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Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
Hiro looked up at the ceiling inside of his room, thinking of the times when Tadashi used to be alive. He still couldn't believe that just yesterday, his older brother was alive. A small frown appeared on his face, as he thought of how hard the two have been working for the few days, trying to get everything ready for the convention. "Maybe..if everything was different.. he'll still be alive.." he thought, as more sadness forming around his grief filled mind.
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
I still can't believe you're gone
Aunt Cass, looked at her nephew from the stairs, a sad smile on her face. She knew that it was harder for Hiro to cope with Tadashi’s death, since the two were very close. After all, when their parents had died, the two only had each other. Flashbacks of the times she would watch the two play together or when Tadashi would teach Hiro something new. Those were the happy days, yet it appears that it was taken from the two, especially the young boy who lost two important people at age 3.
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
"He just wanted to save Professor.. He should've lived longer.." Hiro thought. Tadashi could've had a bright future, since nothing could have stood in his way. But, what had hurt Hiro the most, was that, Tadashi didn't even deserve to die, the male had worked hard his whole life, just to get it taken away in seconds.
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
A soft sigh came out of Hiro's mouth, as he looked out the window from his room. He watched as the people walked down the sidewalks and continued on their day, like nothing bad had happened. He turned his head and saw Tadashi's bed, the older male's hat on top of it. "Use that big brain of yours to think your way out! Look for a new angle!" Tadashi's words rang through his head, making Hiro have a tiny smile.
Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies?
His heart clenched at the thought of the how Tadashi could have lived, get married, had kids, and like all those happily ever after stories. The older brother could have so many kids, fallen in love, but instead... death decided to take a precious life away. One that could have a much more brighter future than now.
Some days the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
Hiro looked onto his computer and saw that some of Tadashi's friends from the Nerd Lab were trying to contact him. He didn't feel in the mood to talk to them, especially since it has been a few weeks since Tadashi's death. He couldn't stand to see the people that would have graduated on the same level as his dear brother. He ignored them and shuts off the computer, turning around to once again see Tadashi's bed, a frown forming on his face.
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
"It's all my fault. If I had tried harder to stop him..maybe he'll be here," Hiro thought, as his eyes closed, trying to picture the day of the blast. What would have happened if Tadashi didn't go and try to save the professor. Suddenly, guilt started to form in his chest, as he thought of the Professor. "It isn't fair though..At least they didn't die alone," he thought, trying to bring the hopes up a little, knowing that it still won't work.
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
"Hiro...Hiro..." words whispered, as Hiro slept with a heavy heart. "Stop worrying. I did what's right.." more words came out, as a small smile started to form on Hiro's face, knowing that Tadashi is being viewed as a hero to many for trying to save someone. "Hiro, please.. forgive and forget..but do not let go..."
Today
Today
Today
Hiro's eyes opened, hoping that Tadashi is there and up trying to wake him up, but sadly... the other Hamada wasn't and was still down in the ground. Hiro's hands clenched on the bed sheets, trying to stop himself from crying.
Today
Today
Today
Aunt Cass walked into the room, to see Hiro staring blankly at Tadashi's bed, with a sad look. Her mother like instincts wanted to make the boy smile, but knew that it will take time for Hiro to be back to what he was like. "He wasn't like this with his parents...but that was because Tadashi was always here to keep him happy," she thought, sadly.
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday
Someday, someday
"Tadashi..."