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Alameda18 — I Try
Published: 2012-05-02 02:16:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 92; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description I'm silent
I try to speak
But I get ignored
So why even try
Why try anymore
I'm never going to be allowed to speak
My mind
My thoughts
My feelings
I try
Oh so hard to  speak
But I keep getting pushed back down
Why oh why do I try anymore
At this point it's stubborn-ness
I try
So hard
To make it through the day
Without tears
How can people expect
Me to stay strong
All of the time
And help them
With their work and problems
And deal with my own
And keep a smile on my face
I try
So hard
To speak up and let people know
But I'm silenced
Over and over again
I sit in the corner
Reading
Writing
Drawing
Anything to avoid
Human interaction
I try
So hard
But no one
Hears me screaming
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Comments: 2

Viesk [2012-05-02 22:01:46 +0000 UTC]

sorry i've been oblivious lately. you know i'll listen to you, right? wanna text me?

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Alameda18 In reply to Viesk [2012-05-11 23:52:17 +0000 UTC]

it hasn't been just you. and yes i know but you also know that i don't really talk about things until it's almost too late.

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