, which was nothing like what you do. now, it is clear to me. i was your yang source ! i mentioned that to you before. i am not sure if you wer aable to get what i was saying after translating. english is so tricky. but, art..is non verbal. i render what i feel. you needed a little yang for balance. i believe this to be true. it is safe to get yang that way. and everybody needs both. ( it is better tan a dose of cancer!).. i guess i have had my fill of yang for a while. i intend to post some of my yang work, for those who may benefit from it. A certainly benefitted from your art . It is so very yin, ( with a small "bad girl" theme, which is a little yang. very well balanced. stay as you are. you are wonderful.
mia

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EsSant In reply to miapicassa [2011-12-08 02:47:43 +0000 UTC]

Mia, so sorry for the late reply. I dun open my DA recently, because of limited access at my new office. Today they open the line, so I can access my DA (but still cant access my FB LOL).
Anyway, you've through many things! I was so worried when I saw you deletede your DA account. But I'm so happy to hear from you again. I was moving to a new job and I am kinda busy, dun have spare time to check on my DA or even to make a new art And at home, I'm already so tired, I just dun want to touch my tablet and draw... But I'll try to get in touch with you more often ^^
Wow, you have an amazing experience. You are so tough, you can go through all of this. You know what, I just edited a book about cancer. I cried to read the true story. And I remember you. You'are on of the survivor and I'm so proud of you :hugs:
I'm still wishing all the best for you, and I still hoping dt my art can give some strength to keep moving!

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miapicassa In reply to EsSant [2012-01-06 22:55:44 +0000 UTC]

your art was and is my focus in my caNCER SURVIVAL. SO Far, THE CHENOMRTADIATION, SURGERY, AND PHYSICAL THERAPIES.ETC. NOW, THE HOME STRETCH WITH ONE TABLE6T A DAY FYR 5 LONG YEARS TO FINISH ERADICATING THE HORMONES AT THE RECEPTOR CITE, X 5 YEARS. WITH A BLOOD TEST AND MAMMO PERFORMED EACH TWICE A YEAR.

I MISS U MUCHY. IT IS SLOW PODERING THE NEXT PROJECTS.
I OPENED AGROUP CALLED #ABBERANT.. IT IS IN THE SLOW LANE TO GET GOING

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EsSant In reply to miapicassa [2012-02-09 02:59:46 +0000 UTC]

Miaaaa, Gosh, it's been a month since you posted this mssg. Sorry for this late reply. I really seldom opening my DA now, but I'm thinking of you. How are you now? Hope you have a good time. Feel free to drop by each time you want and I'll try my best to visit my DA more often.

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miapicassa In reply to EsSant [2012-02-09 03:06:24 +0000 UTC]

i posted it 5 minutes ago, wed 2/8 usa time?

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EsSant In reply to mintoreto [2011-09-02 07:50:31 +0000 UTC]

Thea, di-sms failed. Success academy, ruko park view zd-7, bulevar timur.

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EsSant In reply to bLu3Soul [2011-08-22 05:31:21 +0000 UTC]

Will try <3

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EsSant In reply to NativeHorseStables [2011-08-15 03:32:54 +0000 UTC]

I've never drawn horse before, hope I can make one based on your tutorial <3 TY!!

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NativeHorseStables In reply to EsSant [2011-08-16 01:21:24 +0000 UTC]

Give me the link when you're done, I would love to see!

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EsSant In reply to NativeHorseStables [2011-08-16 02:10:58 +0000 UTC]

Now I need to find a horse pic first ehehe But wanna try soon <3

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NativeHorseStables In reply to EsSant [2011-08-16 19:29:51 +0000 UTC]

Yes! =Bundy-Stock and *Breathless-dk have great pictures that you can use as references if you credit them!

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EsSant In reply to NativeHorseStables [2011-08-18 05:57:14 +0000 UTC]

Wow, can't wait till I can find a pic or two to try!

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EsSant In reply to NativeHorseStables [2011-08-15 03:16:42 +0000 UTC]

You traced very nicely!! I've never drawn a horse before <3

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NativeHorseStables In reply to EsSant [2011-08-16 01:21:03 +0000 UTC]

Ahaha I don't trace my lines XD I just trace the shapes and use those shapes as a reference to draw on paper

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EsSant In reply to NativeHorseStables [2011-08-16 02:12:32 +0000 UTC]

Ah, I see! Not sure I can draw a horse myself, pls wish me luck.

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NativeHorseStables In reply to EsSant [2011-08-16 19:29:13 +0000 UTC]

Good luck!

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EsSant In reply to raincloud333 [2011-08-11 02:20:35 +0000 UTC]

I cant help it LOL <3

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EsSant In reply to pergamjee [2011-08-01 03:56:53 +0000 UTC]

Gyaaa, I miss you!! And of course your cats <3

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pergamjee In reply to EsSant [2011-08-09 00:27:24 +0000 UTC]

You wanna take another kitty-tour? Come take my hand ... [link]

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EsSant In reply to pergamjee [2011-08-09 05:34:35 +0000 UTC]

Prepare to hide your cats... Nyahahaha~~~

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EsSant In reply to soyaneko [2011-07-23 07:43:24 +0000 UTC]

eeeh, blm diaplot ya...

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