trulymadlydeeplyyou In reply to Idle-Tears [2005-11-07 16:58:40 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry...I didn't realize you noted me until just now...otherwise I would have noted back right away...I ended up only being on here for a month. My life took some seriously unexpected turns and this was the last place I could even think about maintaining...I am okay though...I think I'm going to come back on with just my writing...what do you think?? How are you??? I have thought about our convo's here and there and wondered where the path of life has taken you...love to hear back...

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Idle-Tears In reply to trulymadlydeeplyyou [2005-11-12 01:26:01 +0000 UTC]

thats okay, life does take some turns, and when they work out for the better, then yay! but i hope you're okay.
i'm doing... a lot of things. i'm great, but i'm scared, i'm happy, but tense, hyper, but hyperventalating. in about a week, i'll be leaving my state for the first time, to go to another country.
i've been thinking a lot about you, thats why i noted you when i did.

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trulymadlydeeplyyou In reply to Idle-Tears [2005-11-23 05:56:56 +0000 UTC]

Hi again...I am having such a hard time working this account. I opened a stock account and a partner account and I feel a little bit absurd! I started back to school so that's part of why things got so turned around. I am okay. R U?? My life seems to be an endless circle of not catching up completely on anything to be really good with one thing...you know what I mean?? Anyways, I am so excited and nervous for you. YOu will have to keep me updated on how things are going for you..that's alot of emotions all at once for your twitter beater to take so be careful! I have been thinking about you. I am so please to hear you were thinking about me too...I need all the thoughts I can get lately...did you find a cat sitter? How's the new country? Write sooner than I did

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Idle-Tears In reply to trulymadlydeeplyyou [2005-11-26 04:21:08 +0000 UTC]

hello,
i realy don't know how i am.. things went pear shaped, and i'm still stuck in Adelaide, i'm pretty upset about it all, but i think i'll live.
don't worry i'll keep you updated.. i keep everyone updated, or i try to.
and, yes, after so long, i have a cat sitter.. finally.
my dreams have been very uneasy of late, causing me to get a bit of my insomnia again. i swaer, one morning i'll wake up screaming.

talk to you soon,
Bec

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trulymadlydeeplyyou In reply to Idle-Tears [2005-11-28 18:14:02 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry to hear about how things are going. I don't think there is anything more frustrating than plans (especially plans we have our heart set on) going south...I hope it works out and you get out of Adelaide soon!!!

I also hate to hear about your dreams...I too have been suffering with insomnia but for different reasons..I can't seem to find peace...too many thoughts...to many regrets..to many dreams shattered and my heart and spirit feel sickly...and peace seems to elude my mind. When I am up late at night I will think about you...and pray for our weary souls I did go through scary dreams for quite some time...I was younger...but it's not kool to have to go through it...I hope they subside soon...right now! Read something that inspires you...or think of things that make you feel safe...maybe that will help! or write about it...that might help...

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Idle-Tears In reply to trulymadlydeeplyyou [2005-11-30 00:00:15 +0000 UTC]

it will work out!! i'm pretty happy right now!!!!
i got a call from one of the people organising it, and she's all peachy atm!!

Insomnia is evil... some times my mind is clouded with thoughts, other times it's too silent.... but when dreams make me scared of sleeping, it can be a worry.

i'm okay at the moment though... i haven't had any nightmares for a few days

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trulymadlydeeplyyou In reply to Idle-Tears [2005-12-30 17:17:47 +0000 UTC]

Good to know it....you seem positive and it seems things really are going to work out. I am so glad for you. I too suffer from insomnia...but not for any good reason (not that there is a good reason) I wish it was so I could mull through some really dark event in my life or because of heartbreak or at least to figure out my destiny but no...it's physical. The doctors are fixing me though soon so I am very grateful for that. I hope you continue to be okay. where are you at now??

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Idle-Tears In reply to trulymadlydeeplyyou [2006-01-23 03:36:04 +0000 UTC]

i've just gotten back from sydney. i'm sleeping a little better, and i have things that keep me going, i've met heaps of family and had a blast, but now i'm back i'm more depressed then ever. and my cats gone.

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trulymadlydeeplyyou In reply to Idle-Tears [2006-01-30 17:06:34 +0000 UTC]

where did your kitty go?? I missed something somewhere? and you need to plan something else to look forward too...so you can try to lift your spirits...I bet it's like coming off a major high after a trip like that. it will be okay...wonderful things will happen in your life...and sometimes the down times are good...jsut rest and relax...write and sip hot coffee loaded with hot chocolate and when the good highs come you will be ready are you going to get another kitty???

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Idle-Tears In reply to trulymadlydeeplyyou [2006-02-27 04:34:48 +0000 UTC]

my kitty was let out by the sitters and they haven't found her.... i am still very pissed off about that, because she was my familiar, and my sunshine. things got very bad for a while, and my family turned my away, but now i don't care, well, i do care, coz it still hurts and all, but i have better people, or rather a better person in my life now. and yes, wonderful things are happening... but i'm not getting another kitty till i have a house, and a stable environment.

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trulymadlydeeplyyou In reply to Bountiful [2005-08-27 04:08:50 +0000 UTC]

Come back and look again!!! and thanx for stopping in..I was on a break...but I'm back now...anxious to meet you!!!

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CowboyCasper In reply to Bountiful [2005-05-04 06:07:30 +0000 UTC]

I was wondering the same....

Last journal entry was something about something big happening in her life?

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