Jon1128 In reply to Grion [2018-01-29 00:17:39 +0000 UTC]

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Jon1128 In reply to SorcerusHorserus [2016-11-30 00:22:30 +0000 UTC]

Much appreciated Sorcerus  

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2016-11-12 22:55:28 +0000 UTC]

Rocket! You ole dog.

Just where have you been boi?
Who have you been bothering since you've been gone?

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2016-11-13 01:18:43 +0000 UTC]

I was out, recovering from some issues in my life, live on the edge never was a uncommon thing.

Uh I don't know even how tell, 'cause were so many people... let's see some:
comments.deviantart.com/1/6395…
comments.deviantart.com/1/6418…
comments.deviantart.com/1/6401…
comments.deviantart.com/1/6410…

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2016-11-17 21:04:56 +0000 UTC]

Are those PUNS I see?


Good to hear that Rocket is all good though

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2016-11-17 21:53:13 +0000 UTC]

There's 65% that they're indeed puns, with 45% of pure randomness.

Yes I'm fine, I'm leading a tiny translation project outside of the deviantart and surprisingly even to myself, I alone did a better job than 8 people together.

How about you?

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2016-11-18 23:09:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh? Well hot damn Rocket, you have been very busy.
Nice job mate

Just finishing up my final few semesters for school, trying to not be TOO overwhelmed
Nothing very interesting.

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2016-11-19 00:00:08 +0000 UTC]

Indeed and thanks, I'm free now, I mean, 'till the next update.

Ah I see, well you know what do aren't you? just

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2016-12-05 19:26:49 +0000 UTC]

Just dont overwork yourself now mate, who else would I have to bother?

We'll see..

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2016-12-05 19:56:20 +0000 UTC]

I must - I just feel comfortable after finishing the work, even if mean beating the nerves up.  I don't know, but I can show some candidates...

Okay.

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2017-03-05 07:44:48 +0000 UTC]

and uh, just in case, I ain't ignoring any messages I just don't check Deviantart as much. Heh..  

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2017-03-06 00:37:45 +0000 UTC]

I get it.

Eww Deviantart... this site changed a lot these last 2 years, I don't have the same pleasure the stay here like before. I just come back here to check the messages only.

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2017-09-28 03:54:30 +0000 UTC]

and now I feel bad again for forgetting about DA for so long

Blame work and other such nonsense for being distracting


How ya been Herr Rocket?

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2017-09-28 13:07:03 +0000 UTC]

W-wait... I said 2 years? I meant 5 years!

I see.

I'm fine, I was been working in a 3D project that thankfully can be considered done after 2 weeks. How about you?

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2017-11-05 20:26:51 +0000 UTC]

A 3D project? Mind me asking what it is, or is that a secret?

and it's great you're doing good, I might get a tad bored without you hanging around

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2017-11-08 02:47:46 +0000 UTC]

Ok, here go:
sta.sh/02e4vppr5sex
sta.sh/017nn4vn8sc8
Based in:
kyrifian.deviantart.com/art/RI…

Oh man... this kinda reminds of bloodsuckingmonster3, I saw her comments in your favorites section months ago, she was much friendly and active girl, she changed of account because of personal problems but was been is inactive since January, 2013.

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2017-11-13 06:34:55 +0000 UTC]

Ooh, looks nice.
Mind me asking how much you have to do?


bloodsuckingmonster3... I kind of remember that name but don't seem to have any messages from them.. did they move to a new account that I missed..?

There's a lot of folks that have disappeared for who knows what reason.. is sad times.

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2017-11-13 12:08:03 +0000 UTC]

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2017-11-14 02:43:55 +0000 UTC]

If I could remember anything about modelling I'd try to help with that


THAT'S why I recognized the name. I was talking to Blood when she changed accounts.. but her note and messages have disappeared for some reason... I'm really god damn curious as to why they're gone.. I still have both accounts watched.

<- That's who you're talking about correct?
Her Tumblr was removed too a little after she stopped talking. I never was able to figure out what might've happened aside from someone screwing with her again which caused her to just up and quit.. or move to a new secret account or something. The last thing I know we talked about was explaining the account change and some miscellaneous chatting. Hm..


Maybe lightning just forgot who you were after 7 months? = P
Or he thought you were involved in her taking off for some reason? who knows.


A LOT of the folks I talked to a lot seemed to know each other which is interesting.. and even more sad since they all mostly disappeared at roughly the same time, for whatever reason.


Edit: That's why I don't have the conversations, they were the last ones sent that I never got a reply to... way back in early 2013...  

