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Description "Why Creator? Why the pain?"

I haven't drawn Irkivian Garin in awhile so I figured, why not now?

Oh yeah, and just in case a lot of people are confused, my character Garin has 2 different versions - a fan version and an original version . These are technically two totally different characters.

I was actually initially inspired to do this pic after reading =TheDarkestPrince 's Dementia story. Then while I was working on some concepts for Calestine Princess. The quote above is actually spoken by novel/original Garin while he is in his Calestine form. It was the only thing he was able to say besides calling out "Mother!" repeatedly.

I had drawn novel Garin in Calestine form a few times but never Irkivian/fan version so I wanted to just try him out. Thought I haven't really been into doing a lot of art for him. I prefer drawing things that is 100% made by me. I kinda feel like I'm ripping off Jhonen or something when I draw an Irken (or half Irken) char. So, yeah. Fan art just isn't appealing to me anymore.


No crits on anatomy. Those branch-like spikes coming out of his back are normal, his body is supposed to be slightly contorted, and his legs are supposed to seem rather strange looking. Garin is primarily plantigraded so he doesn't walk or stand correctly when the Calestine turns him digitigraded.


Detailed shots: [link]

Garin, Calestine, all themes related to (c) Me, *AlfaFilly
Irkens (c) Jhonen Vasquez/Viacom/Invader Zim/Nickelodeon/etc.
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Comments: 40

Iraa [2008-08-14 20:32:49 +0000 UTC]

I was a little weirded out by the legs, but I realize that yeah, he's a bit hunched over, not quite on his knees, but almost there. But yeah. XD;

Very well done. The emotion is very strong and the mist makes it even more... emotional. Very well done. *is having trouble with comments*

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AlfaFilly In reply to Iraa [2008-08-15 22:46:07 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, both versions of Garin typically have those distorted legs. He can't even stand up at all without holding onto something *points to the wall/beam thing he's holding onto* XD

<3 Thank you! And it's alright :3

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Iraa In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-19 18:30:57 +0000 UTC]

Awwww. Poor guy. XD; *offers a cane*

And you're welcome. <3

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gelertgal [2008-08-10 01:25:07 +0000 UTC]

OMG AWW POOR GARYBERRY ;A; I LOVE the details and the shading and lighting and the blood and *goes on forever and ever* XDD lol
This is like beautimous :'3 BRAVO!!!!! ENCORE ENCORE!!! xDD

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AlfaFilly In reply to gelertgal [2008-08-15 22:49:50 +0000 UTC]

GaryBerry XDD

<33 Thank yooou! *lol this is a late reply*

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gelertgal In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-15 23:05:35 +0000 UTC]

XD
No problem C8

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GlacierK [2008-08-06 00:03:29 +0000 UTC]

I absolutely love the blood and the fogginess of the pic! You can totally see the pain in his expression! Great Job! ^w^

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AlfaFilly In reply to GlacierK [2008-08-06 18:42:00 +0000 UTC]

<33 Thank you!

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TheDarkestPrince [2008-08-04 23:56:36 +0000 UTC]

Lol yay! I'm inspiring! Aww, Poor Gar-Gar indeed! I feel for him, I really do, man.. You make this look so convincing, like he's really suffering!

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AlfaFilly In reply to TheDarkestPrince [2008-08-06 18:45:28 +0000 UTC]

Yes, yes you are! XD
:3 Thank you! I love working with character emotions. Its a good challenge X3

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TheDarkestPrince In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-08 01:26:35 +0000 UTC]

<33

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AlfaAngel [2008-08-04 20:43:31 +0000 UTC]

duuuude.
morbid, indeed!
it kind of looks like you mixed the fan version with the original version.

[i had never seen your "original version" picture, and i must say: KU-DOS!]

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AlfaFilly In reply to AlfaAngel [2008-08-06 18:46:23 +0000 UTC]

... whoah, it kinda does! XD

[HURRAH! <8D Yeah, he's like... relatively new.]

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AlfaAngel In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-07 05:24:06 +0000 UTC]

for real, right?
but i like it; then again, i've always loved the distorted and twisted.
bahaha.

[okay, good, i didn't miss out on too much. XD]

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VernHoudini [2008-08-04 15:57:56 +0000 UTC]

Poor guy. D8> (And no one's gonna think you're a cutter because you draw morbid/bloody art. Anyone who'll think that doesn't know you well enough. )

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AlfaFilly In reply to VernHoudini [2008-08-06 18:47:16 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thank you :'3 <3

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VernHoudini In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-06 22:18:41 +0000 UTC]

No problem.

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kittydemonchild [2008-08-04 03:30:48 +0000 UTC]

Woooooooooogh. I'm feeling nauseous and ghosty pains just looking at the blood and thinking of the pain and the ooooooooogh. I watched a show earlier that involved wings sprouting out from the body so I compare the spines to that oooogh... oh god.

Gaaaaaah, poor Gaaaariiiin! Too much for me.
Good job! Really has an effect on me. Amazing! GAAWWWHAAHAAAWWWW! *flees*

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AlfaFilly In reply to kittydemonchild [2008-08-06 18:48:29 +0000 UTC]

Oh gross wings sprouting D8> Those things always scare the crud outta me! *spaz* EWW man, now I'm visioning it too!

Garin needs a hug :C
Thank yas!

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kittydemonchild In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-06 20:50:55 +0000 UTC]

xD Know my pain.

There there Freaky G!

