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Published: 2016-03-08 16:35:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 416; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 2
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Long time no see! ;u; life has been pretty rough on me lately, referring a lot to mental health and such. I've been struggling, and I've been finding it hard to motivate myself to do the smallest things. Regardless yesterday I actually decided to pick up a pencil and draw something, I decided that I wasn't comfortable with my style so I kinda experimented a lot here. This is kinda a concept for a new design for Mrawri(?), I'm unsure about the large paws or the tail, other than that I think I'll be keeping the new hair and poncho collar.I'm planning on redesigning a lot of my characters and trying to push myself out of my comfort zone, somewhat to break me out of my usual way of drawing. Other than that I should've remembered how tiring coloured pencil actually is on my hand.. ;;;n;;; I prefer painting now by far.
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Uh, you haven't drawn anything since Pearl?
However, I can't be proud either. I don't even remember when I uploaded a thing to my gallery here xD
Athough the thing is that even if I had the chance, I really don't upload here anything lately. Instead, I do that to my facebook account. I can show you my latest things, or even add you as a friend there if you like
And, I am not in the best mood in the last time either. My work, and everyday life is okay, but my friends, my best friends seem to move away from me, and that just breaks my heart. I don't remember anything that I did wrong, and if I was called by them, I would never ignore them, even if I was busy, I would make some time for them, for those who are important to me, to meet again, to talk again, to see them again. Then why do I still get neglection in return? :<
I'm sorry. It just really seems that no one deserves any caring, but I'm not this type, or at least, I don't want to be...
Anyways, I really like the new Mrawi. Looks like she got a little bit older. But that's okay, since we all age, don't we?
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Wow, looks pretty nice~ I'm actually kinda somewhat redesigning my characters myself. seen my new reference drawing for Flamberge yet~?
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thanks! and no I haven't, I'll check it out now. c:
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I'm glad that things are improving! To be honest, I too haveΒ beenΒ struggling a little bitΒ with my own confidence/self esteem, and to be fair, I still am. Thus, I do understand how much it canΒ suck. Again I am glad that things are improving. Β
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aw I'm sorry to hear that... :c if you need someone to talk to or vent to I'm here. <3
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No need. Though thank you for the kindness! ^^
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It's so cute >W<
Also I like the large paws >W<
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oh good! I sorta like them too, but I'm conflicted with giving her more paw-like paws instead... ;n;
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Also good luck with all the mental health stuff. I have issues of my own that I'm trying to get though. I hope you can defeat yours.
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I see. My personal option is to go with the big paws. They're cute and I wanna nuzzle them >W<
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You look wonderful ^^
collar and cuteness ^^ still lvoe you
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^^ 
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gosh im glad your doing okay now~ sorry all that has happened to you....
such an adorable drawing <3 nicely done^^
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nah it's okay, life happens sometimes... :'D
thank you!
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