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2017-11-15 14:42:48 +0000 UTC]

I really appreciate your help, I'm trying to learn how everything works and hopefully one day be able to create models from scratch. I tried to use SFM (Source Filmmaker) before but my computer can't handle the program, also, not only MMD (MikuMikuDance) is more easy to use but also MMD users are less selfish than SFM users when it comes to sharing models.

Yes, that's she! By the way, when I was looking for her possible new account I found her tumblr, but it's inactive:
ask-punkinpain-blog.tumblr.com
Oh... I guess we'll never find out what happened to her.

Well, I believe Lighting really forgot who I was and I'm not surprised because I'm not really a memorable person after all. Everything I know about Lighting is that he have a passion to craft steampunk sculptures and has a family member with mental problems that sometimes go into a violent mental breakdown, Lighting told me that the only way to fix the head of that person is a surgery that costs 1 million dollars and have 50% success rate. Insane.

Yeah... I know it very well because the same happened to my buddies here on dA, the others who still are active don't even remember who I am, and the same situation happened to my malaysian friend on Facebook, once one of most friendly person I've met, now he don't even reply my messages.


I know it may sound silly, but I keep this pic since she's gone, I tried to find the original artist but no sucess and due the fact it was a pixelated image (because I got the pic from her Skype avatar) I used a program and website to improve the quality:
sta.sh/0pkdc7bi2vm

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2018-09-23 12:10:26 +0000 UTC]

Hooray for almost a year late reply.. and missing the birthday wish.
Apologies MrRocket, and I appreciate it mate. <3


I have noticed that quite a few things made in source, folks tend to be protective about for whatever reason.. granted I haven't used MMD but from the few times I've looked over the things for it, it has seemed pretty open..


Honestly, I'd be surprised if she wasn't around here on a new account somewhere. Probably forgetting to let anyone she talked to know about it.
I know the only reason I knew of her hungryghost account is she noted me to let me know. So who knows..

I wouldn't blame ya self Rocket, memory is a very fickle thing.

It can be very easy to forget people and other things, even when you don't want to, much less on top of whatever life throws at someone.


The picture bit makes perfect sense mate and I do remember finding the source of it but damned if I know now where it was now.
I think that it was a draw/ask blog that she followed and got that as a response.. something along those lines.

I've tried finding it a few months ago and could only find a bunch of onceler blogs. Not sure if the original Tumblr has been removed or it's just that much more difficulty to find now-a-days with all the new blogs around.

I do remember that horse though, might try to dig it up again if you'd like.



and since it's been almost a year because I'm a lazy ass, how'd the modelling things go?

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2018-09-24 01:42:31 +0000 UTC]

Hello again! Man... what a year.
And it's ok I totally understand, you were probably as busy as I was this year.

Yes you're right, MMD community is pretty open, although this year VRChat became quite infamous because people were stealing models from MMD community that aren't allowed to be used besides MMD, it happened because such models are really easy to config/port to VRChat. I got some problems to get specific models because the models were really pissed over rule breakers.

All I can remember is that she got kicked from her home and was wandering when send the last message on Skype, it was before the new year of 2014.
Well, I'm sure she will let her friends know about her newest account(s), despite me being stupid from times in times she demonstrated a specific consideration for me so I don't think she'll let her friends for whatever reason.

Indeed it is (sigh).

Indeed².

Yeah you're right, I remember when she said something about getting this drawing as a gift from a tumblr, even trying Reverse Image Search I never found such tumblr account...

Thanks but it's not necessary.

Well let's see; I got bored about playing the same games over and over again and the content of youtube these days looks good as a Indian public toilet. I actually found joy in searching for interesting models and I used half of my free time for eight months to find downloadable models, I decided to go further and collect models not only for MMD but also for Blender and SFM as well. I currently got around of 1,700 models and was wondering if I could find someone for a possible trade. I know I got a massive number but it was because I downloaded everything I found that looked good to me.

Also, if you check my recent artworks I made a model using a base and managed to customize and fixed problems with help of two people.

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2018-10-01 20:37:32 +0000 UTC]

I wish I had the excuse of being too busy

Oh yes, I was recently "introduced" to vrchat. It's definitely interesting, and surprisingly entertaining at times, but I wouldn't be surprised if folks just 'borrow' things without asking.

Which, to be perfectly honest, I'm kind of on the side of sharing things whenever possible because, well, why not. It lets folks entertain themselves or makes them get interested in learning how to do certain things like having to rig up a model for a different game. Though I definitely see why some folks might not like others just taking models they worked hard on without at least asking first.

