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kitsunerei
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[2002-07-19 13:13:21 +0000 UTC]
"The Fox of Zero"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 701; Deviations: 274; Watchers: 79
Watching: 22; Pageviews: 31206; Comments Made: 3910; Friends: 22
# Comments
Comments: 477
Hey Foxxy girl, its your old friend Robbie, How've you been?
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I Wonder alot of things, I hope you come back sometime so i can share it with you.
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Hello found your site while going through OHBB and looking at everyone's listed websites~ ^w^
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Where the hell is the Rei ...I miss ya...come back soon
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!!!!!!ATTENTION REI!!!!!!!
I HAVE WORD FROM TRIGGER FOR YOU AND A PIC... WANT TO KNOW MORE OF HIM, GO TO PARADOX-WULF ON D.A.
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O.o Hey Rei! What're you doing back on this account?
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Umm, hi Rei. It's CJ. Please reply to my e-mail! I miss you *sniffle*
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Well...nice artwork, hehe. i like it. This is a side note, but that guy who wrote to you....i know...that....i probably shouldnt comment on something personal to you, but that guy seriously loves you. i'm sure you're probably pissed at him for saying it in public...but...wow....that was...some real emotion, and you should really look at what he said. Anyways...I'm rambling...nice work, check mine out if you have the chance, I thought it was pretty good^^!
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I should have paid more attention to you. What you really loved.
Your art, at the very least.
I should have stopped focusing so damn much on myself.
I suppose I've driven you away even from here, a place you love so much?
I'm sorry for everything. I want you to know that. I'll never give up trying to talk to you until you know that. I'm sorry for every bit of pain I've given you, and every day I learn a new lesson about what it was like to be you, under "my reign". I neglected you just like Sean did. I talked to you every day, and yet neglected you more than he ever could.
I just want a chance to be a part of your life again, whatever it takes. Remember all the times I told you how much I hate deviantart and how much I avoid it, and don't like to talk to the people there? All of that?
Forget every word of it. I'll do everything, I'll crush every rule I ever made, I'll tear every shred of my own life to pieces just to be a part of yours again.
I know, now why I never cried when I was with you. It wasn't because I had nonfunctional emotions: it was because, no matter what-- no matter how dire my situation, I still had you to hold onto. And now that you're gone, I've cried every day and every night, because everything is here except you. And I don't want any of it. I want the one thing I can never have.
I forgot who you were. I smothered you and stifled you. You're not some meerkat character I forced you to invent. You're kitsunerei. You love anime, and you love foxes and cats. I never want to destroy who you are again, intentionally or not.
But I've awakened, at least. At least now I see. I see what I've done wrong. I fell in love with you-- not what you became when I tried to control and change you. I'm still in love with you-- YOU, you. Anime loving you. DevArt frequent you. Hell, you who buys JtHM comics. I'd give anything just to be a piece of your life again.
But at least I'm not quitting. I'll never quit. I'll evolve and change and mutate-- yes, like a virus. I'll mutate and morph until you can stand to be around me again. And when you can stand to be with me again, I'll be better than ever. I'll prove to you that I can be trusted. I'll be a great friend. I want to be a great friend again. I'm finally done thinking about myself, because I realized that I'm not always selfish. Being with you has not always been-- but is quickly becoming the most selfless thing I've ever done with my life.
And I can't get enough of it. I still love you, Rei no Kitsune.
...Erin.
I love your artwork, and you don't need to hide this from me anymore. I swear to you those days are over. You did have to hide it, before. I am ashamed to say it. It's true, and you were right. I would've gotten pissed off and started ranting about how I dislike this-or-that, before. But I can change-- I have changed already. I'm repenting all my sins against you as fully as I can. I'm tearing away at myself until there's nothing left, so I can start a new foundation. A good one. One that you won't have to hide anything from-- as a friend, or even just an acquaintance. Anything to be a part of you again. Untouched, unaltered you.
And I won't give up, ever. I will never quit. Never.
I love you.
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Heey! Your art is AWSOME! It could own mine anyday. Heeh...*Pictures two dragon drawings going at it*) Anyway...um...yeah. XD *Watch*
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..uhm...
Just dropping by to say hello.
I was getting a little worried and stuff, y'know... so I'm glad to see you are doing fine. ^^
*walks off again waving*
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AND thanks also for the fave of 'Holly Bids farewell' XD
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Thanks j00 for the fave of 'Sonicified Hilarity Reloaded' and 'Sonicified Hilarity2'!
And you don't know how hard it was to type both of those name wihout one spelling mistake XD
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Hello there
You have cool stuff in your
Keep it up! Drop by sometimes!
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Greeting wisconsin! *tosses you cheese* It's good, and it's all I eat thanks to that Atkin's disease XD( "I'm on the atkins now" 'I'm sorry to hear that, how long do you have to live?' )
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Wooo! Thank you for the fave of Magpie on the Menu cherrymuffin!
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I too love your icon! I wanna eat it up! Mesa hungry!
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CHERRIES!!! *squeal* YOUR ICON'S SO CUTE! ^^ And tasty looking .o.
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Thank you for the favorism of Rene and his Rampagingness...ness
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o.o Why the hell am I not watching you? Well, now I fix that error, yesh.
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! 
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hey rei-chan... long time no talk! DID U GET MY NOTES? ._.;;... and what's your email?
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Hey Rei-chan ^^ long time no talk :3 Have u gotten my notes?
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nice gallery.....our half irish right!!
wana join a new irish club!!!
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I don't think DA wants us to continue our RP ¬¬;; they keep making the Notes not appear. Have they for you? oO;;;
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~kitsunerei
Rei
is a Fantasy Writer
is Female
is a deviant since Jul 19, 2002, 8:13 AM
has 15,000 pageviews
is located in United States
last visited 55m 23s ago
is currently
is an AIM user; Rei No Kitsune
Congratulations! ^___^
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Happy Birthday! Here's some glomps for you
....ok so maybe I overdid the glomping
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*LOVES* HAPPY BIRTHDAY, hun!! 
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Thanks for faving '...And The Angel Cries' ! Love for you! 
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walks in and covers you in a large blue blanketsmiles warmly "thank you fer the fav ^___^ talk to ya later.."
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AARRRGH YOU WERE LIKE JUST ON I KNOW IT!!! *does a stompy dance*
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Hey, haven't seen you for a day or two, but I thought I'd drop by and say "Hi." ^-^;
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