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Consume

Hollow
Empty
Cold
Without reason

Worthless
Useless
Obstacle
Because I am

Consuming, I can feel it make its near-final move
How it painfully scrapes down into me with rusted edges
How it violently chokes my already emptied life out
How it viciously wounds this permanently scarred heart of mine

Stupid
Foolish
Blind
Because I lack reason

Cut
Bruised
Limp
Because I lack strength

Masking, I can feel the false take over this system
I am definitely not me anymore - for I hadn't shattered this mask much earlier, I was far too late
Whether those who surround me now buy it or not, it really doesn't matter anymore
For it has no significance, for it has no meaning, for it has no reason

Every year
Every month
Every day
And such a flawless loop somehow never breaks

Every hour
Every minute
Every second
And even I cannot break my own

Oh, why must every painful event echo so loudly within my life?
Why must it come back to haunt more than it did so previously?
The words harshly spoken, written, hinted - reminding the of the crimson-filled memories
7842433...

I have no voice - I have no right to control others, no ability to control others - and I already know that
Yet, why do many take such matters so lightly?
Everyone has their own hurtful secrets
But why must it always come back in such ways?

People have no control on the card they draw,
Yet they have control over whether or not to speak its contents...
To read it out
Or to remain silent about it

But why must it always linger around the same people?
6275
236
74343

2723
I have no reason to feel this way, because I have someone dear to me
Yet do I deserve? Am I deserving?
Not everyone has a happy ending...

Description
Consume

Hollow
Empty
Cold
Without reason

Worthless
Useless
Obstacle
Because I am

Consuming, I can feel it make its near-final move
How it painfully scrapes down into me with rusted edges
How it violently chokes my already emptied life out
How it viciously wounds this permanently scarred heart of mine

Stupid
Foolish
Blind
Because I lack reason

Cut
Bruised
Limp
Because I lack strength

Masking, I can feel the false take over this system
I am definitely not me anymore - for I hadn't shattered this mask much earlier, I was far too late
Whether those who surround me now buy it or not, it really doesn't matter anymore
For it has no significance, for it has no meaning, for it has no reason

Every year
Every month
Every day
And such a flawless loop somehow never breaks

Every hour
Every minute
Every second
And even I cannot break my own

Oh, why must every painful event echo so loudly within my life?
Why must it come back to haunt more than it did so previously?
The words harshly spoken, written, hinted - reminding the of the crimson-filled memories
7842433...

I have no voice - I have no right to control others, no ability to control others - and I already know that
Yet, why do many take such matters so lightly?
Everyone has their own hurtful secrets
But why must it always come back in such ways?

People have no control on the card they draw,
Yet they have control over whether or not to speak its contents...
To read it out
Or to remain silent about it

But why must it always linger around the same people?
6275
236
74343

2723
I have no reason to feel this way, because I have someone dear to me
Yet do I deserve? Am I deserving?
Not everyone has a happy ending...