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*Drowning In My Sanity*

I'm going to drown in my sanity;
Where the world makes sense.
Where my right is my right,
And wrong is wrong.
Where everything is halted,
The same day trudging on and on.
I am drowning in my sanity;
The world is so tiny
Because I cannot change my location,
Because every day is the same.
Everything is in order,
All neat and tidy.
I'm a marionette,
A puppet,
Being pulled by my strings.
Where everyone has the same goal
And there are no wars,
No harsh words,
Not even a bar-fight.
Nobody stands out,
Because we're all the same.
Happy and smiling.
But I'm not happy.
So I'm different.
And that's deadly here.
I was drowning in my sanity;
Until they pulled me out,
Calling my name,
In this "perfect" world.
And I was out.
In a new world.
Where my right is your wrong,
And your left is my right.
Where there are wars over land,
Water,
Oil,
And over the remote control.
Where the faster I run,
The slower I seem to go.
Everyday is different,
Like a painting,
Like comparing a banana to an orange.
Every day is mine.
Every day is yours.
Because I have my own experiences,
That don't mingle with yours.
Where I cut my strings,
Because I wasn't afraid of being broken,
Imperfect,
Collecting dust,
Because I don't want to go back underwater.
Where everything makes sense.
Which is utter nonsense.
Bravery is everyone.
And that's good.
Stupidity, individuality, and flaws.
They're in everyone too.
Along with madness.
And that's even better.
I am in invisible in this world though.
One moment you see me,
Waving, dancing, running,
Drowning.
And when you take a second glance,
I'm gone.
Always moving.
Because I'm scared of the hand,
That wants to feed me,
Reattach my strings,
Put me back in the water.
Always moving.
Where everywhere is the anywhere
Of someone.
And that, no matter where I am,
The moon is never any bigger than my thumb.
I was drowning in my sanity.
And now,
I'm engulfed in my insanity.
Away from the place that makes sense.
Which is nonsense.

Description
*Drowning In My Sanity*

I'm going to drown in my sanity;
Where the world makes sense.
Where my right is my right,
And wrong is wrong.
Where everything is halted,
The same day trudging on and on.
I am drowning in my sanity;
The world is so tiny
Because I cannot change my location,
Because every day is the same.
Everything is in order,
All neat and tidy.
I'm a marionette,
A puppet,
Being pulled by my strings.
Where everyone has the same goal
And there are no wars,
No harsh words,
Not even a bar-fight.
Nobody stands out,
Because we're all the same.
Happy and smiling.
But I'm not happy.
So I'm different.
And that's deadly here.
I was drowning in my sanity;
Until they pulled me out,
Calling my name,
In this "perfect" world.
And I was out.
In a new world.
Where my right is your wrong,
And your left is my right.
Where there are wars over land,
Water,
Oil,
And over the remote control.
Where the faster I run,
The slower I seem to go.
Everyday is different,
Like a painting,
Like comparing a banana to an orange.
Every day is mine.
Every day is yours.
Because I have my own experiences,
That don't mingle with yours.
Where I cut my strings,
Because I wasn't afraid of being broken,
Imperfect,
Collecting dust,
Because I don't want to go back underwater.
Where everything makes sense.
Which is utter nonsense.
Bravery is everyone.
And that's good.
Stupidity, individuality, and flaws.
They're in everyone too.
Along with madness.
And that's even better.
I am in invisible in this world though.
One moment you see me,
Waving, dancing, running,
Drowning.
And when you take a second glance,
I'm gone.
Always moving.
Because I'm scared of the hand,
That wants to feed me,
Reattach my strings,
Put me back in the water.
Always moving.
Where everywhere is the anywhere
Of someone.
And that, no matter where I am,
The moon is never any bigger than my thumb.
I was drowning in my sanity.
And now,
I'm engulfed in my insanity.
Away from the place that makes sense.
Which is nonsense.