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- And another Valentine's day I pass alone. began Vanessa. No roses, no chocolate, no present...
- Is that day only exist for the presents? asked then Daji
- It's just a commercial day for the lovers...
- You're just bitter.
- And I have ALL the reasons to be bitter...
- Give me one then! challenged Daji
- You kissed Arès Fox...
- Oh... Yeah... Don't worry, it was just a kiss, nothing to worry about
- I just don't understand. It's like the whole world wants to prevent me to date him. When I was so close to admit that I love him, your sister arrived and...
- Stole him from you?
- Exactly...
- You know, I watched every of your actions way before Bothan woke up from her cryonesis stase. And you've refused his love years ago.
- A voice told me not to accept his love.
- Voice? asked Daji
- I now can name that voice. Freya. She prevented me to accept his love.
- That can be understandable. After all, you're sort of brother and sister, you're the copy of the Alphas, and Freya would have prevented such an incest. But I have to disagree with your version. If that was true that Freya prevented you to date him, Aesir would have done the very same than Freya but he let Arès asking you to be his girlfriend. I think that you weren't ready for such a relationship, hesitating between your friend statut and a lover one which could have ruined that rare and extremely valuable your friendship was.

Daji let a short moment and analysed the reaction of the young woman before to continue her thoughts.

- If there's a person to blame, that's not Freya your alter-ego but you who feared to lose your friend. When you refused his love, you hurted him and maybe humiliated him. That's certainly why he then never saw all the affection you gave him after that.
- Daji, you may be right, but Freya truly DOES prevent me to love. It's not just Arès, but everyone... As far as I know, it was kind the same for Arès, untill Bothan arrived. Why does Aesir let Arès to love Bothan then?
- There's one thing I can tell : the Alphas have their reasons.
- Why am I the only one who's forbidden to love?
- I'm in such a situation too, Vanessa. I'm the empress of an empire, and I don't have time for such a thing. It's not like I don't want to share time with someone I appreciate, it's just that I can't, due to my grade. When Bothan will accept to return to Bubastis, I will give her my crown and then will take some rest. But 'till that day, I'm condamned to be a lonely empress who leads her empire. There's no difference between you and me if you think about it.
- Except that I'm just a weapon, created to be the body of the soul of Freya... How can I accept that?
- One word then : abnegation.
- You mean, I'm a weapon and I have to deny love even to myself and to focus on my duties, for the sake of humanity?
- For the sake of all life-being in fact, not just humans. To lead an empire requires the very same abnegation. It's difficult and I often curse the fate for that, but that's our fate.
- Daji, you...
- I'm fully aware that I was close to crush the humanity. But there's time when you have to admit you were wrong and did some mistakes. If you want to talk about our faults, let's go home and let's chat about it, with a cup of hot chocolate to warm us
- You're quite wise, for once.
- For ONCE?!
- Let's do that then. let's drown our bitterness of being lonely today with a good and warm chocolate. That will help us to forget there's no love for both of us.
- Ttttt, there's love for everyone of us, even if that has to be somewhere in the whole universe. Just believe me on that!








Sorry for the long comment, I just wanted to picture a long chat between Daji and Freya.

I dedicate this pic for all of you who passed this day without that special person. Some would say that there's love for everyone of us, like Daji said.
I will not repeat myself then.
That may be just a cake, but that's still a lovely cake we all totally have to go after. Have faith in love, and don't give up.

Vanessa Kiléo & Kitsune Daji © Amiral Aesir

Watercolors the 14th February 2009.
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Comments: 41

CoolCSD1986 [2013-06-05 16:03:16 +0000 UTC]

This picture you've done looks very nice as well.

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AmiralAesir In reply to CoolCSD1986 [2013-06-05 19:20:26 +0000 UTC]

Glad that you liked it, Casey!

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CoolCSD1986 In reply to AmiralAesir [2013-06-06 18:39:55 +0000 UTC]

Sure thing, my friend.

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CoolCSD1986 In reply to AmiralAesir [2013-06-06 18:37:56 +0000 UTC]

Sure thing, my friend.

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spitzen [2009-04-02 03:04:20 +0000 UTC]

Love how the girls are visibly engaged in conversation, and I enjoy the quaintness of the castle-town setting!

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AmiralAesir In reply to spitzen [2009-04-11 12:05:27 +0000 UTC]

Mille mercis for your kind comment, Spitzen!

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mastergearhead [2009-03-09 17:49:31 +0000 UTC]

beautifuly done love the short story ^^

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AmiralAesir In reply to mastergearhead [2009-03-17 18:20:58 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much, Mastergear!

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mastergearhead In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-17 18:25:36 +0000 UTC]

welcome miss hey could you tell me how you did the section italized and left the rest unitalzied i have been tryng to do that but it doesnt wantat work right for me

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AmiralAesir In reply to mastergearhead [2009-03-18 18:00:33 +0000 UTC]

The html code is < i > italized blablabla sentence < /i > without the space of course!

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mastergearhead In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-18 19:55:14 +0000 UTC]

you mean lik e this hi blah blah blah howdy?

