demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-17 05:46:43 +0000 UTC]

hey! sorry for the late reply. i've been really busy. what's up?

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-17 21:03:59 +0000 UTC]

nm er well kinda a lot lol wats up with u?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-18 04:33:37 +0000 UTC]

well you gave me a very broad answer to my question. i've been busy with getting ready for senior ball, college, finding a job, finding a cheap car, trying to find a way to balance all this on top of homework and volunteering. trying to finish a 500 page book in a week, a 600 page book in 3 days, and a 400 page book in 2 days.not much as you can see but at least there is something to do.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-18 21:52:20 +0000 UTC]

wow, well a lot happened in my "love life" (or lack of one) and no I don't have a bf but other stuff happened. um I got accepted into the national junior honor society. schools been going good. im at the top of the food chain baby! lol I dyed the underside of my hair neon purple so new look. im thinking about getting snakebites. um lol I cant think of much more right now. I have a bunch of stuff to do

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-19 04:52:38 +0000 UTC]

i personally do not like snake bites because on how it looks on a face and later you'll probably no want them and it would just be a waste of money. it see if you want them, draw dots on your face with permanent marker to see how you like them and if you want them. good for you with the national junior honor society! im proud of you for getting in. sounds amazing even though i dont know what that is. and don't worry, i dont have a love life either and it's no big deal. love will come and go, then you'll find someone that is just the right one. no need to rush into it or you'll end up with an unplanned pregnancy.( i've seen things happen at school, trust me.)

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-19 19:55:42 +0000 UTC]

the national junior honor society is the pathway into the national honor society. its an organization where if u have about a 3.3 grade point average u get in. it helps with getting into college and stuff like that. over the school yeah you have to complete 24 hours of volunteering and stuff and maintain a gpa over 3.3 (mines 4.1) and for rewards it helps u get into college, theres tons of dances and stuff, and helps you find volunteer oppritunities. lol I don't have to worry about getting pregnant. im forever alone. lol I don't even have a bf. so whats going on with you?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-20 06:34:09 +0000 UTC]

just getting ready to go to college and graduate from high school. and good for you smarty ants. and you'll only be forever alone if you believe it because your thoughts are going to be what will hold you back from finding love.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-20 18:05:23 +0000 UTC]

i don't think my thought are the problem...its more of my over all awkwardness lol. I just don't like anyone that's asked me out. kinda in love with my best guy friend :/ good luck with all that college stuff. my older sister is graduating college soon. ugh the induction to the njhs is in 3 days. I have to take an oath and stuff and get dressed up ugh I still have to find a dress. what else is up?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-21 04:44:25 +0000 UTC]

just some drama in my volunteer group. nothing new. im starting big brother soon. can't wait to get all my stickers in order to pass the class. all hail big brother!

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-22 00:13:10 +0000 UTC]

lol nice. im over here living in a fictional world. ive been readind the angus thongs and full frontal snogging series (for the second time) and falling in love with dave the laugh and robbie and hating lindsay and relizing im a lot like Georgia (except ive never had a sex god bf) lol but u probly don't know what im talking about. njhs induction in 2 days. I found my dress for it today. yay. ugh ppl are annoying me. anything new happen?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-22 05:25:40 +0000 UTC]

some pervert tried to get my friends number. im going to be fostering a mom with her 5 puppies. still trying to get ready for senior ball. made my big brother t shirt. reading 50 shades of grey and laughing hysterically while doing so. life is good.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-22 20:00:33 +0000 UTC]

awesome! well not about the pervert thing... but the fostering thing is cool. im gonna start doing that next year. I cant wait. my sister graduates college on may 4th. shes having a nervy spaz every 2 seconds tho. ive just been forever alone (another dude asked me out tho I said no cuz I hate him) ummm im kinda nervous about the njhs. ugh I have soo much homework. so whats up?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-24 05:12:03 +0000 UTC]

you keep asking me what's up and i have to remind you that the sky is up. today we seniors did not have to take STAR testing! instead we did senior Olympics. teams of seniors compete in nasty and tough challenges to see who is the ultimate senior! i saw people having to find small gummi worms in pie tins overflowing with mayo, mustard, green beans, and chillies, then having to pass the gummi worms without using your hands to the next player and then see someone chug a whole 2 litter in 2 minutes. it gets really intense.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-25 19:52:44 +0000 UTC]

omfg that sounds like it was awesome. ugh I hate people. almost everyone (some exceptions: you, other friends on here bff etc.) ok um...then wats up with you, wats happenin, how u be doin....is that better? nothing much has happened around here. i got asked out agaian, i said no, other stuff happened. life has been shit for me here

