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This should be in a journal but I don't wanna make a journal.

I... ;-; I have no excuses for ignoring dA up until now but 2013. I really dislike this year. I thought exams would last for 1 week but no, stupid. No one warned me that form 4 have exams for 3 weeks and before the exams we need to study and catch up on lessons on our own cause the TEACHERS does not TEACH nor FINISH our syllabuses. During the holidays we have kerja amal, tugasan harian, bio project, science pekas, sejarah modul, sivik project. Chinese, English, Malay aurals, English drama, Chinese poetry and many more bullcrap.

Not only my dA, my commissions, my school clubs and everything is kinda dead. I hope people who commissioned me months ago can forgive me for being really slow. I still do them at least once or twice a week but the progress is so slow. I can colour one part of the skin a day and it takes a few days to finish the skin because I keep concentrating on something else.

._. I am always practicing with art but as most of my friends can see I don't touch my tabby often anymore, just scrap paper and pencil and also my sketchbook and I usually just draw in school. ...

summary of everything: I . HATE. FORM 4. I swear I hate form 4 so much. I KNOW it was wise to take SCIENCE STREAM but srsly?? The art stream people are HAVING THE TIME OF THEIR LIVES NOW OKAI. I see them jumping around, drawing, cosplayin', playing sports and the science students are friggin studying their asses off just to PASS certain exams.

......... == yet. my. good. friends. are MOSTLY IN ART STREAMS. Why are my friends in art stream and I am stuck in science?! ;-; //sobs in corner// ..........for my future I have to do this but IT'S PULLING MY HAIR OUT.

................. I need a hug damnit.

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This should be in a journal but I don't wanna make a journal.

I... ;-; I have no excuses for ignoring dA up until now but 2013. I really dislike this year. I thought exams would last for 1 week but no, stupid. No one warned me that form 4 have exams for 3 weeks and before the exams we need to study and catch up on lessons on our own cause the TEACHERS does not TEACH nor FINISH our syllabuses. During the holidays we have kerja amal, tugasan harian, bio project, science pekas, sejarah modul, sivik project. Chinese, English, Malay aurals, English drama, Chinese poetry and many more bullcrap.

Not only my dA, my commissions, my school clubs and everything is kinda dead. I hope people who commissioned me months ago can forgive me for being really slow. I still do them at least once or twice a week but the progress is so slow. I can colour one part of the skin a day and it takes a few days to finish the skin because I keep concentrating on something else.

._. I am always practicing with art but as most of my friends can see I don't touch my tabby often anymore, just scrap paper and pencil and also my sketchbook and I usually just draw in school. ...

summary of everything: I . HATE. FORM 4. I swear I hate form 4 so much. I KNOW it was wise to take SCIENCE STREAM but srsly?? The art stream people are HAVING THE TIME OF THEIR LIVES NOW OKAI. I see them jumping around, drawing, cosplayin', playing sports and the science students are friggin studying their asses off just to PASS certain exams.

......... == yet. my. good. friends. are MOSTLY IN ART STREAMS. Why are my friends in art stream and I am stuck in science?! ;-; //sobs in corner// ..........for my future I have to do this but IT'S PULLING MY HAIR OUT.

................. I need a hug damnit.