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4everdevlin — What Lies Beneath [NSFW]
Published: 2011-08-30 04:19:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 51; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description I am a spider weaving it's web
A web of destruction
A web of love

I can only try to keep myself strong
Who knew it could be so hard
When everyone turns
Turns to break a silken thread of my web
I try to mend to broken pieces
Only to find myself
incomplete.

Underneath this skin of mine I am much more
If only I could carve myself into what I wanted to be
What I need to be
If people could at least see me as how I want to be seen

They ask why I would want to be fake
Why I would want to cut life short

My only answer is

I feel like I am in a costume, something I can never take off
I am stuck in this, and I can only cope so much
I need to scream and let what lies beneath this skin show through like a transparent mirror
It's better to live a life worth living, then trying to live one I know I don't belong in.

I only live once, so let me have my fucking life.

After all, I am only a spider weaving it's web
A web if destruction
A web of lies
A web of love
A web of self loathing
I am weaving my world, and you just happen to be caught in it.
Either try and escape, or let me take you in.
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Comments: 7

Hopie828 [2012-01-12 02:38:24 +0000 UTC]

<3 This is really good. I don't know how to describe my opinion. But I love it.

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4everdevlin In reply to Hopie828 [2012-01-13 07:05:53 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. <3

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Storm-Born [2011-09-01 22:28:05 +0000 UTC]

You're really really good at poems. <3

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4everdevlin In reply to Storm-Born [2011-09-02 00:10:44 +0000 UTC]

Thanks <3. Helps when I'm in the whole mood lol xD yay rant

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hana-no-arashi [2011-08-30 06:15:50 +0000 UTC]

<3

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4everdevlin In reply to hana-no-arashi [2011-08-30 15:42:38 +0000 UTC]

<3

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hana-no-arashi In reply to 4everdevlin [2011-08-30 18:11:45 +0000 UTC]

eesh powerful :3

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