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meet his brother
(aka.A DOLL)ok
the basic idea;
-Hidan is bored of his happy village
-Hidan wants to murder some people.
-later He found jashinizm and become obsessed with it
(in canon, it's the same)
but what is not telling you in canon .....how can this guy become a serious mazo and suicidal?
I am not talking about his sadizm ,it's his fucked up self ..but this guy hurts himself constantly,EVEN befo-
ok no spoilers.... you wiill see.
kishi I wont buy your shit,Hidan is an extremly interesting villian
(fix my english if it's wrong I'm sick of my english)
chars-me and kishit
story-me and :icondearfallinangel:
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Comments: 65
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WHAAAAAAAAT I totally wasn't expecting anything like this oh ggod
And I know your gonna rewrite this chapter but stilll,
it's been very good and clear to understand for me so far!
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AHHH GIUUUURRRRRRLLLL U REREADINGG AHH I WILL REWRITE SOME PARTS OF IT HOLLY FUCK
lol I get nervous ..this chapter is my black sheep 
but I hope you will like this version too
new version will be more clear..I'll add 3 pages in the beigging they explian many things
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Yess!!! And like you can maybe see I'm spamming you with faving my fav pages
But almost every page is my fav like ohhh this chapter is wayyy more interesting than I was even expecting!
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PLS SPAM ME WITH EVERYTHIN I adore to read your comments
you are so awesome bby
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Oh. Mom is crazy. Ok, this explains a lot haha Hidan's face is just like "I am so done with your crap, Mom."
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I need to rewrite the dialogues in here
its not giving the same impact I wanted to give... :/
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WELP
YOU FUCKED OUR BRAINS GOOD AND HARD SENPAI
WELL PLAYED
WEEEELLLLL PLAAAAAAAYYYYED
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yeah many peeps hate me for that ... anywyas I'm strong...cries in corner
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I Don't know how anyone could hate you for this manga! I love it!
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thank you so much for your all comments really 
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HOOOOOOLLLLLYYY SHHHHHHH.......... I wasn't expecting this. Nice one
Does Hidan always know his "brother" is a doll?
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NOOOOOO he didnt know untill that day
thats why it say 'our reversal is ruined'
it was supposed to be his first kill but he can't kill a doll since it's not a living thing
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HOLY CRAP!!!! I wasn`t expecting that at all!!! Is she a psycho?or she`d miscarried and suffers from delusion? ?...there are cases of women who can`t deal with the pain of losing a child and nurture a doll as if it`s a real baby...that...or kidnap one to replace it
Dayum! Hidan is violent even as a child...but in my opinion this is more disturbing and sinister than his adult version....I mean, a child at that age should be pure and innocent....they aren`t tainted by life`s miseries yet...so.... it`s unsettling to see this dose of sadism coming from a little brat...
seeing him so preoccupied by the mysteries of death brings out an eerie feeling....you know...it is said that every thing and its opposite are born twins....we are the light and shadow and our essence is our equilibrium between light and our shadow ; those two parts are twinned because they coexist inside of us....also, darkness is an energy that is simply a part of the whole , but it helps the light to understand itself.... man and any creation of God , are made of the same principle: man is a whole consisting of one thing and its opposite, they exist together . Man is only what he is, what he chooses to manifest in him. Man can also be good and bad , Angel and Demon(ying-yang), cold and warm, can be light and dark, tolerant and intolerant,or he can be cruel and full of mercy.... Evil is an unbalanced darkness, there is too much focus on the dark and a great focus on what you would call hate.. energies of anger or emptiness , lack of love ... whatever you want to name it. evil is obsessed with itself and believes only in itself.It becomes self- centered and begins to deform and distort its relationship with light.it will deny the Light , in order to expand itself.... I think that`s what happened with Hidan, he denied his other half(his light) and choose the shadow, creating a distorted reality, destroying his inner equilibrium....or I`m seeing too much into this..
like always....I`m awed by the beauty of Hidan`s mother
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this.......
