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This is a series of poems I have been working on because of heartbreak and people hurting people...(bulling, lies, drama, exc.) I hope you like them. Writen all by me(: . Based on some things from my experences and somethings from those closest  to me.:3. Here goes nothing.
Lovesss :3 ~Christi~

Open

Open up your heart to brokenness but when you do...
You also open yourself to love caring and compassion.
To be kissed like you have never been before.
The only place that is right for you is in that person's arms.
To be held like you need to feel their warmth.
When your fingers are placed in their hands your heart flutters.
That strong feeling I may dare to call love?
I have felt it once before and never again.
I thought I have loved others but I haven't none other than one.
One that I can not have.
One that I have to wait for.
If he is still there when I am trying or when I am dying.
Then I know he has been the one.
If he stays with me through everything....good and bad.

The druken kiss means nothing...
But
The one that makes you feel like you arer drunk is the one that you hang onto forever and never let go...

Truly Loved

True love can only be measured in actions...not just in words.
Not just a few small words that spell out... I L O V E  Y O U!
It doesn't matter if you won't show it.
If you won't know how they feel.
If you don't know the pain they hold.
If you can't take that pain away.
But those words....when you are hurting...I L O V E  Y O U!
That can only mean the world.
For I...truly love you.
I would prove it with actions and feelings but i can't because you won't allow me too.
You won't let me say...Forever and Always.

Bullies...Get a life!

I'm sick of hearing the people who judge.
They don't care about some things and feelings that people have and it is NOT ok!
The people who say that person's boobs sag.
The people who say that person is a slut.
The people who say that person's clothes are ugly.
Who are we to judge?
People need to grow up and learn.
People need to accept people for who they are.
You don't know what is going on in that person's life!
Soon the tear drops start to fal.
Soon the knives and guns come out.
Some people do not learn until it is too late...

Gone Forever

Don't know what you love until you lost it.
And now its gone forever.
A couple of years is like a life time.
I might be gone by the time you are ready.
But no...I will wait...wait and tell you I love you.
Everything happens for a reason...
I just wish I knew what that reason was.
Not knowing is leaving me blinded and vulnerable.
And this not knowing....is the most awful feeling in the world.

Done

I'm sick of being...
  Judged
  Hated
  Feared
  Cared for
  Loved
  Ignored
Having...
  Faith
  Trust
  Love
  Happiness
  Caring
  A gold heart
I'm giving up on...
  You
  My life
  My friends
  And
  My fight

Before I go Insane.

Before I go insane...
  Let me tell you I love you
  Feed those in need
  Kiss my family goodbye
  Face my biggest fears
  Tell the world things I never tell
  Curse out those who need to learn a lesson
  Fight the good fight
  And
  Live the life I love
Before I go insane...
   Let me be taken to my father
   Let me confess my mess ups
   Let me cry on his strong shoulders
   Let me be clear on who I love
   Who is important
   And
   Who I need to watch over

  Because...in this cray world...I just might need to do this first.
  Because...just maybe....I might be going insane.