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[2009-05-09 03:21:30 +0000 UTC]
"'More known as SunlightWolf'"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 5232; Deviations: 318; Watchers: 117
Watching: 122; Pageviews: 39412; Comments Made: 7140; Friends: 122
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Far too many to listFavorite movies: Pirates of the Caribbean Series, The Lion King, Zootopia
Favorite TV shows: Steven Universe, Legend of Korra
Favorite books: Harry Potter Series, Hunger Games Series
Favorite games: Super Smash Bros, Okami, Pokemon, Borderlands, FNAFs, Overwatch
Favorite gaming platform: Nintendo Consoles and PC
Other Interests: Roleplaying, Writing, Cosplaying, Reading
# About me
Hello, I'm usually called by Sunlight, represented by my brown wolf of a fursona. I'm an artist currently studying a 3D Animation Degree. I strive to become a better artist every day, slowly progressing my style, and working to draw a variety of things. I'm not very good, but I continue to draw to my heart's content. My biggest inspiration is Steven Universe, I will seriously fangirl away if you bring it up. Borderlands is starting to become an obsession too :')# Comments
Comments: 546
Aaa! Thank you so much! ;;
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(I'm sorry to bother you...)
I start with you.
Dear God, the sweet girl
reading this is kind and I'm
proud of her. Please help her
live life to the fullest and bless
her in her chosen field.
Now, you're on the clock. In 9
minutes something will make
you happy. Please share this
with 15 girls you love.
Remember,only for girls. If I
don't get this back I'm
obviously not a close friend.
Now, I have a game for you,
it's been played since 1977.
Once you read this, you have to
send it to 15 people. Your next
5 days will be like this:
Day 1 - you will wake up to the
biggest shock of your life.
Day 2 - you will cross paths
with an old friend you have
missed.
Day 3 - you will find yourself
with a lot of money.
Day 4 - your day will be perfect.
Day 5 - the love of your life will
kiss you.
If you don't forward this, your
next 5 days will be the exact
opposite.
Don't break this. Send it to 15
friends in 10 minutes. It's not
that hard. Whoever sent this to
you must care about you
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Thank you for the favourite! It means a lot to me
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Aaa! Thank you so, so much! 
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My pleasure! //u//
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Β Β Β
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AAA THANK YOU SO MUCH!
I appreciate you stopping by! Truly! ;-;Β
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Thank you so, so much! ;3; 
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Ah, I love yer art omg! *o*
It's amazing! Keep it up! c: <3
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AaAaaa! ;3; Thank you so, so much!
Your comment means a lot to me, dear!
And thanks for the watch as well
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Yer very welcome! uvu
Aww shucks, it's nothin' Β
And np! Β
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Thanks for the faves ol' friend.
You don't need to reply to this in any way if you don't want to, but I hope you're doing okay. I've always seen you as one of my friends, despite everything.
I do wonder every so often if you're doing good. Β
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I've been wondering how you've been doing as well. Would love to hear about yourself, honestly!
I'm doing alright, extremely busy with college, as always now and days, haha. Been focusing on my artwork and things I'm passionate about. Trying my best to get good grades I suppose too :') It's no doubt that I haven't forgotten about you, or our RP, I do miss both every once in a while. I'm surprised to have seen you pop up on DeviantArt again, it was a pleasant surprise, actually!Β
I hope you're okay as of right now, and lovely artwork by the way!
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Sorry I didn't reply yesterday, I was too busy with birthday stuff.
Ehh, things have been okay, well more recently anyway. At one point it was really bad, I don't wanna go into the whole story but, I had no friends and Dominic was the only person I talked to at all other than family, it was a really depressing point in my life, and I dunno, I needed a friend I could lean on at that point, kinda like how we used to be and all, but I never found anyone I got close to, because I was scared.
Ugh it's horrible, sometimes just thinking about it gets me really bad, I'm pretty sure a few times I would have succeeded suicide attempts plenty of times if not for Dominic. I was a wreck.
