MaverickKay [2021-01-29 06:48:07 +0000 UTC]

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Nuna [2019-11-29 01:51:28 +0000 UTC]

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Nuna [2018-10-25 01:50:03 +0000 UTC]

Allerede har det vært ti år siden vi snakket den siste gangen. Jeg savner deg og ønsker at jeg kunne ha fortalt deg alt som har skjedde i virkeligheten. Dessverre er det umulig og jeg må omfavne muligheten å skrive her i stedet. Situasjonen min er litt komplisert nå.Jeg har bodde i Norge i nesten 10 måneder. Jeg elsker dette landet men det virker at landet elsker meg ikke. Jeg mener ikke at folket her vil ikke ha meg, eller at kulturen og språket går ikke. Jeg hadde noen dårlige erfaringer, og kanskje skal jeg tenke på å skrive dem ned, men alt i alt følte jeg meg lykkelig. Norge er mitt hjem, selv om jeg har bare vært her en kort tid. Nei, situasjonen er vanskelig på grunn av at Norge har sterk regler med innvandring. Jeg kom til å joine Richard, men han er funksjonshemmende og kan ikke støtte meg. Det er lovlig til å støtte en ektefelle med uføretrygd, og han tjene nok til å gjøre det før ekteskap, men han mottar det meste som er mulig allerede, og UDI fortalte oss at det skal mindre enn det laveste som er tillatt hvis vi gifte oss. Det er kanskje grunne nok å nekte visumet mitt hvis jeg søke om familieinnvandring, og han er ikke frisk nok å jobbe for å tjene mer penger til. Jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal gjøre. Det kommer til å være utrolig vanskelig å dra fra Norge og Richard. Jeg har et helt liv her. Jeg har venner og familie. Jeg elsker byen og naturen, og jeg er så redd for muligheten at jeg skal aldri finne en måte å bli her permanent. Richard er ekstremt viktig for meg. Vi har kjent hverandre nesten 15 år og han er en del av meg. Livet med han er ikke enkle, men det er perfekt og jeg vil ikke dra. Jeg vet ikke hvor mange år vi har nå siden hans helse kommer ikke til å bli bedre.  Jeg har ingenting i USA å komme tilbake til annet enn noen venner og familie. Men livet mitt var aldri der. Mitt hjerte er i Norge med Richard, og jeg er lykkeligere her enn noe annet sted. Hvis jeg kunne få tak i et sjanse til å bli i Norge og jobbe og være gifte meg, vet jeg at jeg kunne være en tilfredsstillende del av norsk samfunn. Jeg kunne å være en utmerket kona til mitt livets kjæresten. Jeg har prøvde så mye jeg kan allerede. Jeg vil bare ha et sjanse.

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Nuna [2017-10-19 04:44:39 +0000 UTC]

So many things are happening! I earned my Associates with honors, and I was offered an au pair job in Norway! I'm still having a hard time believing it will happen even though I've signed a contract and applied for a visa. Hopefully, the visa will be approved. No one can see any reason why it wouldn't. I'm both excited and scared at the same time. It'll be a great opportunity for me to really learn the language and adapt to the culture, but I really wish you were here to share it with. I miss you. 

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Nuna [2016-11-28 08:37:53 +0000 UTC]

Hello love. Things are still going well enough, if not a bit strange and distressing at times. A lot can happen in a year. School has gone remarkably well thus far. I've managed to pull in around 10k in scholarships, which has been tremendously helpful in getting my Associates, but there have been other major changes in my life that are complicating matters a bit. My last relationship broke up, and oddly enough, I'm dating Yami now. I think it's likely the two of you only met briefly, if at all, but it's going incredibly well. 12 years of friendship is apparently a pretty solid foundation for a romantic relationship. Unrelated, but also kind of related, I've been looking in to how to emigrate to Norway. Pretty much everything I've been doing in school in the last couple years has been with that goal in mind. It has been such an strange experience lately. I wish you were here to share it with. Love you. 

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Nuna [2015-11-28 08:51:24 +0000 UTC]

I'll sing a song for you tonight.

