SheIsHazard In reply to Kreydus [2018-08-14 01:24:50 +0000 UTC]

//SCREAMS AND TACKLES U
I DONT CARE IF U LATE
I LOVE YOU U CRAZY FLUFFY BEAN U
IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME THAT U EVEN REMEMBERED AND TOOK THE TIME TO COME GIVE ME WISHES QWQ <33
 
But srsly I am so inactive I might as well be ded @ -@
XD
you so kind ahdjfkala
thank you so much ba qvqq ~
I hope you are doing well as well! And that the rest of ur life is good to you x3
cri
i wish I could be a better friend <333

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Kreydus In reply to SheIsHazard [2018-08-19 00:38:49 +0000 UTC]

aahh of course i would come on to wish you a happy birthday!!!!
you're like the nicest friend i've made on here <333 plus you're so sweet~

aha i've been pretty inactive too,, gotta try to be on here a bit more //swets
aww you deserve it!! <33 >w< you're such an amazing friend ~
ty! i've been doing pretty good lately, just finished the first week of school 
and i'm not too sure how i feel about it, but i think it's going well!!
and you are such a great friend!!!! you don't need to change bc i think you are
great just the way you are. you give so much love and support to others so be 
proud of yourself <33

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SheRadioactive In reply to ArakiChan [2018-08-14 01:09:06 +0000 UTC]

THANK YOU SO MUCH QWQ <33

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ArakiChan In reply to SheRadioactive [2018-08-14 07:18:05 +0000 UTC]

YOU'RE WELCOMEEE <333

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SheRadioactive In reply to Cliesel [2018-02-09 20:28:39 +0000 UTC]

Awww hello lovely >w<
Welcome back to the land of the living
Or maybe you’ve been alive while I’m being dead XD
How are you owo

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Cliesel In reply to SheRadioactive [2018-02-21 11:37:41 +0000 UTC]

Heehee~! Maybe we've both been in limbo, who knows? I'm doing okay, just finishing up school and whatnot. I hope you've been doing great as well!

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SheRadioactive In reply to Cliesel [2018-03-08 09:20:07 +0000 UTC]

Ew skeeewwwl, land of stress and tears, Im glad to hear you are surviving
Im doing well, ive left school but it was for the better, Ive got a job and am much happier now owo

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SheRadioactive In reply to MelloMilkies [2018-01-25 09:32:30 +0000 UTC]

Sshhhhh I’m just quietly stalking in the background :3
I also got my first job and I actually enjoy it which surprised me X3
But also leaves me tired qwq”
I’ve been pretty good I’d say, working with pretty Asian people hon hon
//huggles
How about yourself :3

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MelloMilkies In reply to SheRadioactive [2018-01-25 10:48:47 +0000 UTC]

good to know ur still technically active then even if its just to stalk le friends~ ;3

wowzers your first job! thats super exciting!! man im looking forward to my first job one day, but anxiety makes me sh*t my pants everytime i think about job interviews and dealing with coworkers XD
did you have a job interview n stuff? and is your job a nail salon thing? since those tend to have lots of asian peeps. or maybe im just being racist LOL 

*huggles~*

ive been alright~ some angsty days here and there, i made an angsty drawing just a day ago when i was feeling poopy about myself ;'0
but im ok now. those thoughts always come and go every now and then. also ive been drawing so many commissions the past few days oml xD

i mean, they are all the super cheap 100 point commissions but still, money is muns

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SheRadioactive In reply to MelloMilkies [2018-01-26 21:06:20 +0000 UTC]

Yeee, though I am sorry for the quietness owo”

Yeah I was just the same my dude, terrified
I had an interview, and I was waiting ten minutes and I was so nervous I was trembling, and tried to draw or write to distract me but it was so baaad XD
Turned out the owner was a very nice lady, she is so sweet
My co workers are major dorks, and I give them shit in English when they speak in Korean to me hehe X3
Ah nah, Not racist there, there is also two salons in the mall (?) supermarket I work at :3
I work at a sushi bar ^^

Naw I hope it gets better for you lovely qwq
I know how dat feels
I wish all the best for you this new year and hope it’s better and less pressuring on you than da last!
Le Truth, money is muns uwu
Speaking of ewe
//rolls away to scheme

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MelloMilkies In reply to SheRadioactive [2018-01-28 07:48:16 +0000 UTC]

ish okayyyy x3 just wanted to check n see how my friend is doing~

oooh yay good job surviving your interview! my anxiety is so bad it kinda prevents me from getting a job at all :/ i need to like get some help.

but it is reassuring to know that a friend of mine was as similarly scared but managed to get a job! did you have any previous work experience? like from volunteering or something. cuz employers loveee seein dat work history.

oooh sushi~ i rly miss eating sushi, one day when im not being a house hermit ill treat myself to a sushi bar! x3 

thankues bebe <33 
i hope you shall have the loveliest year this year too~

hm? what chu scheming over there lil lassie?   