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-26 05:20:06 +0000 UTC]

dont worry, it will get better. the mother dog and her puppies are doing so so. the puppies(5) are sucking the life out of her and she isnt making enough milk because she was under nourished. now i need to find formula and get them under control of she will be sore and that isnt good. she just needs a break to gain a few pounds and make more milk. but other than that im fine. just not getting enough sleep because of the puppies and making sure the runt at least eats one full meal. i have a total of 53 stickers for big brother and it is only the first week. i need 100 by the end of week four, and can get a total of 150(50 extra credit points.) do you think i can make it?

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-26 19:46:19 +0000 UTC]

u can do it. I hope the dog and her puppies are getting better. ugh my crush just started dating one of his ex-s and I saw them making out in in my best friends hallway...so I walked away. my friend didn't know. I went to her locker after school (and is right by my crushes) and I was almost crying. im just so fucking done righ tnow. everything is bad. school. home. just everything. I started working out like crazy again. I blacked out last night cuz I didn't eat all day and worked out forever. ugh im just tired. I wanna go curl up in a corner and die. I have a volunteer orientation for our local animal shelter tomorrow. so im looking forward to that. my grandmas visiting this weekend...im not looking forward to that (she just broke up with her boyfriend so shes an even bigger bitch then usual) ugh kill me now...er wait..not now...wait until I finish a couple more books. anything new happen?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-27 07:41:21 +0000 UTC]

hey man, my virgin ears. no swearing it isnt nice anyways and isnt proper for a young lady. men are attracted to girls that do not swear like a sailor. anyway, crushes come and go, do not fret, if you do, what for? the likelihood of your relationship working is very slim anyways. wait. and if he wants to be with an ex, fine and dont think he is doing it in front of you to just make you jealous. that would be stupid and he would be willing to take the risk of his lips getting herpes from a girl that is willing to take him back just so they can make out. pretty shallow, and you're better than that. besides, right now i have a crush on a friend and i cat express it now because of big brother. and dont think about dying right now. you have food, shelter, people who love you. you dont realize how precious life is until you almost give it away. trust me, been there, done that, hope to not go back. i almost purposely drive my car into a solid object at 80-90 mph trying to kill myself but then a song came on and i stopped because it was talking about my situation and i pulled over and cried for 20 minutes. life isnt worth killing yourself over.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-27 23:07:03 +0000 UTC]

its not just the crush thing, he was my best friend too. and everything is terrible right now. that's funny, ppl love me? impossible. I spent my day surrounded by dogs and cats cuz I was volunteering at the animal shelter. srry I just swear a lot. ill try not to. ugh I feel craptastic (is that ok for me to say?) im going to start volunteering for my old art teacher at the elementary school to help clean up and stuff. I have so much homework. my teachers must be like "hey weather is finally getting nice how about I give you as many projects as possible".i really don't care about my crush being with his ex, its that hje was my best friend and he's ignoring pretty much everybody except her. even some of our friends that are guys he's ignoring. he just being a jerk lately and its getting annoying pretty fast. ugh I better get started on homework. anything new?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-28 07:23:14 +0000 UTC]

just made poster for big brother and stuff, nothing too new. and guys are jerks anyways. even though he is your best guy friend, you have to respect who his is with and what he is doing because you have no control. unless he is harming himself or someone else, doing drugs , or making fun of someone, you ca not tell him what to do. he is a big boy and you are a big girl. look, i had a crush on my best guy friend for a long time, then he went out with a girl i hated, and then he ended up being gay. now i know i can never be with him, but it's fine, he isn't the only man in the world. and if he was, then we would be in trouble. so don't always believe you will fall in love only once, because there isn't really just one person for you. you'll find many people that would be compatible with you, the question is if you are going to drag yourself through this pain just for a guy that is interested in someone else?

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-28 18:01:21 +0000 UTC]

I agree with u that guys are jerks. im not trying to control him. and he told my best friend that he liked me too...so yeah, guess im just feelin kinda like betrayed cuz he used to talk about the me and him going out. eh idc anymore. hes with her and im not happy about it but I just have to live with it.

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-29 06:28:25 +0000 UTC]

hey, just dont hang out with people that dont keep to their words. that how they end up on judge judy and jerry springer. besides your better that that. no need to put yourself in an awkward position and get depressed. it doesnt do anyone good and you'll end up hurting yourself. and guess what. im finally watching the walking dead! ive been wanting to for a long time but never had the chance to get the season one dvd. now a friend loaned one to me and im already hooked. now i dont want to give back the dvd...

