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I'm supposed to be making these new pictures yesterday when all of a sudden, my abdomen got a minor bukol, Tagalog for "tumor/lump/swelling", after I accidentally ate a piece of lettuce that got a bit cold during my somewhat late dinner two nights ago. The minor tumor's somewhat painful effects started yesterday when it woke me up after I slept for less than six hours. As of now, the tumor's not affecting me so much. I already took care of it myself with my dad's healing methods the following morning the tumor began. They helped me get better when I had the same situation last time, but with a little more pain in my abdomen. My dad started helping me with the minor tumor recently. I don't feel completely better from it yet, but the pain has dissipated a little enough for me to move around normally without feeling weak. While I'm relieved it isn't painful like last time when my abdomen had a more painful tumor, it prevented me from creating these pictures sooner and writing the first chapter of a new story I'm writing last weekend. Aw maaaan!!! Why does my timing with my art and stories always have to be so bad at certain moments where my timing was almost perfect to start?! Ugh...!

Anyway, I might as well tell you about these pictures. This is Angelica/me dressed in three different wedding dresses. I've made them about a few minutes with a Picrew maker that a few deviants have used. The maker is called the Bride's Dress Maker (picrew.me/en/image_maker/12136… ), which I think is the title since it has a notice recently from the creator, who said that they'll delete their makers around next April. They have more makers that are in the same style as this one here, including the ones I used in the past. I don't know why is the creator gonna remove all of the makers, but it seems that I'll still have time to use them for more pictures to make later on. Each of these bride three pictures above are some random ones I thought of. When I saw another deviant's Picrew bride picture, I considered making one of my own too, only to not do it cause I'm not interested in the wedding theme very much when it comes to me personally.

The first and third dresses (on the left and the right respectively) are wedding dresses for Angelica/me to wear for if she/I were entering a life of marriage. I'm probably going to consider Angelica getting married in my Angelica the Helper series. However, I won't do that more until I reach to the part where she gets close with the blond boy whose name I can't reveal till I feel ready to do it. As for the second dress (in the middle), it may be more like a dress Angelica/I would wear while attending a friend's wedding. It may also be inspired by a red dress I showed you over 3 years ago when I got 100 Watchers on DA. Regardless of my disinterest of marriages if they were to include me, I do like the details of the Bride's Dress Maker. This one is nice. That's why I made three dresses on the same day. Ooh. I bet Angelica's/I'm looking great in these dresses here. One of her/me being a wedding guest or a bridesmaid and two more where she's/I'm a beautiful bride. I mean really. The details I used in each of the dresses are quite interesting.

I remembered I've had a dream or two where I was getting married to someone. Marriage isn't something I have in mind, especially when I remember dating someone comes with marrying them. If you were going to have a relationship, there is the possibility of getting married sometime in the future. My dad told me something about that, much more so when it involves Christianity. Because of that, I never considered getting married someday and I'm not into that either.

The failed relationships of some famous or celebrity couples I know and my dad's history with his former love life are pretty much why I don't want to date someone. Though I'm not entirely sure if I really want to get married someday. I don't want to end up in a relationship that will not last forever, just like how it happened to some of the famous/celebrity couples who were previously dating or married and my dad. He told me about his former marriage to his first wife and the time he was with my mom when I was a baby until he left her with me due to a personal reason that involved her doing some really bad things she did to him. I mentioned that in my journal entry last October about her when my older step-brother Joshua and my younger half-sister Holly talked about what's happening to our mom as of now through a group video chat on Messenger they had with me and my dad, so you can check out the entry there to if you want to know more.

I'm not into having a romantic relationship or getting married since my teenage years, even more so when my brother told me and my dad about his girlfriend and their son Jacob, which made me decide not to be with someone romantically despite my interests in romance. But right now, I don't know if I want to date anyone or get married. Not even my dream/s of marriage helped. So I'm not sure if having a partner of my own is something I would like. Besides, I don't even know if there is someone out there for me. Geez. Love will be complicated if it gets involved with me.