no words
*jumps at her appartement
*dies
*in pieces
*RIP-RDM
(I missed your fanifcs YOU ARE SO EPIC SUCH WORDSSS AAHHHHHHH)
oh not all children are innocent(they are evil if you ask me 
the humankind believe in justice but we have no idea what is good or bad unless it's being told
so
I need to explain some stuff since not many people can see,
now imagine a place ,a place where everyone is happy ,no wars everyone is resğpectful to eachother
your mother looks angelic and everybody in the town is friendly.............. like you know the pretty commercials of 50's america
you can imagine right?
now see the other part
your angelic mother never sees you like her other son,she can't look at your face she can't bare to even feed you
you are disgrace even you did nothing ,she is not showing those to you but you CAN feel it ,you can feel the way she touches you
the way she take her eyes away from you,you just want her attention,her attention at first you are a friggng child
you have no idea what is good what is bad,you just want attention because everything is getting ridicilous...
I think now you see
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Oh-ho, I was right? I was right?! 
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ofcourse I remember how can ı forget
I worshipped your evil mind back there
but camon
I gave hints,even just slightly ones that the brother never wakes up
you were the only one who tought this but some people thought the baby is already dead..
that would be super creepy too
but then it would stink(oh god my thoughts)
oh poor little daemon hidan and his killing dreams are crushed(how sad
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Hm, he still have alive mother, by the way... And after this one you say something about your thoughts)))
Oh, what can be more interesting for me than mad woman with doll-baby...
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I truly didn't see that coming and yet the madness of Hidan, and of his mom, it seems fitting
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the next pages will be even more brilliant!
I mean the way he gets into religion *w*
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I have never imagined Hidan to have a real sibling tho I've imagined him to talk alot to himself so this was really intresting plot-twist XD
//M
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ahh what do you mean ???
but seriously ,you noticed he wasnt real
I wonder how did you come up with the idea..no I'm curious you are brilliant babe
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what I meant was;
in my mind, I have never thought of Hidan to have a real sibling. Let's say I can think he has multiply personality disorder or something, that's why he talks alot to himself and do things "he's not supposed to do" because someone forces him ( he's forcing himself but it's not "him", it's the voices/urges he has ). (marre sucks at explaining things urgh....)
Hope you understood what I was trying to say.
but stilll.....Hidan is such a complex character :I
and that's kinda the reason why I could never imagine HIdan to have a real sibling
Another thing tells me that (You don't have to tell if it's true or not but it still would've been fun to know XD) Hidan will kill his mother. Why? maybe he got sick of his moma never loved him? Killing his mother because of pure anger, cuz we know Hidan has a thing to get a little too hot-headed sometimes... XDDD
But I think he'll mostly regret it, since his mother is the only connection he had with someone and destroying it could make he feel empty inside. (he'll probably kill his mother before knowing who his dad is also, poor stupid thing
Wich make Hidan such a tragic character, not his background but his actions
Aaaaand IMO, Hidan is that kind of character that thinks feelings are dangerous (especially the feeling 'love') cuz it makes you do crazy things without understanding why you do it
wich makes me think Hidan can hate himself for caring for some people (like akatsuki), because in the end...the only thing he really wanted to do, was to sacrifce to his god but chose to care for his friends without understanding why and then get mad <3 XD
anyway sorry for the late reply
//M
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I understand what you meant,like a shizophrene
anyways YOUR MESSAGE IS SUPER EPIC AND YOU SHOULD FEEL EPIC
you also noticed this SUBER EPICNESS I MEAN THIS
Which make Hidan such a tragic character, not his background but his actions 
excatly YES,
YES
TAKE ALL OF MY YESSES
his moral senses are right for him but not the others and this is his problem,you'll see more about what I meant
just want to state a fact,I tried to give him the less tragic background,he is not a whiny baby like naggy, but he still needs a reason to be an insane man
this page is very underrated but do you see why he gets angry in here-->>
it's bcus he couldnt kill his brother so no more fun,boring life again
why he couldnt kill becuase his mother who worshipped an earthly pleasure since all of those years,a lifeless thing cant even die.(I'll get into details later)
and than THIS THIS PURE WIN STATEMENT OF DOOM
because in the end...the only thing he really wanted to do, was to sacrifce to his god but chose to care for his friends without understanding why and then get mad <3 XD
THIS YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU NOTICED TOO YOU NOTICEDDDD
HIDAN
HIDAN BAE uh I love him so mcuh
he cares akatsuki and kakuzu even he doenst know why but thats why he is always angry but still cares.....*sobs eternally he didnt sacrificed yugito proof enoguh*
ok too much dramatic post in here,sorry
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Cool thing, didn't know there were a diagnosis for that, but Hidan could definetly have it!
