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Alshrim — Abstract Thought
Published: 2004-08-07 22:23:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 64; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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There is always a fleeting thoughtthat echoes in my mind,
"Can this be real .. is this a moment in time
"or simply a figment of my imagination; a dream"
A waking slumber;
frought with the showers of sadness
belied by the sunshine that follows
forever hailing the smiles;
laughter;
happiness;
To Hell with Smiling!
but it is an essential part of existance!
why!
Frowning as i am.... Because it is..
so says you..
But I do..
You have friends...
yes i do..
why do you..
because I do...
do you love them
but I do..
why..
because.....
you do!!
Am I mad?
Does my mind act a play upon me?
I do not!
But you do!
I do not, you fool.. I merely show you the truth!
The Truth, I say!
The truth... that you cannot dare face..
I can face what I choose..
You will not face...
I will face it .. I say..
You will not face that you are alone!!!
I am alone...
YOu ARE NOT !!
There is clarity...
an anger.
clarity....
rage...
friendship and clarity...
"You are not alone.."
there is a small voice...
"but i am.."
The nature of things
always brings forth a balance.
"but I am alone"
There is balance...
The angel has tasted this bitter chocolate....
The Sentinel, thy brother has too...
Thy sister, with illness, has gaze upon it ...
and thy guide -- blessed with wisdom
sees your suffering, and looks on you knowingly.
There is a fleeting thought
that echoes in my mind,
"Can this be real!"
I say, It is life!
I say, Life must go on..
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How many times is it now..
that your face has gone thru my mind?
How many times does it take
before i come down from the clouds
and admit my love for you?
What does it matter.
It is only a love for which we both know we cannot explore
it is not a love that you and I can admit.
we cannot!
It, the love, simply can't be!
It is wrong.
it is not what it should be.
it is blind.
it is ....
Honest.
How can two people be so honest,
yet lie about the very thing that sparks between them?
the cost is too much.
How is it two people
Care so blindly..
they will not admit to themselves,
and not each other,
that they care.
They do -- they can not admit to loving each other.
how is it
that two people look on one another,
only to look away for the wanting.
and yet they cannot...
they will not...
it is wrong.
it is blind.
it is..
Heaven
with the apple bitten.
a deniable notion
which rests restlessly in the hearts of the philosopher.
A feeling that strangles the heart of the lover..
the words from the poet,
And the soul from the ghost that looks upon us
and wonders ....
why is there not love.
for there is ..
yet no'one speak of it...
Like a poison ...
It is wrong.
It is blind...
Yet i look upon you enlightened... Lost.
While you look on me ... bound.
