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Published: 2012-08-31 12:38:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 840; Favourites: 27; Downloads: 5
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Description You tell me it's wrong.
That a woman
loving another woman
is something we can't do.
But, can you tell me
WHEN
did I choose to love you?
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Comments: 31

killuaxme [2012-09-02 11:56:37 +0000 UTC]

i like it

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Skargill [2012-09-01 09:32:55 +0000 UTC]

I found this very bitter sweet, thank you for sharing, and thanks for the opportunity to brush up my French. Hope your current life story has a happier ending.

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I-Draw-Yuri [2012-08-31 22:41:16 +0000 UTC]

^^ I Show My Support!
I Often Wonder
If Being A Lesbian Or Gay Is A Sin
Why Would God Want To Distroy That Vaulable Love?

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Renovative [2012-08-31 19:10:53 +0000 UTC]

this is real touching I appreciate the extent of its honesty......

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C-Allagash In reply to Renovative [2012-08-31 20:15:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you a lot, for the watch too.

This was a real experience, from some time ago.
I had no chance with the girl.
It was confusing and sad... but it's over.
I'm happy that now I can write about if without the pain it caused in the past... and have the support of nice people like you.

I wish you a good weekend!

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Renovative In reply to C-Allagash [2012-09-10 00:33:17 +0000 UTC]

hope you hd a great weekend too

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DaneaLeanda [2012-08-31 16:43:38 +0000 UTC]

THis is Brilliant! Much Love

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C-Allagash In reply to DaneaLeanda [2012-08-31 17:58:18 +0000 UTC]

Awwww, that's so sweet!
Thank you a lot for your nice words and for the watch.


Good weekend!

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Shasta-Rose [2012-08-31 15:11:05 +0000 UTC]

Very effective, and nice turn at the end. <3

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C-Allagash In reply to Shasta-Rose [2012-08-31 17:57:51 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

And good weekend!

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EclecticQuill [2012-08-31 13:13:53 +0000 UTC]

This is good

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C-Allagash In reply to EclecticQuill [2012-08-31 13:32:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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EclecticQuill In reply to C-Allagash [2012-09-01 10:12:58 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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Tired-Hands [2012-08-31 12:54:33 +0000 UTC]

Unrequited is always so sad and you sounded so positive in 'Our Story'. You speak three languages?

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C-Allagash In reply to Tired-Hands [2012-08-31 12:55:53 +0000 UTC]

4

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Tired-Hands In reply to C-Allagash [2012-08-31 13:12:24 +0000 UTC]

no idea what that means, really old guy here.

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C-Allagash In reply to Tired-Hands [2012-08-31 13:31:24 +0000 UTC]

You asked me if I speak 3 languages. I speak 4;
.

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Tired-Hands In reply to C-Allagash [2012-08-31 13:39:15 +0000 UTC]

Dah, its the dog's fault, she is happy to take the blame. Sorry about that, hope things get better.

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C-Allagash In reply to Tired-Hands [2012-08-31 13:40:28 +0000 UTC]

Sorry for what?
Get better what?

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Tired-Hands In reply to C-Allagash [2012-08-31 14:03:51 +0000 UTC]

Sorry I did not understand that '4' meant you speak four languages. I may have also made an inaccurate assumption that your were writing about your feelings.


You tell me it's wrong. No one wants to hear "it's wrong" from someone they
love.
That a woman
loving another woman
is something we can't do. It is too late to be told this as she is already in
love.
But, can you tell me
WHEN
did I choose to love you? Because who ever this is had been grasped by the icy
claws of rejections, or maybe the other woman just
feels to is wrong which is a short term improvement.
"We love what we believe we need so then we need who
we love." Some long dead poet said that can't
remember who.
Did I misunderstand the poem?

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C-Allagash In reply to Tired-Hands [2012-08-31 14:11:04 +0000 UTC]

No, the sense is ok... and the poem is about my feelings... which doesn't mean it was written today.
I particularly don't like to expose my personal life, whith I do,unwittingly, when I write.
One of the ways to avoid people (thinking) they know everything about my life is publishing the poems in aleatory order.
I can upload something written today morning, or 4 years ago. I can write right now about something that happened in the past.
And I can and I do write about different people... this poem and the mentioned "our story" were not written for the same person.
But I don't comment about it, because I don't like exposition.

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Tired-Hands In reply to C-Allagash [2012-08-31 14:43:06 +0000 UTC]

I understand, maybe, a little concern, by others, makes is comforting, same as a little salt makes a meal taste better, but buckets of sympathy is for sympathy junkies.

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FeyPandora [2012-08-31 12:46:47 +0000 UTC]

That a woman
loving another woman
is something we can't do
--> And how will they try to stop us? How will they try to stop LOVE?

Beautiful, written words. Love this!

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C-Allagash In reply to FeyPandora [2012-08-31 12:56:41 +0000 UTC]

Yes, that's quite stupid.
But, I'm sure that have you already heard something like that... like we were able to choose.

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FeyPandora In reply to C-Allagash [2012-08-31 13:17:00 +0000 UTC]

We didn't choose our rainbow life.
The rainbow life choose us!

(sorry for the bad english)

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C-Allagash In reply to FeyPandora [2012-08-31 13:47:58 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha, but if we could choose... I'd chose the rainbow

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FeyPandora In reply to C-Allagash [2012-08-31 15:28:11 +0000 UTC]

I would choose to be happy... But I'm happy now... So I'll choose the rainbow too!

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C-Allagash In reply to FeyPandora [2012-08-31 16:22:15 +0000 UTC]

Lol

Yes, that's more or less what I think.

When I didn't want to admit, I was really sad. Now.... I don't know, it's like the world is better

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TegzyPuff97 [2012-08-31 12:42:58 +0000 UTC]

so true!

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C-Allagash In reply to TegzyPuff97 [2012-08-31 12:56:58 +0000 UTC]

Unfortunatelly.
But I want to believe things are changing.

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TegzyPuff97 In reply to C-Allagash [2012-08-31 13:47:22 +0000 UTC]

yeah, me too

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