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Nihatemoon [2015-11-15 03:48:06 +0000 UTC]

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Nuna [2015-11-05 04:38:35 +0000 UTC]

Nee! It's odd how things change. About the time I posted last year, I was just starting school again hoping to get my high school diploma. Well, I did that. It's officially on my transcript now. I'm apparently doing pretty okay at the whole school thing, as it turns out. I'm working on an associates degree now. Something sciency, oddly enough. I'm not sure anyone expected that. I'm engaged now too, and I have an amazing support network and a pretty great life ahead of me. I wish you could be here to share in it. I miss you and I love you. 

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TiltedHaloPs44 [2015-09-28 13:46:32 +0000 UTC]

I can't believe how many years it's been, already. I still think of you whenever I get a new piece of art or if someone sends me a print/original... I remember how excited you were when you got a print of the art I made you and took a picture to show me. I'll never forget your enthusiasm and kindness. Really miss you, sweets. 

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Seiorai [2015-01-03 19:10:05 +0000 UTC]

Wish I could tell you "Happy New Year"...but..Happy New Year, dearie ._.;
.....from 2008...to now...

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Nuna [2014-03-26 02:46:16 +0000 UTC]

Hey love. It's odd to think about how long it has been. I still think of you frequently. Sometimes I run across things that remind me of you, or I think back on conversations we had. I know you can never read anything I say, but I find writing to you largely Cathartic. Its so odd to think about how someone can be there one moment and gone the next. Its a sickening thought. You were so beautiful, and alive, and struggling just like the rest of us, and then you were just gone. 

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Nuna [2013-11-28 08:21:22 +0000 UTC]

Hey Nee nee. Happy thanksgiving. I wish you could be here to share it with me. 

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Nuna [2013-11-15 04:46:55 +0000 UTC]

I love you Renee.

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Seiorai [2012-12-15 17:53:30 +0000 UTC]

Wish you were here...♥♥♥!

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lightbird1 [2012-08-02 21:27:08 +0000 UTC]

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sarawtf [2011-07-12 12:12:06 +0000 UTC]

I miss you so very, very much.

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Seiorai [2011-06-17 06:19:06 +0000 UTC]

..../misses :<

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cosmosgrl19 [2011-05-05 02:06:35 +0000 UTC]

i hope you can read these in heaven. we all loved you Renee!

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MaverickKay [2011-02-01 12:20:31 +0000 UTC]

I still think about you all the time. I really miss you Renee. Whenever I do artwork, I think about how passionate you were about it. You are a flaming inspiration for me, and that flare will never burn out.

I love you Renee. I hope you're happy, wherever you are <3

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twilightyami [2011-01-03 09:16:34 +0000 UTC]

Srsly have been missing you these past months Hachi. I hope wherever you are it's made of awesome. And when it comes down to it, I hope I meet you again in the next life. :3

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insomniaticphobia [2010-10-18 20:25:27 +0000 UTC]

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Kaleta [2010-09-07 14:34:58 +0000 UTC]

you're being missed ...

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Juiceboxx17 [2010-07-13 03:00:02 +0000 UTC]

rest in peace

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famartist [2010-06-29 23:12:06 +0000 UTC]

rest in peace motherfucker

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TheCreativeJenn [2010-05-30 00:29:38 +0000 UTC]

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Kaleta [2010-05-26 12:36:35 +0000 UTC]

You are dearly missed

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Nuna [2010-03-25 09:04:31 +0000 UTC]

Hey Neenee, I love you. Wish you could see what I'm up to these days... <3

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misshilarious [2010-02-04 14:37:29 +0000 UTC]

R.I.P

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Arina-Shirakawa [2009-12-27 01:08:53 +0000 UTC]

Can't believe it's been a year...

I personally don't know you, but I know that you have influenced my friend a lot.

Weird thing is that...whenever I see Chambord bottle, I think about what happened.

Scary thing is that this Thanksgiving, my best friend got into a car accident. Her car skid and hit an object. Thank God she wore her safety belt this time, otherwise, it would have been worse.

I start telling people to wear their safety belts whenever they can, because of what happened to you. I know that by telling them, that it would save their lives too.

