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Published: 2006-02-06 09:20:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 132; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description Salvation

A long time ago I made a decision. I had a very important choice to make, something too important to decide at such a young age. I was twelve. I decided to live.

That was six years ago. I'm an "adult" now. I look back on that period a lot, sometimes with regret. She is the only reason I care still.

Depression is an odd mental state, much like drug addiction, you know its killing you but you can't help but go back to it. Its all I've known for so long of my short life.

Whoever you are. I want to know. What in your life keeps the promise that tommorow may hold a brighter day?
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medusainme [2006-02-06 14:17:05 +0000 UTC]

Unfortunately, we have to live without promises of a better tomorrow. And that´s because tomorrow is in our hands. Believe me, I know how depression works, it happens to me all the time. I feel totaly locked inside myself, not being able to move. But once I make that big efford to get out (or you just feel better just like that), I see that my life, my future, is what I make them to be.
I decided no to believe in tomorrow, that´s a big lie that makes you do things you don´t want to do today. I´ll do what it takes to be happy right now, and that´s it.
I know, sometimes happyness is not something easy to find when you´re actually depressed, but we have to try... =b

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