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Published: 2013-03-21 14:57:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 1455; Favourites: 63; Downloads: 24
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I animated this to show the events that took place yesterday. I'm a bit depressed so I get a bit irritated... (I don't know, I already get rejected many times and yet, I still can't handle this things right. I hope I don't think bad today.)So this what happens, I finally confess to the girl I like. She's Asian Half Filipina/Japanese born here in America. We known each other for at least 2 years since college. She actually adores my anime art and I even made art for her. I actually about to do it last year but I have no confidence and I know I will get rejected eventually. I actually thought of doing this again last December before going to Japan and still have no confidence. Ever since then I keep giving her stuffs like gifts, I bought flowers on her last Valentines even though I'm depress losing my grandma that time and yet yesterday after class, I finally got the power to express it. I said to myself "Now or never! This is it. The result is the outcome." So I told my friend about it so I went home alone. I actually ask to drive her home since she uses bus all the time and I ask her to go with me in "El Pollo Loco" yesterday (Like a date.) There is where I confess to her. I told her that "I don't know how to begin, I felt this before and you complete me..." Then I say "I love you." She actually laughs, I was surprised so I laugh cause she laugh crazy. Then things got serious. She start making a serious face and directly told me... "You're such a wonderful person RJ, I admit you can make a good husband and you're talented but I'm not ready yet for relationship. I also have different taste for the guys I know, so I guess let's stay friends ^__^" After a few moments of silence she ask me to take her home since she got to work on some stuffs.
I just felt rejected I mean "... different taste..." I admit I'm not a good looking person but that really made me depress and think about it till now. All I did all day is either reply or do this animation. Me and my dad even go to my grandma's 30th day prayer and I can't focus. So there is my love confession story. I hope I find my girl someday.... I'm sad.
I don't feel going to school right now as well. I'm so embarrassed. I don't think I can even talk to her or so since we've been quiet ever since that and take her home. I use to talk and happy but embarrassed since then. So yeah, I guess I have to deal with.
PS note: I seat next to her in class. So... it's complicated and so shy right now. I don't know hahaha
Coffee added nervousness into me.
Why do girls have to reject you all the time... (I'm not really in mood to even go anywhere, I think I should tell my dad to be absent right now. There's no point since I'll never be in the top row, might as well go easy on my study then...
If you're not good looking, you don't get the beauty of this world and that's fact. Lucky people with money of course does...
Software: ToonBoom Animate Pro 2 (TBAP2)
Tablet: Cintiq 12wx
Heart Level: Broken Reaction: Overreacting
Mood: Irritated/depressed/psychotic
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Comments: 39
It's alright! Time passes by and we can't dwell with the past. The girl I like didn't like me and that's how it goes. I cannot force a person to like me anyways. I guess I really not up for relations currently. I'm just gonna focus on my studies more now and get in to that later. They come in my life anyways if they want to. I'm just gonna stay single till I'm successful enough to find someone right for me and I believe I understand a bit of girl's nature, I think xD.
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Haha, okay! Glad to see you don't get too badly bent outta shape about it.
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Well I was in the first week and I've encounter deep depression after being turned down or break ups. I did get emotional but that will not last as I move on in life. I want to say YOLO lol but like everyone says, there's billions of girls out there and 1 will be the perfect match for me, I think. I just have to wait for that time. I don't know for sure though but it's one way ticket to happiness as they says.
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F is friends who looks out together
U is for you and me
N is for .....
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You know, there are a lot of people who tend to not look on people's physical appearances and how rich they are. I couldn't even care less. = = I'm sure you look awesome though. And if it makes you feel better, a lot of people get rejected everyday, rejected by the people they love, by their peers, by their colleagues, by their classmates, even by their families! And it hurts. It's part of living.
Yes, I do know you posted this two months ago, I don't care.
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Ouch :/
I hope u feel better now ><
Try to make her fall in love with u....haha
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I feel this keeps happening to me....
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hey ^^
Hmm 
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That sucks. Its kinda stupid that some people go for the looks than who the person is. Some girls are like that though. Their preferences can sometimes also be out of their league and end up waiting too long when there's a person right in front of them who cares though if they're trying to look for everything they want in a person then that's gonna be near impossible to find. And I mean that's what dating is for she could have at least tried it and get to know you and see if it'll work or not. :/ Oh well I'm sure someday someone will like you for who you are. ^^ There's always someone out there for everyone.
