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Description
I awoke, cold and alone
Adrift in the open sea
Caught up in regrets and tangled in nets
Instead of your arms wrapped around me

(Thrice - Digital Sea)

I haven't been very active lately due to some difficult things happening in life right now. I started this photo months ago, it started out as a brighter happy looking fairy photo, and slowly made it's way to this.. It expresses my thoughts just lately, my feelings, and I think I'm finally done editing it.

My boyfriend, Jon, and I broke up almost three weeks ago. It's been extremely hard, I still love him so much.. I constantly feel like I'm drowning, panicking, and lost. I'm trying so hard to keep it all together, but it's so difficult.. It hurts more than anything ever has. I don't know what to do with myself half the time, everything reminds me of him.. but I don't want weeks, months, a year to go by, and then just fade from his life...
There is a possibility that we can be together again someday, that we need time apart.. but I'm frightened, I don't want to be replaced.. I don't want to fade...

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Description
I awoke, cold and alone
Adrift in the open sea
Caught up in regrets and tangled in nets
Instead of your arms wrapped around me

(Thrice - Digital Sea)

I haven't been very active lately due to some difficult things happening in life right now. I started this photo months ago, it started out as a brighter happy looking fairy photo, and slowly made it's way to this.. It expresses my thoughts just lately, my feelings, and I think I'm finally done editing it.

My boyfriend, Jon, and I broke up almost three weeks ago. It's been extremely hard, I still love him so much.. I constantly feel like I'm drowning, panicking, and lost. I'm trying so hard to keep it all together, but it's so difficult.. It hurts more than anything ever has. I don't know what to do with myself half the time, everything reminds me of him.. but I don't want weeks, months, a year to go by, and then just fade from his life...
There is a possibility that we can be together again someday, that we need time apart.. but I'm frightened, I don't want to be replaced.. I don't want to fade...

resources:
[link]
[link]