OMGKAJSHFDKL THANK YOU BABE
I think so far in your AG about Hidan's past is great ^o^
and the explanations you gave me is understandable and made me want to read more to see what you're going to do next >w<
That's what I like most about Hidan
He cares for people even tho he don't know why
when I come to think about it....
Hidan don't like to have a boring life, right? Living the life, everything the same like other days, it's dull/repetive/monotomic boring life. But the thing is... he really likes to sacrifice to his god, but if he would do it all too often, would he then think it's dull and try to find something else that isn't so repetive?
Since there's so many ways of killing somebody I would think it would take alot of time untill he came to that point (and he really enjoys it, but if you do one thing too often, it could become boring. If it's not a hobby, it's rare to get sick of a hobby, like drawing 
My point is, it would be intresting to see how he would react when he finally realize that sacrificing to his god is like brushing his teath everyday, it's repetive and "boring". I think this would scare him and he would think he have "sinned", since his whole life seemed to be only about making sacrifices to his god...because he didn't really have anything else to care about.
I think this will be the biggest step in Hidan life to overcome this, if he's even able to. Some people are just too broken to get fixed. The only person who could help him would be someone who's almost as broken as him, Akatsuki
//M
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your hidan x akatsuki rant is epic ,and %100 agree
thats why I love to ONLY pair him with akatsuki,not just konan but nearly all of them
like hidei,hidasaso,hidaita ..well hidaobi if you want
the only one who could understand a madman ..is another madman, a.ka -> s-ranked criminals
I also think more stuff about hidan
like have you ever noticed how much he resembles a samurai??
(except the politeness part) check this __> www.artofmanliness.com/2008/09…
go to bushido code you'll see what I mean,
I think his extrem charisma comes from this!!!
opposide of many people I think Hidan has a BIG honor,thats why he had so much trouble to obey anyone else rather than jashin,completely given himself to his god and hates pein and always argue with kakuzu
but lately..something went off about him and he started to care about akatsuki even thought he didnt notice to himself but his actions did..(I'll tell you more in next pages based on canon
also about hidan and his boring life,I dont think his reason is boredom but more than this,also about his honor of shinobi (about this samurai thing)
a shinobi who cant kill is not a shinobi,he hated his villiage deeply..(I'll tell you why)
your message is really epic,I wish I could tell everything I want to tell but I cant tell yet
I'll tell you more in the next pages 
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WHOA, you totally got me there! 
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I totally did not see that coming. His mom was crazier than I thought! Though it makes some sense: instead of the child she was forced to have she imagined a child she wanted to have, trying to shut out the reality of having a son from a father she was terrified of. That's why she acted as if Hidan was nonexistent and used a doll as a proxy for her maternal feelings. (At least this is my theory).
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EXCATLYYYYYY
excatly
I love you so much
did you read the next page,bcs she actually says this
*I just wanted to love my child*
you are right!!
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I've only seen it after I posted this comment. Poor Mom, I wonder if she ever loved Hidan's father in her life?
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me and DFA(coauthor) think about it.....they used to be friends..but not good friends
hidan's father is a traveller and he meet her in this touristic village,so he usually stops here by for talkin
time passed
hidan's father developed a crush on her she was a lovely sweetheart and her attitude impressed him.
one time he confessed to her, but she kindly refused,but she believed he is a nice guy he could take it,she still wanted to be friends
but..he couldnt take it,he has to own her
so ...yeah ..you can guess the rest.
so thats why she thinks evil people exist no matter what you do.
