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Published: 2017-06-03 21:34:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 262; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 0
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...NothingI've recently had a relative of mine pass away and I was reminded of how numb I feel all the time. It was a very horrible scenario since his own sister found him and he'd been gone for a few days when she found him, alone, in his apartment. He'd been in a downwards spiral for a long time and I had been guessing that something would happen soon. I just stood there while my whole family was in tears and I just felt and still feel so heartless for just feeling nothing. I wasn't too close with him, but I would still see him a lot and I have quite a few fond memories with him. It's really hit everyone hard and I've barely cried about it. And when I did, I was alone at work cleaning up. I really just don't like feeling like this and I wish I could do something about it, but I'm really not sure what.
Anyways, here's a small vent piece. Sorry if it hurts your eyes
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it may make you feel like shit to not feel or express anything about it, but I don't think it's your fault!
no-one copes with loss in the same way. for some people, like me and probably you, it hits them later.
in a way, it's a means of survival; if you are in the middle of something that requires all of your attention, like driving, then extreme emotions may put you in danger or otherwise cost you.
by delaying a reaction, the brain could have spared your time or your life, although this sometimes isn't necessary.
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it's totally ok to not feel anything, everyone deals with things in different ways.
really nice style on the drawing too!
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Thanks friend ;w; hearing that makes me feel a bit better
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that's good! you're not alone in feeling that way, I get the same way :0
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No No No....It's good looking....
but wow...I can totally relate with you...I was the same way when my relative.....or should I say...Grandfather...died about a week ago....and while everyone cried...I just did....nothing and I felt heartless too....so don't hate yourself for crying yo...it's fine....if you at least feel sad about the topic of the death...you're good....
Anyway....to lighten things up...this looks legit cool looking!
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I'm very sorry to hear about your loss, and thank you for the condolences as well. It's just very odd right now and I just am having a hard time processing everything I think.
But thank you for the compliments on the art itself! I appreciate it ;w;
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NP and thanks for your care in my lose....
and no worries...look, I know it's odd and hard to understand but trust me...It's fine....
all you need to do is just accept it...you don't have to understand it mkay?
and no problem with the art, it's very lovely looking!
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