Dear, Merry Christmas wherever you are, may you always be blessed in heaven.

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Seiorai [2009-12-25 19:33:40 +0000 UTC]

Have a Merry Christmas hon, wherever you are, you deserve it

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YukiPandaz [2009-12-20 09:28:27 +0000 UTC]

hey deanie. Hope ur having fun where u are...cant believe its been a month. i remember u where one of the first people i talked to on roliana..u are the nicest person ive met..i love and miss u so much <3
I'll never forget you

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The-Beautiful-Sin [2009-12-14 06:50:01 +0000 UTC]

Hey Renee, I can't believe it's just over a year since you left us. I pray you found peace and that wherever you are now, you're surrounded by beauty. We miss you, sweetie.

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sarawtf [2009-11-29 21:13:05 +0000 UTC]

It's been a year since we lost you.

I still miss you. Wish you were here.

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TerrorEffect [2009-11-28 17:48:01 +0000 UTC]

I hope you are happy where you are.

I think about you a lot.

You've changed my thoughts and behaviors because you were such a sweet person.

You will never be forgotten, Renee.


Love, Terror.

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sarawtf [2009-11-15 05:25:00 +0000 UTC]

Hey, Nee-nee. Thinking about you. I sure miss you.

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Nuna [2009-10-28 01:50:22 +0000 UTC]

Wow... it's been nearly a year now... We all miss you love. I talked to terror recently, and we were both thinking of doing something to honor you. I'm not sure what yet though. I love you!

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SimplyMeez [2009-10-25 18:29:09 +0000 UTC]

we miss you ;_;
rest in peace.

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RolianaExperiment [2009-10-25 00:49:51 +0000 UTC]

Hey Renee. We miss you. You are remembered and loved.

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Ilovegingerfish [2009-10-10 01:28:17 +0000 UTC]

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Neenagirl2220 [2009-09-22 19:12:43 +0000 UTC]

R.I.P. :c

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0wlity [2009-09-15 23:52:04 +0000 UTC]

Rest in peace.

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NickyVendetta [2009-09-15 13:21:22 +0000 UTC]

R.I.P

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Nuna [2009-08-15 06:18:29 +0000 UTC]

Im moving out on my own Neenee, I can't believe it. How strange is that? Its all so sudden too. Today was my last day at my current job, and I start at my new store on the 24th. Eek, wish me luck. Love you.

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Nuna [2009-07-11 03:16:03 +0000 UTC]

Still love you Neenee

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Nuna [2009-06-26 03:05:36 +0000 UTC]

I miss you... I miss you so much Renee. I need you around so badly right now.

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CiaoBellaBella [2009-05-30 06:26:20 +0000 UTC]

How sad Even I don't know renee I feel sad about it R.I.P

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Nuna [2009-05-23 08:52:00 +0000 UTC]

I happened across the chibi I drew of Rexxa for you today. It reminded me of you and I had to visit your page and write a message to you, if only for my own comfort.

I wish you could see what I've accomplished in the last few months. I've improved so much! I'm actually starting to become genuinely proud of my work. Well, as much as any artist can. We're temperamental people after all. I've started working more in depth with backgrounds and buildings, and things that I never would have considered before. I so wish you could see it. I made a new friend recently too! I got to meet her at Sakuracon this year. It turns out that she'd drawn one of your OCs, though I'm not sure if you ever saw it. Its a lovely depiction though.

Work is going alright too right now. I'll be training a new girl next week, and they have me doing tips now. It's interesting. I have monday off but I suppose I'll have to come in to do them. XD

Well thats all I really have to say right now I guess. I love you Renee!

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Davidtres28 [2009-03-12 05:27:51 +0000 UTC]

A terrible shame to see someone so young gone so soon. Rest in peace child.

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Sharp-Teeth [2009-02-03 16:16:51 +0000 UTC]

you will be missed

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Aurum-Hwa [2009-01-27 18:22:33 +0000 UTC]

Although you may be missed on earth, I hope that you can find peace and rest well in heaven, even though I do not know you personally. <3

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