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2017 was a really awful year for me. I always tried not to share my personal life in social medias, but I kinda feel like I owe you some explanations, and I just want to be honest.It was a year of fight for me. In January my dad was diagnosed with bone cancer, and even if we did everything, he passed away in summer. After his death many other problems occured and my personal life is a ruin at the moment. Everything I did during this past year was concerned on him. That's why I took a lot of commissions, instead of creating my own arts. I was unable to create something personal, because my feelings was so gloomy and sad. Instead I focused on commissions to earn some money and to make my mind busy, and away from my own thoughts and that sad situation. Even so last months I collapse, with everything. Stress, sorrow and overstrain was defeated me. I'm trying to stand on again, but I'm tired, and because of that it's really hard for me to draw anything right now. I need rest.
Even if art is the only thing now, that gives me hope. I feel empty inside, and in this state... well I just can't draw.
So for those of you who are still waiting for commission from me... please be patient, and sure I will do them asap. And I want to say "thanks", to all of you, for your support in this year.
I really imagined this year to be totally different, I screwed up a lot of things and learned how weak I am... So I'm happy this 2017 is finally over, because I truly believe the next one will be better.
And that's it.
I wish you all this upcoming year to be better than the previous, full of joy, love and dreams.
Happy New Year <3
Oh and for those of you who want maybe support me somehow I opened a ko-fi account. So it will be nice to drink some coffee with you
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ahhh i love those words so much!
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Sorry it's been a terrible year for you - I lost a parent to cancer when I was pretty young and all these years later it's still a defining point in my life. I absolutely do not envy you for the year you've had - you aren't weak at all to have had that get you down
Even with everything you've been through though and however much you're struggling with yourself, your art still looks incredible from here. In particular, I adore June and November.
Best of luck in the coming year; hope things improve soon and I can't wait to see what you create in the future
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Thank you for your words, and sorry for late answer. i was just nod in mood to talking about that everything all over. But now I'm better and things really do improves in this year. But you are right. The empty space remains in your heart, no matter how much u try to fill it. But the only thing we can do is to move on.
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If you'd like, send me a note and we can chat whenever you want. I lost my mom a while back, completely unexpectedly, so my world fell apart. I understand how you're feeling and we can talk about it or anything you want
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Sorry that this answer took me so long. I'm also sorry to hear about your mum, I hope you feel better and things are going in the right direction now. Thank you so much for your words and support <3 You know I'm not the type of person that like to share feelings and thoughts... I know that talking with someone who is in similar situation, and compering of what you know and what you've been trough brings relief. But I just wasn't ready to talk about this all over again. Plus I'm not really social creature and the best way for me to get better is just break off for some time and do things for my self. And that's what I did. I feel much better now. The new year brings me some hope and peace in mind. I'm focusing right now on the things I could't get trough before and have huge hope to realize my dreams.
I wish the same for you 
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I am actually the same when it comes to dealing with such heavy stuff. But I find that we have so much power in how we help and feel for others, so I'm always trying to communicate and understand everything that everyone around me is going through. And you never know if someone is really needing to vent about things, or get some sort of reassurance. But I'm glad that you're feeling better in your own way
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Hey. I just wanted to let you know it gets better. I'm sure you know that already but it does. My Mother lived with Breast Cancer for a whole eight years. We thought she was going to survive her fight but it prevailed one day after she just..started losing herself. It spread to her brain, her spine, etc. It was two years ago...And I can still remember her grey face on that hospital bed. It will get better, but sadly you won't forget.
Your art is absolutely sublime. I have seen your art pop up a few times and just sighing in awe at how great it is. I don't have any talent nor skill in drawing...so I'm just content at looking at other artists now instead of drawing anymore. And yours is fantastic! Keep up the good work, and I hope you feel better sometime in the future. It messes up alot of things and it is a lot of work.
You'll get through this.
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Thank you for those words, and sorry for late replay. I guess a lot of us had been in such or similar situation. Loosing your parents is one of the level in your life. And no one ever said that it would be easy. You just need to go ahead eventually, but probably you will never be able to forget and you shouldn't - that whats love is all about after all.
Oh and I'm really happy to hear you like my artwork <3 such word are always the best thing you can have to make your mood better
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I'm sorry to hear about your dad. It's okay to feel empty and sad during those times. Get some rest and come back whenever you want. You don't have to apologize.
BTW you're 2017's summary of art looks great, though. Congrats on being productive during the whole year.
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thank you so much for your kind words. It brings me a lot of relief to read all this feed. <3
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Good to read that. Take care of you and have a good day !
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Sorry to hear about your father, and the year you have had. I hope this next year will bring all the happiness you deserve. Thank you for taking the time to share your Summary of Art. Your works are amazing.
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thank you so much for your words back then. I'm sorry for my replay took so long. I guess you put some magic in your words because it really does get better in this year and I hope that the course will still go on this way!
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I am glad that things are starting to get better. Everyone deserves happiness and I am glad that my words helped, even if only a little bit. . I hope that things continue to improve for you.
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You have done a really nice job this year !
Sorry about your personnal problem :c Hope 2018 will be a better year for you
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It's as for now! Thank you <3
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