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Oh my ..I'm sorry for what you have been trough 
I just completely agree with :Loveislightblue: ..don't blame your looks for this now please ;n; ... you don't look as bad as you think.
But don't give up ok >w> .. mb you are able to make her fall in love with you
You should have some faith in it ..and if it never will work out ..I'm sure you will find the right person ;w; ..since a guy as nice as you can't have much trouble with this right ^w^
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Heh~~ This feels like yesterday. It sucks to get rejection...
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;w; mm that was indeed an old comment haha ;u;
I can totally understand that it hurts, the things I said on my old comment still stands. Even if you were rejected again recently, I still believe you'll be able to find someone. However I do think it's good of you that you are letting it go and are putting focus on things you really care about. If things will go right, a relationship should come to you naturally whether or not you are actively trying to get one.
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I'll stick to Canary I guess xD
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I'm very sorry, but please don't give up hope. I'm sure you will find a woman who will care for you, and share the same feelings. It may take a while, but love works in mysterious ways.
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*hug*
I feel so sorry for you now. If you ever want to chat I'll be around.
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Poor you
I know this feeling very well ~
*hug*
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Er...maybe because you said "I love you"
Saying such strong words tend to scare someone I guess?
I don't think she meant to make you feel bad about your looks, she was probably trying to be as nice as she could about it. 
Nonetheless, I do hope that you have better luck with your future endeavors and that you feel better really soon. It always hurts when one is rejected. :/
Geez...I rambled, didn't I? Sorry about that.
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not sure where i read this, but think about it this way:
you have much more of a selection now!
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I also had girl said that I loved her and what I received a response ok cool that you finally say but never an answer as to me like
that are in love with a guy on the internet that they continue not really know.
3 months later told them that they had agreed and had had sexs I was so angry, confused and jealous that I could not properly respond
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Girls are complicated. I can't really tell for sure how will they react or what type of action will they do. It's just that, I tried it anyways so I thought it will end up in a bad state and it did. I guess I'm acting like a loser but it always gone by soon. (Not the very first time I got rejected and depressed, I actually trying to fight my embarrassment and depression.)
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Daxter: Girls! They are always so complicated!
Jessica: Hey!! Oh wait i actually cant argue with that!
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I don't know men. I'm totally going absent today. I won't even bother... spring break starts today. I have no test anyways besides, I want her to know that it hurts.
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A days rest will do the trick!
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Man.. I'm sorry to hear that. =[
Back in high school when I confessed to a guy, his reply was "So?" It made me feel so little for a while.. Which was a more positive reaction since other guys would hide themselves and look terrified of me when they found out I liked them since I was that one overweight girl in school they found disgusting
It takes time. Could be short or long. But you'll be back up soon enough!
Sorry for babbling on like that, but I do hope you feel better about this soon.
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This feels like yesterday. It keeps happening to me...
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I don't feel myself right now. It's just that it's too hard to think about it. I'm totally absent today. Today is the start of my spring break besides I have no test. I just want to show everybody that I'm such a loser so I need to fight it. It will make me more uncomfortable after what I did, I should have done it on Friday but I hate Fridays... *sigh* this is life. If you're not good looking, you don't get the beauty of this world and that's fact.
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lol I think it should just say "Get lost, ugly!" it's more realistic and relatable that way.
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Why do you always have to contradict/disagree on me on every single thing I uploaded so far......
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I'm not disagreeing nor contradicting (am now but not earlier).... Why do you gotta take everything i suggest negatively?
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Not only because I'm not in the mood today but I found it uncomfortable lately. It's like that most things I make has holes that always need patching kinda thoughts and I swear, I've been thinking about it both positive and negative. What's really going on... sorry for being so irritated right now... pffttt.. just forget it...
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It's ok. But like you said, we should all try to keep hate off the internet. I'm very skeptical about my own work as well as everyone else (I like to help people improve) so don't think I'm singling anyone or anything out.
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Dude listen, if she said no, it's her loss cause you are an amazing person! And believe me, there is osmeone out there for everyone, and you will find her
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