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I smile at you,
you frown.
I talk to you,
you look away.

Even if you were laughing
before I arrive,
You immediately stop
When I try to catch your eye.

You say it's just your body.
Something makes you turn away;
You still love me!
It's just your fucking body.

Anyone else
you'll hug them
upon sight.
I'm right there
when you hug
but you don't
even look at
me.

It hurts.
But it shouldn't.
It hurts.
But you're not worth it.

You say that you still love me,
you say that you still care.
But you say so many things, you see,
That it's really not even fair.

In the end,
actions speak
louder than
words.
And your
unspoken words
say you want
nothing
at all
to do with me.

You say
you don't
want to
hurt me.
But when
I tell you
what hurts,
nothing.
Changes.

You still hug everyone but me.
You still laugh with everyone but me.
You still tell me you care.
You still blame your fucking body.

I'm tired of your excuses.
I'm tired of your lies.
I wish I could just hit my head
And forget the day I saw your eyes.

You're not worth all the trouble.
You're not worth all the pain.

You say you don't want to lose me,
And yet you're the one pulling away.

Sure, you fucking care.
You care so much
that when I look sad
you just ignore me.
You care so much
that when I want to
actually solve something
with you; you just tell me
"I don't want to deal with this now."

You fucking hypocrite.
You ugly little trite.
I swear you do this on purpose
Out of some hidden spite.

Tell me the truth for once, "love."
Tell me what your problem is with me.
Because lying never solves anything.
Or do you not even see?

I wish I could forget you.
I don't even want to be friends anymore;
That's not true, but it's obvious that
you don't want to be friends with me, anymore.
"Love."

I used to care about you.
In fact, I still do.
But you don't return the favor;
Or rather, your "body" don't.

You say you'll change;
You promise tomorrow'll be better.
But in the end, it's not up to you, is it?
It's up to your fucking body.

Description
I smile at you,
you frown.
I talk to you,
you look away.

Even if you were laughing
before I arrive,
You immediately stop
When I try to catch your eye.

You say it's just your body.
Something makes you turn away;
You still love me!
It's just your fucking body.

Anyone else
you'll hug them
upon sight.
I'm right there
when you hug
but you don't
even look at
me.

It hurts.
But it shouldn't.
It hurts.
But you're not worth it.

You say that you still love me,
you say that you still care.
But you say so many things, you see,
That it's really not even fair.

In the end,
actions speak
louder than
words.
And your
unspoken words
say you want
nothing
at all
to do with me.

You say
you don't
want to
hurt me.
But when
I tell you
what hurts,
nothing.
Changes.

You still hug everyone but me.
You still laugh with everyone but me.
You still tell me you care.
You still blame your fucking body.

I'm tired of your excuses.
I'm tired of your lies.
I wish I could just hit my head
And forget the day I saw your eyes.

You're not worth all the trouble.
You're not worth all the pain.

You say you don't want to lose me,
And yet you're the one pulling away.

Sure, you fucking care.
You care so much
that when I look sad
you just ignore me.
You care so much
that when I want to
actually solve something
with you; you just tell me
"I don't want to deal with this now."

You fucking hypocrite.
You ugly little trite.
I swear you do this on purpose
Out of some hidden spite.

Tell me the truth for once, "love."
Tell me what your problem is with me.
Because lying never solves anything.
Or do you not even see?

I wish I could forget you.
I don't even want to be friends anymore;
That's not true, but it's obvious that
you don't want to be friends with me, anymore.
"Love."

I used to care about you.
In fact, I still do.
But you don't return the favor;
Or rather, your "body" don't.

You say you'll change;
You promise tomorrow'll be better.
But in the end, it's not up to you, is it?
It's up to your fucking body.