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AmiralAesir In reply to mastergearhead [2009-03-18 20:39:07 +0000 UTC]

Yeah don't forget < /i> to put this to end just a part of the sentence in that style

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mastergearhead In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-19 03:51:50 +0000 UTC]

i shallnt ^^ thank you for your help miss ^^

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Lord-Foxhole [2009-03-03 22:17:28 +0000 UTC]

J'allais dire : " L'ambiance est moins mélancolique que dans la version noir et blanc..."
Et puis, je me suis rendu compte que je ne parvenais pas à retrouver cette version dans tes galleries... J'avais dû la rêver !
Bizarre comme la perception d'un dessin peut changer d'une période à l'autre !

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AmiralAesir In reply to Lord-Foxhole [2009-03-03 22:27:24 +0000 UTC]

Alors là, effectivement!
Je n'ai pas posté le lineart ni une version antérieure s'en rapprochant

C'est pas grave, bien que tu ais pu te souvenir de l'autre dessin "vaine recherche" qui a eu sa version noir et blanc! Merci en tout cas pour le commentaire, Seigneur!

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Lord-Foxhole In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-04 18:49:50 +0000 UTC]

De rien...
Mais, attend ! Je n'ai pas encore vraiment donné mon avis sur le dessin !
En fait, petite constatation au bout d'une certaine période : j'ai souvent l'impression que tes personnages "furry" sont plus expressifs que tes personnages "humains"...
Le problème vient sans doute que tu travailles dans un style relativement réaliste...
Or, il est difficile de faire des tronches très expressives sans sombrer dans le caricatural.
Je connais des dessinateurs de comics qui y parvenaient, d'une manière étonnante... Mais il est vrais que c'étaient des grands maîtres en la matière !

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AmiralAesir In reply to Lord-Foxhole [2009-03-18 18:08:07 +0000 UTC]

Le problème vient surtout du fait que j'ai trop négligé mes persos humains en 2007 et 2008, là où j'ai bossé mes anthropomorphies... Et du coup ca se ressent. C'est pas pour rien qu'il y a autant d'humains en 2009! C'est ma petite résolution!

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Burninghart [2009-02-24 21:54:44 +0000 UTC]

...Faith in love, huh...? It's a wonderful concept. I don't really feel much hope, but... There's always a chance, I guess.

Nice work. I like this.

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AmiralAesir In reply to Burninghart [2009-03-03 21:21:42 +0000 UTC]

Let's have faith in love, despite all the lies we were given to!

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Burninghart In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-03 21:50:11 +0000 UTC]

*nods*
Yeah. Let's give it... another chance. We can't give up!

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Atticus-Kotch [2009-02-21 16:20:53 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful. And that was a very sweet conversation between those two. I had a lonely Valentine's Day, but I have faith in tomorrow and in love. I always will.

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AmiralAesir In reply to Atticus-Kotch [2009-03-03 21:12:30 +0000 UTC]

Let have hope in the future

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Atticus-Kotch In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-04 18:21:27 +0000 UTC]

I agree. We all need to have hope in a brighter tomorrow.

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Cyrkael [2009-02-19 12:42:18 +0000 UTC]

Superbe !

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LS96 [2009-02-17 22:46:06 +0000 UTC]

LS: Beautiful work! Love the attention on the details and the expressions.

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Bartmagus [2009-02-17 21:05:50 +0000 UTC]

Good to know that in the future buildings will have that good old charm
Once again the number of details is astonishing .

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AmiralAesir In reply to Bartmagus [2009-03-03 21:22:37 +0000 UTC]

Only some parts of the district will have those old charm's architecture! For the rest, it will be skycrapers as usual ^^

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duo2nd [2009-02-17 01:08:15 +0000 UTC]

It's kinda sad to see her that lonely.

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AmiralAesir In reply to duo2nd [2009-03-03 21:21:57 +0000 UTC]

I suppose that's called fate?

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duo2nd In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-04 00:36:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh.

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NeoSilverThorn [2009-02-17 00:41:44 +0000 UTC]

Very well done.

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NarielLimbaear [2009-02-16 23:23:35 +0000 UTC]

Your text rings a bell in my head. Doubts, regret a time, when we were blind to love. Regret a time when we woke up and said : I love him. And it's too late ?

Your work missed me

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AmiralAesir In reply to NarielLimbaear [2009-03-03 21:24:28 +0000 UTC]

Très belle interprétation!
Et un anglais dès plus impressionnants également, à tel point que j'ai failli réondre instinctivement en shakespearien

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NarielLimbaear In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-03 21:26:23 +0000 UTC]

Je pense qu'on peut tous y voir quelque chose qu'on a connu ^^

*court voir sa prof d'anglais*

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AmiralAesir In reply to NarielLimbaear [2009-03-03 21:49:15 +0000 UTC]

Tu le mérites

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ninjafoxshadow [2009-02-16 22:09:15 +0000 UTC]

I like the picture, and I can identify with Vanessa as well, some days. Still single and searching, but I haven't given up on finding love, and I never will.

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AmiralAesir In reply to ninjafoxshadow [2009-03-03 21:37:55 +0000 UTC]

That's good that you don't give up, NinjaFoxShadow!

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ninjafoxshadow In reply to AmiralAesir [2009-03-04 03:05:49 +0000 UTC]

I'm stubborn...

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paladin095 [2009-02-16 18:31:36 +0000 UTC]

i like the color and the texture of the background is so beautifull

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awash2002 [2009-02-16 18:24:41 +0000 UTC]

Very nice work indeed

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crazymew [2009-02-16 18:12:55 +0000 UTC]

Very nice work, ^^

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