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oh my... O___O so hidan never did had baby brother then? all this time it was a doll?! mmmm.... I wonder why his mom had a pretend child all this time, is it cuz she secretly wanted another child??? uurrggurgh there so much going on through my head, trying figure out his mum out and understand etc >_< 
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yes he never had a brother actually.
his mother pretend to have a child bcus she actually wanted to love a child..not hidan becuase hidan is the baby of the man she hates so much.
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oh gosh....that makes all sense!! 
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hidan's dad actually raped his mom ..
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oh....
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Babe, just want to say: "When our first prove failed"
I have no idea what this means.
*just wanted to point out bad english, because I don't understand the meaning behind these words, or am I not supposed to?*
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FUCCCCKKKK I'M a retard..it's turkish ahahahahahah
wait I fixed it ,
thansk for showing it to me (is it clear?)
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Rehearsal. LOL Beautiful. Love Hidan's beautiful mind.
(also, your brain fuck caused me to finish last Akachou page I was working on. there will be an update tonight hopefully.*
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ASAUHSUIAHDSIUDGEIUEEEEHHHFFGGFGFGFF
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You made me barf Akachou pages. XDDDDDDD
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I fucking shit fuck that everything got real and... *JUST KICKS EVERYTHING*
Like I understand nothing and everything in at the same time. It's really........ amazing. And....
....His mom is sick. I don't mean in the twisted way. I mean in the "mentally insane" way.
Cause I'm just... trying to process everything up until now... and this is the first fucking time you actually stumped me with where the fuck this is going.
I'm trying to think of everything leading up to this. What I know. The bits of information in the past... stuff just... It's like someone threw a box of puzzle pieces all over the table and no one bothered to arrange them. Then someone came along and glued the PILE of pieces together, instead of solving the puzzle the correct way.
Like I'm trying to...
.......I have no idea. .........I can't guess anymore..... YOU OUTDID ME. YOUR HIDAN IS THE COOLER ONE!
....No.. Like....
I haven't felt this at a loss for words since Konan "died"
THE FUCK.
Like I really want to punch everything and then hug and kiss everything to make them feel better.
....I just want to say, your Hidan's past is better then mine. And I know, you keep saying: "LOL YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE WORST PART YET" and I'm like: "I know. But yours is better then mine already."
........Is Hidan's brother even real though? ......... Or was that a vision Hidan had all those chapters ago....
His past really blends visions with reality and I can't fucking tell what's real anymore.
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(I mean this is also plot twist..but it's not like I planned everything since you were born and now you are extremly fucked up muahahah twist...)
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NO! EVEN BEFORE THE UNIVERSE COULD SPELL MY NAME AND WE WERE MATTER IN THE STARS, RDM KNEW HOW TO MAKE DANA LOSE HER MIND WITH HER AWESOMENESS!
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I TOLD YOU HIS PAST IS FUCKED UP I TTOOOLLDDD YYAAAAAAAAAA 
-you must see the last page-
now you understand why I didnt uploaded this since august I WAS WORKIN ON IT
I had to give my all time fav character an epic background with full of twisted questions and moralty conflicts
I HAD TO DO
CUS HE IS HIDAN
is he a bad guy ,yes ..is he a misunderstood poor little bad guy(nah ..more deeper than this) his intensions aare so fucked up
but there is a reason..there was always a reason!
btw.just make it clear...everything you will see in his past in here is WITHOUT his visions..they are ALL real!
dont worry
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"Can you not stand it. When someone IGNORES you."
I want to see more. Unwrap this twisted puzzle of visions and deceit.
I can understand why you were working so hard on this.
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you really see all pages are connected somehow right
(except sasodei part..that was just fanservice XDDDDD) but then again I'm thinkin somethin bout them
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