Fukutomori [2019-03-22 19:05:14 +0000 UTC]

Having mental issues is not actually nice as people could think.
They're romanticizing it, thinking that paranoia is alright and it's even sexy. But they can't understand one little thing about it. Paranoia makes people suffer a lot. Every step they take - they're afraid of what's gonna happen. For example, I was stalked by two of my "friends" two or three years ago, because I lied to them, only to protect myself from being hurt. I lied about myself too much, I apologized, but they won't stop. They still hate me and don't want to see me, but yet, they stalked me for some reason. They watched my every step, sent me photos of everything they saw with me, they used fake accounts to annoy me more, and blocking them didn't even worked. They created new ones.
It lasted for year or two, until I got a message that they got arrested.
You may think that I should be alright after this, but this thing actually made me broken somehow.
It made me afraid of darkness, mirrors, even loud noises. I am afraid of being in this world, I am afraid to socialize. I can't even speak to people, because of how much it affected me. I started to be more aggressive to people I love and care about, because they ruined me.
I lost my love when they stalked me, because I couldn't help them and was too afraid.
But now, I don't actually care about this anymore.
I have a special one that helps me with socializing, supports me, makes my day happier even it was full of tears.
I just want to say this to people, who thinks that mental issues are sexy, cute or something like that. Think it twice and ask yourself, "Do I understand how actually mental ill people feel?".
And the same goes about schizophrenia.
Please, just stop it.

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Fukutomori [2018-12-06 10:29:55 +0000 UTC]

Please, don't thank me for llamas on the comments. You can just answer this one comment to say something!
(just want to keep my page clean from all these thanks :^p)

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KazAnzh [2018-11-04 21:22:36 +0000 UTC]

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