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Authors notes: Well this one has implied yaoi, but not sex. Just a little love for my otp

(Deimos x Cain)

This ship is so pretty, but also just feels

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Once in a while, Deimos would take time out of his day to find Cain. He did this whenever he could. He loved seeing him, even if Cain was always a little bitter, or perhaps a bit annoyed. It didn't matter to him, because Cain was the only man on the entire ship that actually treated Deimos like a real human. Not just some toy, or a shadow. He could have a conversation with him, even if Cain did most of the talking. So, almost every day, he went on the search for him.

First, he thought of where Abel might be. He was sure that the navigator wouldn't be too thrilled knowing that another was searching for Cain. In another room. I saw him with other navigators, working...That's where he is he thought to himself. He knew then that it was safe to go to Cain's room. He went over to the room and knocked on the door softly.

"Who is it..?" Cain asked angrily, like he didn't want anyone to go near him. Deimos then knocked on the door once, and Cain knew what that meant. "Ah, it's you myshonok.....Just come back later..." This time he sounded a bit...Depressed. Deimos knocked again, wanting to know what's wrong. "I said leave...", and Cain waited to hear footsteps. There were none. "Fucking leave!!" , but Deimos didn't move at all. Just waited. "God dammit..." Cain got up and then opened the door. Cain pulled Deimos in, closing the door and turning to him. "What the fuck do you want? "

Deimos sighed slightly, not wanting to talk. His throat was always in pain, but when he spoke it almost became unbearable. "...What's wrong?" , he asked quietly, coming closer to Cain. He had rarely seen him this depressed.

"Nothing. I just want to be alone."

Deimos shook his head. Sure, Cain wanted to be alone. But that wasn't the reason why he felt like this. "What...Happened..?"

Cain continued to deny. With every excuse Deimos just said the same thing, asking what happened to make Cain this way. Soon Cain became enraged by this. Knowing that Deimos knew so much about him didn't help with his situation at all. "Fine! You want to know!? This whole damn time I've been using this relationship thing just to get along with Abel. It meant nothing! It still means nothing!! But now...Now there's more. Not just with him.. And....." Cain sat on his bed. "I'm just more immature than I thought...That's all. Dealing with feelings like this... I've just never felt like this before, and it's new to me so...How?" Cain looked at Deimos. "How do you...Deal with it all?"

Deimos was shocked. Had Cain...Known the entire time? That Deimos had feelings towards him? "What do you...Mean? "

"I know....It was easy to use the same method with you, Deimos...From what I've seen, and what I know about you...You like me... So how do you deal with it every day..?"

Deimos got close to Cain. He leaned over and whispered to him, his voice shaky and his hands clenched, like he was holding back from crying. "I....I find you. Seeing you..No matter what mood you're in, I'm happy to be near you...I..." Deimos got to his knees and looked up at Cain. "You're right...I do have feelings for you Cain.."

Cain looked down at the other, not knowing what to say. He then looked away. Seeing the expression on Deimos's face.. The look of hurt and yet such strong love...Was almost overwhelming. He grabbed onto Deimos, and pulled him onto his bed. His hands around him, he just stayed still, holding him. "You know you're making everything more difficult!! But....I never want you to leave."

"Cain.." tears welled up in Deimos's eyes, and he let them fall. He held tightly onto Cain.

"I'm trying to deal with feelings....Barely for Abel, I know how I feel about him. He's still...Just my navigator...But you.. You're different in my eyes. I think.. I love you, Myshonok."

Deimos, even with his throat, couldn't hold back from crying completely, his voice letting out slight noises. He had cried before, but never tears of joy like this. After a couple of hours of silence, and them holding each other. "I love you." , Deimos whispered.

"I love you too...But Abel is going to be back soon. So I'll see you tomorrow.."

"Alright..." Deimos tried to get up but when he did Cain held his hand and pulled him close again. He pressed his lips against the others and kissed him with a passion Deimos had never experienced before. It was love. When Cain pulled away he smiled.