Of course, once Ec found someone better than me she left instantly, shortly after I wrote those emails to you and all, blocked me on everything so I couldn't talk to her about stuff, even though she said beforehand that she would talk to me if I needed her to, help me feel better about you and everything going on with me - but at that point, I didn't see her as a best friend anymore, so I didn't feel comfortable talking to her, also because she had also abandoned me because she didn't want her new girlfriend thinking I meant more to her than she did. So anyway, I told her I don't tell my problems to acquaintances, but eventually pour my heart out to her and telling her I wanted it to be the same between us, how we used to talk like every night and all and have fun, and basically right afterwards she said she couldn't do that, and brb, and next thing I knew, I was blocked on everything, I tried contacting her, tried everything. I sent a lot of angered swears at that point knowing she'd never read them. If anything, she really fucked me up with trusting people to be my friend.
Not heard from her since about April of last year. Sorry I'm ranting, but no one else really knows her to the point I can rant about her to them, other than Dom; but yeah, you don't fucking drop your friend of howevermanyyears for this random girl you fancy and are now going out with for like 2 weeks. But that's so typical of her though... Literally, she had known this girl for TWO weeks when she told me she didn't want to talk to me anymore because she didn't want her girlfriend thinking she was cheating.
I could say maaaaaany many nasty things and call her names, but really, I've cried myself out about her.
I'm really glad you're doing okay, you've always been a really hard worker, and I bet it'll pay off in your future too. I've said before but I really look up to how focused you are at achieving what you want.
Really? Wow XD That made me a bit fuzzy inside. I always just assumed you disliked me after I went full-blown mental illness in your face, whining and begging. It was hard the times I would think about you, or be reminded about you, which was pretty much all the time, and then thinking how embarrassed I was about the emails. Fuck, I was totally... Ugh I don't wanna think about those emails, I wasn't in the right frame of mind and I was needy. I'm really really sorry about that. That was such a bad time, close to one of the bad attempts at the whole, life taking.
I got diagnosed with chronic depression recently T_T pretty much on the bad spectrum of depression on the whole, which is great. Otherwise, my anxiety is doing okay.
I'm also really cynical about everything but I can't remember if I was when we used to talk loads so
Yeah, I think about the RP a lot too, there was a point where I would read it every night before bed for a couple of months before I finished it, then I'd read it again from the beginning and all. Haa 
I'm actually really surprised you got a happy surprise seeing me, like the whole of those months were like, me thinking you hated me or whatever.
I didn't even know you were still here which was a good surprise for me too c:
When I saw you favourited some of my stuff I was like for a long minute or so staring at it xD Shiiiiit.
Even though this little comment back is really depressing and ranty, I enjoyed talking to you. Hopefully we can talk a little bit more on here, or not if you don't want to, I mean I don't want to overbear you into bad feelings whenever you see me or anything because that would suck.
Ugh I feel sick thinking about this jees... or maybe it was the garlic bread I had when I went out for my birthday meal. It was so fucking good though, cheesy garlic bread...
I can't remember if you knew already but I have irritable bowel syndrome and my stomach pretty much collapses and explodes when I eat any kind of spicy food, even too much KFC, with the kinda spicy-ish coat they put on the chicken, will set me off if I eat too much.
I fucking loved garlic bread too and I ate 2 slices thinking, oh it's my birthday I can have this, I should be fine.
Completely regretting this...
By the way, you don't have to reply to all my rambling if you're too busy, just as usual I put waaay too much fluff in my writing haha <3
Damn I just looked at the length of this, holy shit no wonder you didn't want the essay emails, fuuuuck Lisa...
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Happy Birthday by the way! It's still your Birthday over here as we speak any way :') Hope you did have a nice one though, I'm glad you enjoyed some garlic bread right there! Though, I can't remember if you told me about your irritable bowel syndrome, I think I vaguely remember that you had trouble eating spicy food, though, that is about it as far as I can tell...
Yeah, it is gonna be a bit difficult to reply to all of that, haha! But, I'll at least try to respond to what a can, short and sweet!
Beginning with Eclipse, that really did surprise me to hear that. I thought that you two might still be friends as of right now, and it's just disappointing that she would completely drop you like that, so quickly and suddenly, all for a girl that she had known for two weeks. It does seem like her though, even then, still a bit shocking. I'm pretty upset she would leave you in that condition. I can't imagine how difficult that must have been for you. But, I'm just relieved to hear that you're seemingly doing better now, or at least recovering a bit more.