Ah, see, we just kinda dicked around with silly stuff for a while and never really got into any 'serious' conversations, that I can recall anyway.
Which I try to not get into other folks business since its', ya know, not really my place to do so but that's honestly disappointing to hear that she was kicked out. Now I'm really curious what all happened..

Though like I said, assuming she had to kinda 'pack up' and just move like that, she probably wasn't too worried about online things at the time and just kinda got busy taking care of herself, ya know?
She better have taken care of herself anyway, or we're gonna have a conversation if she turns back up

Alrighty mate, I'm happy to help with random things like that, if you need it.

Aye, I've been burned out on a lot of things lately, especially with this seeming apocalypse going on around the internet with all these places trying to suddenly become 'advertiser friendly' and just royally fucking up what made them interesting in the first place. I'll try to not get stuck on that, I could rant about it for hours.

The Kyrifian MMD I assume?
It doesn't look too bad honestly and nice lil video that was made

Really though, I like the tail and how it moves but the wings feel a little outta place, if you don't mind me saying.


1,700 models definitely sounds like a good bit but then again, I can't really talk since I've got GBs of just about anything I found interesting or used for a project stored all over the place.


I feel like I bring up myself a little too much, don't mean to if I am, I still just suck at conversing.

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2018-10-02 00:27:41 +0000 UTC]

Eh, I wish I could get involved in more serious works, my personal projects become even more limited after my old motherboard dying together with my best video card.
Did I mention I also worked in a fan translation for a game called Rimworld? for one year and half I made and updated separate translation because not only the official portuguese translation sucks but also the brazilian translation team is being run by morons who uses Google Translate and don't even care to test their own works, and their self proclaimed "leader" tried to spread lies about me because they stolen my work and the dude tried to promote himself at the expense of others, I managed to tell the truth to many people, but I will never forget what he did against me.

Sadly this is not how the things works, many people are way too protective of their stuff. Even considering myself generous, I certainly would not like to see people creating crappy OCs using my models as a base, let alone the cases where people actually tries to sell something they did not made.

Well, I believe she got a rebellious nature considering the way she was talking about her parents, She don't got very friendly parents as far as I can remember...

Yes you're probably right, I've seen similar situations as well. Taking care of yourself is the most important thing you should do, I already said that many times to some depressive fellows.

I really appreciate it but if you assist me in something I feel like I should do something in return, long time ago someone gave me 100 points and even after years I still feel in debt. I grew up in a unfriendly environment and I barely know people that are kind.

I see what you mean, as for me, I always was a hot-headed person to rant about everything around me and once I rant about something, it get worse and worse until I get tired or in trouble with someone. Already argued with someone many 

Yes the Kyrifian model and thanks, I made the video before finding someone who helped me to fix the rig of the legs and made others parts of the model be a bit more natural. I may made another video(s) with that model fixed but I'm still unfamiliar with youtube.

1,700 is really a lot, but it's also not much because it's only characters, omitting objects and scenarios/stages. I always loved furry models, probably because I always find them unique somehow, I don't mind NSFW ones but I prefer SFW.

Well what I can say, I always exposed myself a little more than I should in the past, scaring many people, sure... I used to talk alot about aggressive topics so I can't really blame them!

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2019-09-09 14:45:08 +0000 UTC]

Apologies are never need mister Rocket, I understand perfectly how things are.
Take care of yourself first obviously, you giant nerd.

I wish I had the patience to sit down and do something to that affect, just to maybe give someone else an easy time or help them out with an issue they may be having, it's kind of nice you know?
Especially now-a-days

I 100% get it, especially when it comes to something you've spent a lot of time on, however, I will state that I do vary somewhat depending on what exactly is involved. I've said it before but I am all for things being publicly available in some way as long as its not someones personal project/character/whatever else. I'm a tad torn on things of this nature so it always more of a 'wait and see' situation when it happens, if any of that makes sense.

You talk as if I'm anything more than an internet stranger having strange conversations, got to have someone to bother every once and a while.

To be totally fair, there are a lot of things to rant about these days, who could honestly blame you

I've given Amino a look but it never really caught me, it's didn't seem bad at all as nice place to meet folks, though that might just be my boring ass to blame for not getting invested there.

I'll refrain from commenting on modern Tumblr and Twitter


If it's not too personal to ask, you've mentioned a few times the trouble with explaining things in another language and I was curious what languages you've learned?
I also enjoy that puro and protogen in your gallery

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Jon1128 In reply to Jon1128 [2019-11-23 20:41:34 +0000 UTC]

I didn't even know DA had a new site, been using the same one as always.

