melancho-lea In reply to LenOdonnel [2015-06-05 21:05:16 +0000 UTC]

thanks len! it was nice. i hit the big 2-1. now im feeling super down. but my actual birthday was nice. how u doing lately

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LenOdonnel In reply to melancho-lea [2015-06-09 18:55:54 +0000 UTC]

Yup you're officially legal now, and allowed to do "Adult" activities. Feel free to meet me in the bedroom for your "present." lol jk... maybe

I'm doing fine. Pretty much the same old thing with me. Still putting up with these piece of crap classes so I can finally graduate college.
Why are you feeling down? I'll help if I can

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melancho-lea In reply to LenOdonnel [2015-06-10 23:31:02 +0000 UTC]

sorry, the only man allowed in my bedroom is JESUS!! or satan, whoevers available.
are you what they call a super senior? i just very well may be on my way to being one haha. i should be starting my senior year this fall, but instead i'll be finishing up my junior year. i might end up having to stay even past an extra semester, but idk. How many more classes/semesters you have?
well, my life is going nowhere. i dont have an internship this summer, even a job, i keep looking but tbh im terrified of getting started. i never fare well with people, n im not the brightest crayon in the box you know. but i feel like a horrible person just laying around the house. i help clean n take care of my grandpa, but other people my age do that and then some. its just not enough. and i want to work, to better myself and become independent and accomplished, for myself and for my family. but my mind tells me its just impossible for someone like me. you see my dilemma that coupled with body image issues and alot of emotional trauma im pretty much screwed! Counseling isnt even enough. i feel like dying but i dont really want to, i havent even lived yet. it just feels like i'll always be stuck in this unfortunate pattern of life i've been in all my life. i havent even been drawing lately, i could do commissions while i wait to work but instead i sit around being depressed n mad about my life. and people have always disliked me at school, im not sure why i even wanted to come back this fall. it seems like my life is programmed to be bad. n if thats the case,whats the point.
this is pretty personal to share in public but no one comes to my page anyways so its alright P:

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LenOdonnel In reply to melancho-lea [2015-06-12 07:04:36 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, whatever. lol When you're ready to take our relationship to the next level, I'll be waiting XD
I guess you could call me that. I was supposed to graduate a few years ago, but because of stupid reasons, I basically had to restart college and won't graduate until next semester. Lucky for me, I only have 2 classes left.
Dang, sounds like you've got it rough. I'm also pretty much jobless this summer. I'm taking summer classes so I don't have time to get a job because of my schedule.
Believe it or not I kinda know how you feel. My life was stuck in a rut until my senior year in high school and eventually I just got sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself. I'm not sitting next to you so I can't tell you what to do but I know you'll eventually bounce back.

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melancho-lea In reply to LenOdonnel [2015-06-12 20:48:56 +0000 UTC]

you have to give me a down payment of $200 for me to consider!
damn that sucks. i hope you wont have too many loans when its all said n done.
yea, but you're using your time to be productive xD i am going to volunteer this weekend, so thats something. im extremely nervous but i have to build some confidence n social skills this summer so i wont back out(though everything in me is wanting to run screaming)
what an inspiring story XD i am tired of being stuck in self pity, but its also kinda all i know n coming out of my comfort zone is scary. idk

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LenOdonnel In reply to melancho-lea [2015-06-16 05:37:46 +0000 UTC]

Dang it!!!! I love you, but not enough to drop $200. I'll settle for cuddling. XD lol
I've only been taking 2-3 classes per semester so, although it'll be higher than normal, the loans won't be totally insane.
Honestly, if it weren't for college, I'd be bored out of my mind since I'd have absolutely nothing going on this summer. I can't hang out with my friends irl since they are either in the military, moved out of state or settled down and started a family. I also can't have a decent conversation with my classmates because they're either twice my age in their late 40's to early 50's or 17-18 year old, fresh out of high school and annoying as crap.
I guess you can try chatting with your close friends or online friends more *cough*me *cough* XD Chatting with my online friends on a regular basis actually helped push me put of my comfort zone so I'm not as nervous around people irl. 

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melancho-lea In reply to Dyel75 [2015-06-05 21:06:04 +0000 UTC]

brazil!! thank you so much, sorry im just now seeing this.

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melancho-lea In reply to imjustthatboss [2013-05-18 04:34:44 +0000 UTC]

thankss : D

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melancho-lea In reply to Redfirestar [2013-05-18 04:37:13 +0000 UTC]

YOUFORGOTMYBIRTHAY
YOU HAVE SHAMED ME I HATE YOU
hehe, it's okayy A gift isn't necessary but it sure is appreciated! Thank you girl

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melancho-lea In reply to Koleyl [2013-05-14 23:21:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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melancho-lea In reply to Dyel75 [2013-05-14 23:21:07 +0000 UTC]

cake *-* Thank youu

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melancho-lea In reply to ryuseidancer [2013-05-14 23:20:26 +0000 UTC]

Thanks ! : D

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melancho-lea In reply to SquirrelGirl66 [2013-05-14 23:20:01 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ^^

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melancho-lea In reply to XxJerra-chanxX [2013-05-14 23:17:24 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, Jerra I miss you too ;v; I dunno if you're done with school, but i'm out of school now so we can Skype sometime, if you want to anyway lol.

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XxJerra-chanxX In reply to melancho-lea [2013-05-14 23:35:13 +0000 UTC]

I do have a skype. Note me when you get the chance.

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melancho-lea In reply to Whitexkitty [2013-05-14 23:15:49 +0000 UTC]

Thanks : D Your icon is pretty cute too!

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Whitexkitty In reply to melancho-lea [2013-05-15 11:57:46 +0000 UTC]

No problem :'D And THX you so much <<>>
And...Happy late birthday <'3
>

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melancho-lea In reply to Whitexkitty [2013-05-18 04:34:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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Whitexkitty In reply to melancho-lea [2013-05-18 09:09:19 +0000 UTC]

No problem ^.^

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melancho-lea In reply to iedasb [2012-10-13 17:50:32 +0000 UTC]

ok ^^

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iedasb In reply to melancho-lea [2012-10-13 21:02:58 +0000 UTC]

:dummmy:
are you going to join???

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melancho-lea In reply to Nekobill-what [2012-10-13 17:38:51 +0000 UTC]

Sure, who's Tomo and Teki? ^^
And thanks!

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Nekobill-what In reply to melancho-lea [2012-10-13 17:45:04 +0000 UTC]

Well, is a platypuses *female* so...for mo information,look my galery!!

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melancho-lea In reply to Nekobill-what [2012-10-13 17:46:51 +0000 UTC]

okay : )

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melancho-lea In reply to brittanylover123 [2012-10-13 17:39:44 +0000 UTC]

(srry for such a late reply!) Back when i made the post i did have a membership P: I can't get it now..

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brittanylover123 In reply to melancho-lea [2012-10-15 00:39:26 +0000 UTC]

Oh

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