I'm sorry that you got diagnosed with chronic depression, that's really awful. I really don't know what to say because I feel like anything I would say about it won't necessarily help, but definitely hang in there! You've made it this far, and I still believe you can fight this battle, for sure.Β
It's nice to know that you sometimes read the RP, even wrote some more yourself. I'm still sorry that the RP had to be discontinued and all. I really could not manage to keep up with replies or have that inspiration. But I'll always love the characters and storylines we made. Admittedly, I'm actually still writing RPs as we speak. It is something that I still truly love. And I found a way to RP which does not stress me out or require a whole ton of writing from me. In the end, I just could not keep away from it, it is something that I can enjoy, in fact, it's been a way for me to relieve some stress as well nowadays.Β
Not sure how often I will be able to reply to you, but I would like to talk to you every once in a while for sure. It would be nice to catch up. And again, Happy Birthday! And don't worry about the ranting, it's completely okay, I mean, you haven't really been able to rant, so it's fine!
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I'm up waaay too late right now drawing. Thanks for the birthday wishes.
Yeah, after all the shit I put up with with her, and constantly sticking up for her too. Now I realise how I was wasting my time on her. She was the train wreck.
Wow really? I didn't know you were writing still, I wish I could.
What do you RP? Do you RP with one person or?
Knowing that you do does kinda make me a little jealous of the fact but, I guess I had my run RPing, even if I did RP with someone, it wouldn't feel like it did with us, to me, it wouldn't be the same, I'd not feel very comfortable.
I so miss writing, and making up stories and dramaaaaa.
Anyway, yeah I love them too, too much in reality. My characters used to make me feel so... full of friends? The first few months not writing them it made me feel empty inside, and definitely there's still that emptiness now, it's like they only exist in my head now. Guess that feeling was part of how I got obsessed.
Oohh cool. I hope we can then. It'd definitely up my spirits talking to you.
Fuuck, I've dreamed about talking to you again for absolute ages, you have no idea. I'd wake up and feel pretty crap about it too, knowing it wasn't real. It's just so surreal. Every time I'd have a dream I'd convince myself instantly not to contact you or anything, felt like a burden on you I guess.
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It's definitely better to let people like her go. No way should you let her pull you down.
I often RP with various people now, actually. I RP on Twitter now, which helps limit my writing a bit, since Tweets have character limits. Often times, I get random starters from random people, and it gets worked into a RP. Sometimes, RPs can last a long time and be pretty deep, other times, it can just last a day, depending on the other writer. I have a couple of accounts on there, but my main is just an existing character already, which is Lapis Lazuli from a show called Steven Universe.
I guess I should have probably not told you that :// I'm sorry that I did, I didn't really think that through as I was writing out that message.
Though, I'll always be fond of your writing. I definitely take the blame for you not writing as much anymore in that sense.Β
I don't know, I'm gonna be honest here, I did not mean to start RPing again. When I first made an account on Twitter, it was supposed to be just a parody account, something just to fool around with. It was just an account of a Disney character. Eventually, people thought that I was a RP Account, and quite frankly, I didn't know there was a RPing community on Twitter. After experimenting with a couple of people, I made it into an official RPing Account, and eventually shifted characters every so often until I found a character that I'm currently most comfortable with. I've been RPing for a quite a while, to be honest, and I kept thinking of you when I first began.
I can see why those dreams must be so surreal. It's a shame that you had to make those assumptions about me though. Yeah, I will admit, that I was very anxious and stressed with the emails, it just did not do me any good. But quite frankly, I really just need some space from everything. I was still, very fragile to a lot of things. I think college helped me mature as a person, and just taking a break from online friends and such. I'm generally doing better now.
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Oh right.
I guess I'll see you around then.
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I've also taken notice that you're no longer watching me? Any reason why that is?Β
Not that I mind, I guess it was nice interacting with you for a little while again.Β
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Oof. That's a hard one... If I had to choose one... I think Empoleon would have to be the winner :')
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How about yours? :')
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Awesome! 
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And thank you so much for watch ;_;
It means a lot!
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Thanks for the fave!
(you should check out the rest of the fanarts! 
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No problem
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thanks for fave princess Uranus and Neptune cosplay^^
if you like our work please check out our cosplay page where we uptade more often ^^
www.facebook.com/arclightbrothβ¦
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No problem c: I will check it out!
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Thanks for the fav! It is much appreciated.
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No problem! Nice work!
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Happy it made you smile SunlightWolfΒ
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I'll certainly check out more of your photos
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