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Published: 2009-06-15 21:05:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 156; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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It seems everyone's been takinga part of me away...
It seems everyone's been
tearing me apart...
Rip...rip...rip...limb by limb...
piece by piece...
My mother wants this...
My father wants that...
So I give it to them...
Whatever bit they want...
Left hand for my mother
The right for my father...
My grandmother wants "proper"...
My best friend wants "crazy"...
So I hold it out
And they receive their portion...
Right leg for my granny
And the left for my best friend...
My big sister wants me to feel no guilt...
My big brother wants perfection...
So I take it
And hand it to each of them...
Big sister gets my left ear
Big brother gets my right...
My friend wants "girly"...
My other friend wants "tomboy"...
So I pick it up
And give it to them...
Left arm for one
Right for the other...
My eldest sister want me to find myself...
My twin sister wants me to be myself...
So I let them have
What they desire...
Eyes for the eldest...
Nose for the twin...
My cousin wants normal...
My friends want weird...
I'll let them have it...
I don't see a problem...
Sure, why not? Hair for my cousin...
Torso for my friends...
It seems the only thing left is my head,
my brain.
And that's only good
for telling me I'm confused.
Head for me...brain for me...
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Comments: 6
I apoligize if i am any part of the crises. i just have a problem when i see someone in pain, so my attempt is to convince them to be myself. disregard me if i get demanding and opinionated. everyone else does.
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No, it's not your fault at all.
(And you're never demanding or opinionated. Who told you that?)
I just don't want people to hate me, so I change myself depending on who I'm talking to.
And it's not like I choose to change, I just do. I don't pretend to be a different person, I become a different person.
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i do that, i dont change intierly, i just cut some thngs when i am around them.
like i enjoy more violent things then some of my friends and so i just avoid talking about it.
i understand how you feel, a little bit....
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Well, what you could do, is just take some time out. Stop evaluating what other people once, and react how you feel that you as a person should react in a situation, not how the you that other people see expect you to react. Also, I think everyone has moments like this in life. Good luck
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Thanks for the advice.
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