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Ultima228 In reply to Aikurisu [2012-09-29 20:44:49 +0000 UTC]
Well you can certainly look foreword to that in the future, for the time being my Paypal is a little bit broke because I've got to get some of my contest prizes ready for handing out.
However, once I am able to pay for commission work, you will certainly be near the top of the list. For now I will keep it purely as a reference image ^_^
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VegaSamX2 [2011-05-16 02:45:46 +0000 UTC]
ooh, this looks soo awesome! Love it!
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Coreastos [2010-03-08 18:31:50 +0000 UTC]
Great work!
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Coreastos In reply to Aikurisu [2010-03-11 17:35:06 +0000 UTC]
^^ I luv spears..Swish, jab, twirl! XD
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LunasKiss [2009-04-04 03:50:40 +0000 UTC]
beautifully done, how much time do you spend on your weapon designs?
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Aikurisu In reply to LunasKiss [2009-04-06 18:21:44 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, yeah. In my defence, though, I have an imagination that just can't stop thinking of new stuff?
Yet to be honest... half the reason why I don't linger on one thing at a time is that I'm afraid I won't be able to recreate the same look effectively enough to call them of the same blood, so to speak. Same reason why I don't do much fanart of preexisting characters from games, anime and whatnot.
Anyway, the good thing about drawing weapons like these is that I only have to focus on one thing in the drawing. Sure, the same can be said for drawing people, depending on their detail, though they require a lot more time and thought, imo. And I just don't have enough aspiration for them right now...
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LunasKiss In reply to Aikurisu [2009-05-02 00:11:00 +0000 UTC]
Mmm...most of your short stories for instance...
wow, great job with the clothing styles. you could be a designer. hah. I think that's a true talent, to be able to drawn the same character time and time again...very difficult there. well those details add a lot to your artwork. just be glad you can draw people the way you do!
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Aikurisu In reply to LunasKiss [2009-05-12 15:16:10 +0000 UTC]
lol, the sad thing is that I usually surprise myself whenever I do complete something and it doesn't look half bad. ... if that's any indication of how shot my self-confidence is lately. >_>;;
And eh, first I need to find a stable muse. That's been my problem for the past half year, for it's true I've created the foundations for several short stories, (Or in this case, RP environments that could lead to in-depth short stories based on them... ) but they never get any further than that. Let's just say many who inspire me to create them in the first place tend to leave me in the dark before I can make something of them. So it's left a bad taste.
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Aikurisu In reply to LunasKiss [2009-05-23 16:55:55 +0000 UTC]
My self-confidence has had a few knocks in the past year. Mainly because my efforts in finding a stable muse have really all ended up leaving me more downcast-- especially with my writing. I guess the easiest way to say what's wrong is that my view of my work was at a point where I felt most people saw it as a chore or pointless to encourage me at it-- that they had more important things to do. So it made me more withdrawn and mindful of my shortcomings. I mean, when was the last time I made a long journal built on rants, personal feelings and whatnot? Because I feel now that no one really wants to read them, and that it just lets people see how downcast I am about things-- especially here at DA. So I just keep it to myself.
In the end, it has a strong negative impact on my desire to be creative. But there you go.
And I've been on the hunt to inspire myself of late, hence why my replies here at DA are few and far between. Basically, I've sought out the one thing that used to keep me in good spirits: gaming. And now that I have a PS3, playing a game like Valkyria Chronicles may keep me from the comp, but it keeps me going. Still, my main passion is in my writing, and to me it takes two to tango or more with that.
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Aikurisu In reply to LunasKiss [2009-05-30 16:55:52 +0000 UTC]
lol, I had thought about the later half a year back for a character I could have related to, but that was probably just before I found a temporary muse that made me forget the idea for a while. Still, he's a character I do want to flesh out eventually. Just a matter of when and how.