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I'm supposed to be making these new pictures yesterday when all of a sudden, my abdomen got a minor bukol, Tagalog for "tumor/lump/swelling", after I accidentally ate a piece of lettuce that got a bit cold during my somewhat late dinner two nights ago. The minor tumor's somewhat painful effects started yesterday when it woke me up after I slept for less than six hours. As of now, the tumor's not affecting me so much. I already took care of it myself with my dad's healing methods the following morning the tumor began. They helped me get better when I had the same situation last time, but with a little more pain in my abdomen. My dad started helping me with the minor tumor recently. I don't feel completely better from it yet, but the pain has dissipated a little enough for me to move around normally without feeling weak. While I'm relieved it isn't painful like last time when my abdomen had a more painful tumor, it prevented me from creating these pictures sooner and writing the first chapter of a new story I'm writing last weekend. Aw maaaan!!! Why does my timing with my art and stories always have to be so bad at certain moments where my timing was almost perfect to start?! Ugh...!

Anyway, I might as well tell you about these pictures. This is Angelica/me dressed in three different wedding dresses. I've made them about a few minutes with a Picrew maker that a few deviants have used. The maker is called the Bride's Dress Maker (picrew.me/en/image_maker/12136… ), which I think is the title since it has a notice recently from the creator, who said that they'll delete their makers around next April. They have more makers that are in the same style as this one here, including the ones I used in the past. I don't know why is the creator gonna remove all of the makers, but it seems that I'll still have time to use them for more pictures to make later on. Each of these bride three pictures above are some random ones I thought of. When I saw another deviant's Picrew bride picture, I considered making one of my own too, only to not do it cause I'm not interested in the wedding theme very much when it comes to me personally.

The first and third dresses (on the left and the right respectively) are wedding dresses for Angelica/me to wear for if she/I were entering a life of marriage. I'm probably going to consider Angelica getting married in my Angelica the Helper series. However, I won't do that more until I reach to the part where she gets close with the blond boy whose name I can't reveal till I feel ready to do it. As for the second dress (in the middle), it may be more like a dress Angelica/I would wear while attending a friend's wedding. It may also be inspired by a red dress I showed you over 3 years ago when I got 100 Watchers on DA. Regardless of my disinterest of marriages if they were to include me, I do like the details of the Bride's Dress Maker. This one is nice. That's why I made three dresses on the same day. Ooh. I bet Angelica's/I'm looking great in these dresses here. One of her/me being a wedding guest or a bridesmaid and two more where she's/I'm a beautiful bride. I mean really. The details I used in each of the dresses are quite interesting.

I remembered I've had a dream or two where I was getting married to someone. Marriage isn't something I have in mind, especially when I remember dating someone comes with marrying them. If you were going to have a relationship, there is the possibility of getting married sometime in the future. My dad told me something about that, much more so when it involves Christianity. Because of that, I never considered getting married someday and I'm not into that either.

The failed relationships of some famous or celebrity couples I know and my dad's history with his former love life are pretty much why I don't want to date someone. Though I'm not entirely sure if I really want to get married someday. I don't want to end up in a relationship that will not last forever, just like how it happened to some of the famous/celebrity couples who were previously dating or married and my dad. He told me about his former marriage to his first wife and the time he was with my mom when I was a baby until he left her with me due to a personal reason that involved her doing some really bad things she did to him. I mentioned that in my journal entry last October about her when my older step-brother Joshua and my younger half-sister Holly talked about what's happening to our mom as of now through a group video chat on Messenger they had with me and my dad, so you can check out the entry there to if you want to know more.

I'm not into having a romantic relationship or getting married since my teenage years, even more so when my brother told me and my dad about his girlfriend and their son Jacob, which made me decide not to be with someone romantically despite my interests in romance. But right now, I don't know if I want to date anyone or get married. Not even my dream/s of marriage helped. So I'm not sure if having a partner of my own is something I would like. Besides, I don't even know if there is someone out there for me. Geez. Love will be complicated if it gets involved with me.