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happy holidays!!! i'm a little late for hanukkah and christmas, but i've been chipping away at these for a good bit!!!

these are gifts for skitty22 , Prawes , pottbunny , rainwolfeh !!!

i'm the kind of person who, left to my own devices, is really reclusive by nature...i crave social interaction and close friendships, but a lot of times i really struggle with my own anxiety and memory problems when it comes to one-on-one interactions and conversations. i see a message from someone, i reply in my head with the intention to type it out later, and then i promptly forget that time has passed. when i eventually remember, it can be days or weeks or even months that have passed, and at that point i'm SO viscerally embarrassed at how i left someone hanging for that long that i eventually give up on replying. it's a big fault of mine, and one i really struggle with trying to overcome!! (i like to think i'm getting better, but it's at such an incredible snail's pace, aaaaaah!!!!!!)

but these are some of the people that, past or present, for some reason have or still continue to lend me their support. 2020's been a really awful year for everyone, but honestly a vast majority of my life felt like a one big giant 2020...and somehow, in their own ways, all of these 4 people have been really kind to me without having any reason to be.

whether its a million hours of tech support, messaging me with encouragements and kind words when i'm feeling overtly depressed or even suicidal, or even just sending me casual DM's every so often to let me know they're still thinking of me, all of these beautiful people individually have been so incredibly wonderful to me at some point in my life. just a drawing isn't a great quantifier of how grateful i feel about it all, but i figured it was the very least i could do to show my thanks.

we may not be best friends, or talk all the time at all, but i like to consider each one of you a friend in my heart. thank you so much, and i really hope you all had a nice holiday season!!!

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happy holidays!!! i'm a little late for hanukkah and christmas, but i've been chipping away at these for a good bit!!!

these are gifts for skitty22 , Prawes , pottbunny , rainwolfeh !!!

i'm the kind of person who, left to my own devices, is really reclusive by nature...i crave social interaction and close friendships, but a lot of times i really struggle with my own anxiety and memory problems when it comes to one-on-one interactions and conversations. i see a message from someone, i reply in my head with the intention to type it out later, and then i promptly forget that time has passed. when i eventually remember, it can be days or weeks or even months that have passed, and at that point i'm SO viscerally embarrassed at how i left someone hanging for that long that i eventually give up on replying. it's a big fault of mine, and one i really struggle with trying to overcome!! (i like to think i'm getting better, but it's at such an incredible snail's pace, aaaaaah!!!!!!)

but these are some of the people that, past or present, for some reason have or still continue to lend me their support. 2020's been a really awful year for everyone, but honestly a vast majority of my life felt like a one big giant 2020...and somehow, in their own ways, all of these 4 people have been really kind to me without having any reason to be.

whether its a million hours of tech support, messaging me with encouragements and kind words when i'm feeling overtly depressed or even suicidal, or even just sending me casual DM's every so often to let me know they're still thinking of me, all of these beautiful people individually have been so incredibly wonderful to me at some point in my life. just a drawing isn't a great quantifier of how grateful i feel about it all, but i figured it was the very least i could do to show my thanks.

we may not be best friends, or talk all the time at all, but i like to consider each one of you a friend in my heart. thank you so much, and i really hope you all had a nice holiday season!!!