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SheRadioactive In reply to MelloMilkies [2018-01-30 10:30:02 +0000 UTC]

And youre so sweet for doing so X3

Oh really? qAq
I thought mine was bad, but I know there are those who have it worse than me. I hope it gets easier for chu qwq <3
Ooooh definitely not, only thing i had was 1 week volunteering at a day care and thats not retail related XDD. But they said it came with training so that was reassuring that they wouldnt be too critical on past expo ~

You should! depending. Lot of people are quick to write it off the first try heh

ewewe wouldnt be a surprise if i told you~

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MelloMilkies In reply to SheRadioactive [2018-01-31 00:31:58 +0000 UTC]

heheh <3

heheh yeah i have like nearly crippling social anxiety so im too afraid to drive, get a job, and do most other normal things adults can... i cant even hang out with friends without freaking out. yikesssssss. but thank you i hope it gets better over time too <3

hooray for jobs that come with training! whenever i try to look for jobs online they always have stuff like: "Required skills - 2 years of experience, excellent teamwork skills, a quadruple college degree, a nobel peace prize, and has saved the world from destruction at least once"  LOLLL jk. im exaggerating but ye. i have like zero experience xD

i feel bad for the saps who dont like sushi > its wonderful~ although im lowkey scared of like getting a funky bacterial disease or something, but thats usually if you get sushi from a bad quality place.

hey ive never really learned exactly why or how but apparently the ginger they supply is for wiping you palette clean and make it easier to bring out the taste of the different sushis? like do wipe the sushi with the ginger or do i pop some in my mouth and cleanse that way o.o

hehe okay then~ ;33

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SheRadioactive In reply to MelloMilkies [2018-02-01 11:39:49 +0000 UTC]

Damn anxiety just wants to be anointing ene
<3

Yeah that’s why I stopped trying to look online and tried to find something a bit more local :3
Damn nobel prizes XD
The place I work at now had a sign up looking for workers so I handed the resume I kept with me to them and hoped for the best~

Yeah you really gotta be careful with your food, especially rice and fish
Both a bad quality place and wrong storage of the food if you take it home will be bad for ones health bleh
As for the ginger, I hate eating/the taste of it but yeah, you pop some in your mouth
It’s pretty shocking to the senses and can be gross for some (there are people I meet who love it though)
I chew on it a little and subtly spit it out and the taste fades away pretty quick, and that lets your mouth become ‘reset’ or sorts for a new flavour :3
You don’t wipe your food with it X3

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MelloMilkies In reply to SheRadioactive [2018-02-03 03:53:16 +0000 UTC]

ikrrrr o.e

thats actually a good idea.. i might need to start looking for local jobbers too xD

yeah exactly o.o ya never know what kind of conditions restaurants keep their food in and stuff. so ill be sure to pick safer places!

omg i hate the smell and taste of ginger too xD way tooo strong for me. but oki cool! pop into mouth and reset your taste senses, got it, thankies~ :3

hope the job and stuff has been making ya happier and n stuff and enjoying life a bit more C:

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SheRadioactive In reply to Hibiscus-Lime [2017-11-10 08:51:52 +0000 UTC]

Ok
1. I have limited wifi. So I cant respond to things straight away. k?
I was not ignoring you.
2. I unwatched you a while ago, I don't know when, I believe you were inactive at the time
3. I went through my gallery a while ago also and cleared many old things out.
4. I did not cut you off in any way shape or form
5. as a general question, what are you trying to help me with by asking why I unwatched you?
I hope this gives a summary to all your questions

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Hibiscus-Lime In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-11-10 17:39:55 +0000 UTC]

Yeah but why did you unwatch me anyway?

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SheIsHazard In reply to Hibiscus-Lime [2017-11-11 00:29:45 +0000 UTC]

Now, before you so mysteriously and rudely blocked my main acc
Please next time have the common decency to have a good reason to block me rather than me unwatching you
sta.sh/0clye23ootu
That is all I have to say
And know that while we used to be friends
Ive lost all respect for you ok? And there is no malice in that tone, I am merely stating a fact

Ps
I don't know this person but they asked me to send this to you
They seem apologetic
What you do with it is not my problem