Also I do ask you to forgive me taking forever with these terrible replies, there's always something to do and I am abysmal at talking.

As silly as it may sound I always hate hearing about anyone being treated poorly and having to deal with those types of people. Hopefully you've been around much nicer folks.


As you've seen I am abysmal when it comes to talking, especially lately. I really don't interact with folks unless I have to and just try to get by, well, aside from trying to keep a conversation going on here.

English is absolutely a mess of a language to learn and that's not including any regional dialects

Pff, I'm sure you've handled those commissions just fine.

I've heard some less than reputable things about how Discord operates and try to not use it, aside from keeping track of some mods or games that post on there. I certainly wouldn't doubt that they made a bunch of pretty graphics without considering any impact they may have.

Yeah.. some folks take things to strange places really quick and I certainly didn't need that 110 year old visual.

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2019-09-26 00:12:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh I got your two replies, I'm going to assume you're using the Eclipse version of deviantart in which is pretty buggy and confusing in my opinion.
Ah thanks, I can say the same about you too!

Well I like to help the others, and I certainly wouldn't want to see anyone surrounded by ungrateful, selfish people, like my case in real life. Just... some things affects me deeply. I'm still not the best option to get help from though.
I don't care about getting nothing in return most time, but it's really harsh how some people are ungrateful, remembering how ungraceful the "headmaster" of the translation team are and how he treated me in my back still hurts my mind and puts my eyes in flames, every time.

You know, hearing someone complain about the life is unpleasant, let alone from some random person you have no reason to care about. I still try to follow the logic of the principles despite all my flaws. I don't want to become another drama queen.
Well, at least I try to tell everything in a neutral point of views, rather than playing the victim card.
Ah I see. Alright then.

I'm anti social, apart from the of internet I got very little contact with people outside and barely talks with my mum, and my father while alive, he never allowed me to have my own opinion, I was always forced to agree with him under pressure and he sometimes humiliated my way of thinking, lacking social skills made this even worse.
So, I'm not very good to use my own words to explain things unless if I know what I'm talking about VERY well.
As for english I'm still learning the sentences and I still have some trouble to memorize some words.


Ah I'm glad you liked these two. I'm going to make more animations from the commissions I promised to do and since it's my first time I'm doing commissions I'm a bit nervous. I'm also more determined to make backgrounds.

I agree about Mega, that's why I use Google Drive when I'm going to share huges files.

I see. 
The only problem I had with Discord was with its Windows version, I experimented massive lags in every update, then I switched for the Browse version and I have no more reasons to complain. My current PC is old and I suspect Discord requires a good graphics card for the update animations.
Oh believe me, while I enjoy seeing NSFW content, seeing weirdos writing weird stuff and even trying to insinuate something with me is something kills my boner effectively like watching a 110 year old woman having sex.
Once I deleted all NSFW I posted and left some servers.

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2020-01-11 23:24:44 +0000 UTC]

Not sure if the reply went through since DA keeps showing this one from you like it's new but I did reply here - www.deviantart.com/comments/4/…

If it did go through then I apologize, it's impossible to tell what's replying to what on mobile.

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MrRocket50 In reply to Jon1128 [2020-05-17 23:33:18 +0000 UTC]

You're using Deviantart's APP? A lot of people said it's quite buggy, and to be honest it doesn't even worth my time to test it because everything just got worse since the day they decided to release Eclipse.

I apologize for the delay in replying, some shit happened and I got sick twice together with half of my neighborhood.

As for "terrible replies", it's fine, it's not like I have the same issue. Just to fix something I said before, I take forever to accept that I'm not antisocial but more like a awkward, socially strange person due to little contact with people and lacking some social skills.

Well me too and thanks. I thought many of these things I've had to deal with was because I always did something wrong but then I decided to check Twitter for some weeks... Aaand now I'm glad I'm just an average person and not one of "these"... My pessimism obscures part of my view on myself tho.

So noted. At least english it's not hard to learn as mandarin chinese.

Well for now I'll take some ideas and make some gifts, I need to establish myself in productivity before accepting to do commissions with real money.

I actually improve my opinion about Discord over time. I admit I really hated the platform mainly because of the massive lag while using the Desktop version. My current computer may be old but optimization exists for a reason. Oh, and its Dekstop version is based on Chromium, another one...

So... One day while sick I decided read some drama about Twitter and the Gaming Industry in which made me found a forum called Kiwi Farms, and after reading some threads... Suddenly sexy stuff with 110 old ladies AREN'T that bad at all. I'm so naive dammit!

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Jon1128 In reply to MrRocket50 [2020-08-24 19:44:47 +0000 UTC]

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