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-30 00:22:59 +0000 UTC]

lol I used to watch the walking dead but I haven't had any spare time because school has been crazy for a while. I get home, do homework, study, eat, shower, and go to bed. that's how its been for a while. I usually spend the entire weekend with my friends (day and night) i cant wait for summer. ugh i cant wait for the all night parties, playing music so loud the whole bock hears it, being outside all the time, stargazing with friends all night, wearing your swimsuit under your clothes almost everyday cuz u never know when ur gonna jump in a pool. i miss the extreme heat and sunbathing and not caring how your hair looks. lol im probably boring you now. this weekend im going down to visit my step sister, shes graduating from Michigan state university then in a couple more weeks im visiting an old family friend in Missouri. today was actually a good day (for a Monday)idk why but i was just happy today, i felt good. it was nice cuz lifes been bad lately. eh but i just gotta keep swimming, right? its been getting warmer outside and rainier (i luv rain) i catn wait until the mutt strut next week, my rents r thinking about letting me get a dog so anything new happen with you?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-30 06:22:50 +0000 UTC]

it got to be almost 100 degrees... im dying from the heat.i can talk tomorrow if you want to chat during our usual time. so 5 your time? meet at the chat room... what's it called again?

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-30 19:58:47 +0000 UTC]

idk and I cant I have a relay for life bowling fundraiser then. wish me luck im just about to leave...how bout Friday we meet in a chatroom? im free then just not today, tomorrow, or thursday

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-04-30 20:36:43 +0000 UTC]

it would have to be 8 your time tomorrow. i wish you luck!

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-04-30 23:57:46 +0000 UTC]

idk I might be able to

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-20 02:10:37 +0000 UTC]

hey, sorry. i've been busy with school, being a senior and all that. we can talk tomorrow, i will be in the chatroom around 8 your time and ill log in tonight just in case you go back on your account.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-20 23:12:49 +0000 UTC]

kk see u soon

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-21 03:45:22 +0000 UTC]

hey, im sorry i didnt meet you. i just got to a computer and its what...almost 8 my time. tell you what, on friday, i can talk all day after 12o'clock my time. which is 3 your time. what do you say, can you wait till then?

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-21 20:37:44 +0000 UTC]

i cant i have to go to a party, then on saturday i have another party, and on sunday i have a date i might be on i might not on friday

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-22 05:53:54 +0000 UTC]

well, im free whenever on that day. so we can talk anytime.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-22 22:58:24 +0000 UTC]

hey we can talk tonite the party got cancelled

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-22 23:11:12 +0000 UTC]

we can talk now. im free. if you agree, just meet me at the chat room.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-23 03:44:02 +0000 UTC]

sorry i cldnt meet u my dads been wroking on the computer all day. hey random question do u have an instgram?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-24 05:49:53 +0000 UTC]

no. only email and deviant account.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-24 17:27:22 +0000 UTC]

u shld get one, instagram is awesome lol

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-25 05:52:13 +0000 UTC]

i dont like things like instagram, facebook,myspace, tumblr, stuff like that. it disconnects yourself from society as a whole and you never get to truly live life to the fullest.

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-13 06:36:01 +0000 UTC]

im reading it for ssr in school. have them all except the 5th one. just havent gotten around to reading it yet. have you ever read the ellen hopkins books, now those are amazing.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-13 20:17:20 +0000 UTC]

naa ill look themup tho we have tpo catch up sometime. im sorry ive just been really busy cuz we had all this family crap cuz of my bday and my aunt just had a baby so more fmaily crap and i had to visit my step sister at michigan state university for little sibs weekend so even more family crap and i had to help my grandma pack cuz she and her boyfriend are going to florida and schools been retarded lately cuz fights with friends and rumors and crap...and crap and crap and crap lol i said that a lot

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-14 05:52:09 +0000 UTC]

im not sure if i would want to go through what your going through or still want to be in my situation.decisions decisions.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-14 21:55:11 +0000 UTC]

...when do u want to meet up on here?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-18 10:43:41 +0000 UTC]

when ever you want to.

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-18 17:11:22 +0000 UTC]

ok is like tonight ok? im guessing around 8?

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demonsimpulse In reply to bella-katniss-2555 [2013-02-18 22:59:26 +0000 UTC]

your time or mine?

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bella-katniss-2555 In reply to demonsimpulse [2013-02-19 19:04:02 +0000 UTC]

mine

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