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TheGreatInvaderBob [2008-08-04 03:04:50 +0000 UTC]

"Also, I haven't been comfortable drawing bloody/morbid pictures lately. I feel like people are gonna think I'm weird or a cutter or something."
You have absolutely no idea how many pictures I've drawn that are bloody and/or morbid. (Take this picture for example (please remember the fact that this an old picture so the quality is...depressing xD): [link] It's of my Shadow-Ghost Irken, Iprolli--a character with such a freaky story that I never told anyone on deviantART about)
I will not find you weird if you post pictures like this up here. I am normally a cheery little girl that dresses in pink or light blue and's main goal in life is to go on stage and make people laugh, and I still end up drawing pictures like that. All of them have some sort of meaning to me that no one else may understand, but I WILL NOT find you weird or anything if you draw pictures like this one. ...Okay, that was all I had to say that was serious.
...
DD: DON'T BE SO DOWNHEARTED, GARIN! *glomps him*

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AlfaFilly In reply to TheGreatInvaderBob [2008-08-06 18:50:23 +0000 UTC]

:'D Aww, that's good then. And I know there's a lot of people out there with more morbid stories then me. Mine would be Candyland compared to some of them! O__O

Be careful when you're glomping him! Don't get impaled by those spikes! D8>

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SassyRaptor [2008-08-04 02:59:46 +0000 UTC]

WOAH!!! The lighting is beautiful! I love how you did that blood! And dang! SEXY!

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AlfaFilly In reply to SassyRaptor [2008-08-06 18:50:53 +0000 UTC]

XDD Sexy!
Thank you! <33

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SassyRaptor In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-06 20:39:05 +0000 UTC]

Mmmhmmm! Welcome!

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German-Shepherd-Girl [2008-08-04 02:37:54 +0000 UTC]

Wow, great lighting and pic!

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AlfaFilly In reply to German-Shepherd-Girl [2008-08-06 18:51:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! :3

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Kartz [2008-08-04 02:31:53 +0000 UTC]

After reading that 'Mother' bit I must ask; Are the 'adult' images of Garin just him in an aged body or actually an adult? Because I remember you saying he ages quickly, so him looking adult but only saying 'Mother' lead me to beleive that he is still a baby in those pictures. Hope what I just babbled isn't confusing. XD

But the is very lovely, especially the subtle shading and light effects. Good job, even though I wanna see more of 'original Garin'...cuz he be cooler. BD

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AlfaFilly In reply to Kartz [2008-08-04 02:54:24 +0000 UTC]

Well, Garin is technically only 4 months old but he would be equal to a 15-17 year old. I think all pictures of Garin I have posted here (aside from A Mother's Defense ) are basically him beng full grown or "adult" like you said. He's basically always a child inside, though, as you could possibly say he never will "grow up" or mature due to this defect. He's somewhat like a mentally retarded person in some ways, since a lot of these people still act like young children, but they can't help it. Garin is, in a way, like that.

So it's not abnormal for him to just fall down on the floor crying for his mother when in great distress, being while he's young or full grown. Plus, he has a deep connection with Nelthilta, his mother of course, so if anything were to happen to her he would continue to scream out for his mother like any normal child would.

Hope that made sense XD

And thank you! I've been trying out lighting effects best I can since I've been working on serious improvements. Next up is backgrounds. D: *dies*
Hehe, yes, yes, Original Garin shall get many many more pics soon enough <3

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Kartz In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-04 03:00:04 +0000 UTC]

Aww...that reminds me of Bambi in a way...if Bambi fell into a pool of nuclear waste. D:
Dude.
So like in 'Breaking The Habit' it's a little kid drenched in blood and off to kill somebody...you are indeed very morbid sometimes. |D

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AlfaFilly In reply to Kartz [2008-08-04 03:55:19 +0000 UTC]

Holy crap, I was actually thinking of Bambi when I was imagining Garin crying "Mother!" XD Cause when Bambi was all crying for her after she got shotted.

XDD I guess you could say that. Cept in 'Breaking the Habit' he was in teh defensive mode ZOMGOHNOESBBQ101! :U

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Flubbergauz [2008-08-04 02:19:37 +0000 UTC]

Awesome shading! And light effects are great :3

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AlfaFilly In reply to Flubbergauz [2008-08-06 18:54:51 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! That shading was a hassle for some reason D:

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celest-the-ruler [2008-08-04 02:15:10 +0000 UTC]

DAMN I LOVE THIS PICCI!!!!!!!!!!!!
Garins legs are magnefic!!

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AlfaFilly In reply to celest-the-ruler [2008-08-06 18:55:26 +0000 UTC]

Yay legs! <8D
Thanks!

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celest-the-ruler In reply to AlfaFilly [2008-08-06 23:05:33 +0000 UTC]

XDDDDDD
no probs!

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halfdemondog [2008-08-04 02:09:22 +0000 UTC]

I really like the mist effect, it looks really neat <33

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AlfaFilly In reply to halfdemondog [2008-08-06 18:56:12 +0000 UTC]

<33 Thank you!

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SillyStell [2008-08-04 01:59:52 +0000 UTC]

Wooow Garin's calestine in irken form looks alot more serial and dark for some reson.. though that might be because his head is square and alot less detailed then the other design (that's not a bad thing btw ) hence giving it a more odd and morbid feel. I LIKE IT!

Ah the wonderfull mix of light and mist ^^ A truly eye catching picture Filly.

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AlfaFilly In reply to SillyStell [2008-08-06 18:57:06 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I kinda think that too <8o Like, just the way it's shaped makes it look kinda creepy.

<8D YAY! *hugs*

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