And eh, I tend to believe in the notion that I'm just an extra here at DA, because there are much better artists than myself that should be the real reasons why most people come here in the first place. So when they get to me, it's like they're done with looking at the better art. Still, and I know it's a shallow way of thinking, but the prospect of gaining enough recognition to recieve something as trivial as a DD still plagues my mind despite how much I dislike the system. It's just that I've seen so many artists at my level and lower get that kind of recognition, so it makes me question why I haven't yet. And then sometimes I just put it down to a curse. XD
And yet when I was in Brisbane the other weekend, it made me think. Of all the time I've been here, I've never really had anyone do anything for me that you could count as generous on an unconditional level. (Which I know is probably untrue. I just tend to get that feeling at times... ) And when I was in Brisbane, I met complete strangers who befriended me on the spot and gave me enough stuff that left me a little dumbstruck. Certainly left me cheerful, which helped me more than I care to mention. Plus it made me feel a little more optimistic with humanity. *laughs*
The thing is, I'm not really looking for praise. It actually makes me feel embarrassed when people rav on about my work like it's the greatest thing they've ever seen, and yet they don't really go into detail about it. Because at the end of the day, I look more at those people with a sense of curiosity in whether they're just saying it to garner attention or are just ass kissing to get something out of me. But yeah, yeah... I'm too pessimistic for my own good.
As for having someone who can read over my writing... I guess it's just a matter of letting someone in to help me mould my stories. And, to me, it's like a way of sharing things personally. And that's why I was so downcast when the last person I tried to do that with left me in the dark. Because it's something I've had to deal with numerous times by now and makes me wonder what I did wrong and just focus on bad things.
Glad you like how my artwork is coming along anyway.
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Aikurisu In reply to LunasKiss [2009-06-05 13:55:41 +0000 UTC]
What my previous muses did?
And you could be right about writing about that guy, but I find it might just be too depressing of a story to dig into right now. I mean, it'd be a good story, but there'd be plenty of emotional turmoil the character goes through, despite the humour I'd throw in between it all. He'd have the best friend too.
So I can be optimistic when I hit people, hoping it'll solve my problems?
lol, seriously though, I know what you mean. I just tend to be overcautious about a lot of things that I'm uncertain about. And when it comes to thinking about people only striving to befriend me for sake of getting something back in return, other than my friendship, I know I'm usually wrong about it. Most times it's because of certain people that start up my pessimism to begin with, and when I focus too heavily on incidents with them, I forget about everyone else's good and narrow down my perception on what pisses me off. So the best thing for me usually is just to counter my pessimism by seeking people out I know aren't going to escalate it. Either that or drowning myself in a game to take my mind off it. Or disappearing nearly outright to a place with new faces that prove to me that I shouldn't be so pessimistic, lol.
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LunasKiss In reply to Aikurisu [2009-06-12 21:29:31 +0000 UTC]
yeah...socializing is good. If it's over 48 hours I'd be a bit concerned myself but having a day alone is so very nice!
...No! I had no idea! That's amazing! I'd love to see some pictures. Haha, If only I'd known you back in October. My Pure bred Golden Retriever had nine pups! It was pretty funny because the we didn't know the male so all of the pups came out black...We tried to breed her when she was younger but nothing ever happened. We figured she couldn't have them or that she wouldn't let the male do anything so we never had her spayed...then we end up with puppies...Nine of them...hehe, I kept one, my brother kept one and my dad kept one. Too many dogs.
Yeah.
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LunasKiss In reply to Aikurisu [2009-06-19 20:42:55 +0000 UTC]
Ah...muse potential here then I suppose...
that's true. It's good to have someone that can actually relate to you cognitively. I think both mental and physical go together well too..Mental first though. Yeah, but then again a perfect fit is hard to come by. Sometimes relations need work from both sides to work out in the end.
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Aikurisu In reply to LunasKiss [2009-06-24 15:42:30 +0000 UTC]
Hmm, maybe if it's a close friendship, but not something I'd consider with your typical garden gnome variety.
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LunasKiss In reply to Aikurisu [2009-06-26 06:59:12 +0000 UTC]
*snickers* I can agree there.
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elyeli [2009-03-31 00:44:07 +0000 UTC]
the textures are amazing! I love your weapon designs
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Morgalahan In reply to Aikurisu [2009-03-22 12:53:32 +0000 UTC]
hmm, looks good to me, but maybe have a larger weight at the back end for counter balance purposes? Otherwise, I cannot see a fault.
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Aikurisu In reply to Morgalahan [2009-03-25 16:14:25 +0000 UTC]
Hmm, may give it some thought. The back end does feel a little lacking to me. Maybe that's the reason...
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