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Even though things in my life have been better since Eevee came into my life, I can still feel the claws of depression and mental illness digging into me
I'm so tired of having to work in public every single day. I'm tired of being tired all the time. I'm tired of being unable to talk to my friends for God knows why I can't.
I'm tired of feeling dysphoric and pretty much detached to my physical appearance in general.
I'm tired of people flaking on my commissions and being treated like crap. I'm tired of worrying about people thinking I'm stupid for my spending habits lately and/or thinking I'm hoarding characters just so they can't have them or something
I'm tired of feeling unimportant regarding my artistic endeavors. I'm tired of not being able to create what I see in my head. Furthermore, I'm tired of not being able to convey what I think at all. I feel so incapable and incompetent.
I'm tired of being jealous. I'm tired of suddenly being unable to talk about my cat's death a few months ago.
I'm just tired of everything and I wish I knew how to make it go away.

Also I'll be fine, I needed to vent and I haven't manifested my feelings in a physical drawing in a long long time. This was overdue and I feel a little better now.

Description
Even though things in my life have been better since Eevee came into my life, I can still feel the claws of depression and mental illness digging into me
I'm so tired of having to work in public every single day. I'm tired of being tired all the time. I'm tired of being unable to talk to my friends for God knows why I can't.
I'm tired of feeling dysphoric and pretty much detached to my physical appearance in general.
I'm tired of people flaking on my commissions and being treated like crap. I'm tired of worrying about people thinking I'm stupid for my spending habits lately and/or thinking I'm hoarding characters just so they can't have them or something
I'm tired of feeling unimportant regarding my artistic endeavors. I'm tired of not being able to create what I see in my head. Furthermore, I'm tired of not being able to convey what I think at all. I feel so incapable and incompetent.
I'm tired of being jealous. I'm tired of suddenly being unable to talk about my cat's death a few months ago.
I'm just tired of everything and I wish I knew how to make it go away.

Also I'll be fine, I needed to vent and I haven't manifested my feelings in a physical drawing in a long long time. This was overdue and I feel a little better now.