Dear Hibiscus-Lime/Cosmos.
It's ya boi Kyrah/Hexicon Gamezel just to let you know I'm not your serial killer. I'm a fellow animator of the age 16, and I know the struggle of MMD, and SFM. Your friend here has told me of your past experiences, and had I known if people told you to off yourself that often I would've handled this differently. But it's too late to bother with that now. Just letting you know if any trolls of the sort tell you to "kys" or die then please with all due respect ignore them, block them, and report them with the DeviantArt Help desk. DeviantArt got new admins recently so they'd be more than willing to help you with your case of such harassment. Unlike those trolls, or genuine harassers you've encountered. I'm just an entertainer, and I try my best to make sure my videos don't go too far. Hence why I put funny parts of the video in, or such, because it's funny to some. Oh, and that ED page someone made on you. Don't worry about those people on ED won't bother you. How do I know? I made an ED page on myself, because I take pride in my self-loathing. I do think some things you've done did set me off a bit such as when you said I'm racist for assuming your race. I don't exactly see how that's racist, and I probably never will. To me it just sounds like I'm stereotyping. Aside from that I do think it'd be nice you improve, and challenge yourself for the future. Because like it, or not I'm not even the worst to come. There's far more cruel, and horrendous people rising from the depths of hell lol. If you really think I'm this bad of a person would I go out of my way to even apologize? Regardless if I really think you'd just hate me more, or not? Just relax, and it'll all pass. Take care on Christmas Island.
- Kyrah

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SheRadioactive In reply to s-ilyne [2017-10-23 19:59:45 +0000 UTC]

Terrible as usual \(^^)/
hehe
Ive been decent though, just dealing with senior year owo
How about you? ^^

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s-ilyne In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-10-23 21:58:04 +0000 UTC]

that's not good :c want to talk about it? i've been real busy with work, so i've been tired

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SheRadioactive In reply to s-ilyne [2017-10-24 00:03:06 +0000 UTC]

Sure if that's cool qvq

currently with my new antidepressants I've been super tired all the time and practically pass out at home which isn't good on my hw and studies

You wanna talk about your work? Sounds stressful

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s-ilyne In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-10-24 00:58:35 +0000 UTC]

i hope you can adjust to them soon ;w; it took me time to adjust to the medications
when i was on them

i'm being trained to be assistant manager, so i've been really busy with everything.
i work with a lot of idiots but it's to be expected :\

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SheRadioactive In reply to s-ilyne [2017-10-24 10:11:51 +0000 UTC]

Same, takes soo looong XD
up to 6 weeks my doctor says, much rip

Oh? Sounds like a definite workload
paperwork ;3
Ugh, I don't work, but being surrounded by them can be difficult to work with, not relaxing at alll

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s-ilyne In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-10-24 12:33:20 +0000 UTC]

so much paperwork n @ i hate it. hopefully soon you'll start feeling better on your meds ;w; you can always message me if you need/want someone to talk to, do you have a discord?

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SheRadioactive In reply to s-ilyne [2017-10-29 10:16:51 +0000 UTC]

Maaaany paper cuts
I do have a discord, however over the next few weeks I wont be able to use it unless I'm outside my hospital ward qvq

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s-ilyne In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-10-29 12:27:19 +0000 UTC]

that's Okay, you could message me whenever you'd like uvu what's your discord?

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SheRadioactive In reply to s-ilyne [2017-11-09 08:03:06 +0000 UTC]

Oke then, thank you <33
I should be Sheradioactive#9540

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s-ilyne In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-11-09 23:15:12 +0000 UTC]

alright uvu sent a request! it'll be s-ilyne#2669

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SheRadioactive In reply to s-ilyne [2017-11-10 08:56:53 +0000 UTC]

Ok got it and accepted :3

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SheRadioactive In reply to Yukia-kirazawa [2017-10-13 21:29:16 +0000 UTC]

What? 
Oh you mean Rp? Uh I guess the tracker will do it it's the twins and if it's Rosarian you wanted you can use the same tracker or just comment anywhere really, can tag me under the character you wanted to use maybe??

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SheRadioactive In reply to Mika-Rae [2017-10-01 22:03:53 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Commenter

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BEWlTCH In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-10-01 23:00:59 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Owner

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SheRadioactive In reply to BEWlTCH [2017-10-01 23:21:31 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Commenter

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BEWlTCH In reply to SheRadioactive [2017-10-01 23:24:24 +0000 UTC]

They've seen it, and already contacted me. Please hide these comments now, people I didn't consent to have my credentials are already starting to show up on my page again...

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SheRadioactive In reply to BEWlTCH [2017-10-01 23:30:20 +0000 UTC]

I will now, and you can always block said people just saying, no need to be so pushy

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SheRadioactive In reply to NamonaiBlindFox [2017-09-24 02:03:29 +0000 UTC]

Youre very welcome!! <3
Your art and design skills are so good oml

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SheRadioactive In reply to AkuNoKarisuma [2017-09-20 05:12:03 +0000 UTC]

I was very depressed after a few things sad to me by someone to I thought it would be best if I wiped my presence off deviantart to prevent any other hard feelings qvq

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