"I'll see you soon, myshonok. "

Deimos smiled and walked out of the room. His smile disappeared when he saw Abel. "Hi Deimos." Abel said. "Hey...What's wrong? You look like you where crying.."

Deimos shook his head and then walked away. He knew that Cain would have to continue to show Abel love to stay on the fleet but.. Damn you...Damn you to hell Abel..

Cain thought of different ways to stay out of having to have sex with Abel ever again, but each one would definitely result in Abel finding out that Cain used him. Soon he came to the conclusion that he would tell him. He prepared himself. When Abel walked in, Cain was sitting up on his bed. Abel smiled, and Cain could see the same expression that Deimos had given him earlier. Love and affection. Dammit.... He looked over at the other, forcing a smile. "I was bored waiting for you, you know."

"Sorry." Abel said. "Do you want too...Do anything...?" a slight blush appeared on Abel's face.

Cain chuckled softly and layed down. "No, its more fun to tease you~." , Cain almost felt like punching a hole through the wall with every word. He wanted to show his passion, his love, towards Deimos...

Abel sighed and then layed down next to Cain, placing his hand on the other's chest. "I'm tired anyways..." And Abel fell asleep almost instantly. Cain sighed and layed still on the bed. He always felt sort of uncomfortable while laying next to Abel, but never had he been so reluctant to let him stay like this.

I love you, myshonok....Goodnight... Cain thought as he closed his eyes and slowly went into a deep sleep.

Description
Authors notes: Well this one has implied yaoi, but not sex. Just a little love for my otp

(Deimos x Cain)

This ship is so pretty, but also just feels

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Once in a while, Deimos would take time out of his day to find Cain. He did this whenever he could. He loved seeing him, even if Cain was always a little bitter, or perhaps a bit annoyed. It didn't matter to him, because Cain was the only man on the entire ship that actually treated Deimos like a real human. Not just some toy, or a shadow. He could have a conversation with him, even if Cain did most of the talking. So, almost every day, he went on the search for him.

First, he thought of where Abel might be. He was sure that the navigator wouldn't be too thrilled knowing that another was searching for Cain. In another room. I saw him with other navigators, working...That's where he is he thought to himself. He knew then that it was safe to go to Cain's room. He went over to the room and knocked on the door softly.

"Who is it..?" Cain asked angrily, like he didn't want anyone to go near him. Deimos then knocked on the door once, and Cain knew what that meant. "Ah, it's you myshonok.....Just come back later..." This time he sounded a bit...Depressed. Deimos knocked again, wanting to know what's wrong. "I said leave...", and Cain waited to hear footsteps. There were none. "Fucking leave!!" , but Deimos didn't move at all. Just waited. "God dammit..." Cain got up and then opened the door. Cain pulled Deimos in, closing the door and turning to him. "What the fuck do you want? "

Deimos sighed slightly, not wanting to talk. His throat was always in pain, but when he spoke it almost became unbearable. "...What's wrong?" , he asked quietly, coming closer to Cain. He had rarely seen him this depressed.

"Nothing. I just want to be alone."

Deimos shook his head. Sure, Cain wanted to be alone. But that wasn't the reason why he felt like this. "What...Happened..?"

Cain continued to deny. With every excuse Deimos just said the same thing, asking what happened to make Cain this way. Soon Cain became enraged by this. Knowing that Deimos knew so much about him didn't help with his situation at all. "Fine! You want to know!? This whole damn time I've been using this relationship thing just to get along with Abel. It meant nothing! It still means nothing!! But now...Now there's more. Not just with him.. And....." Cain sat on his bed. "I'm just more immature than I thought...That's all. Dealing with feelings like this... I've just never felt like this before, and it's new to me so...How?" Cain looked at Deimos. "How do you...Deal with it all?"

Deimos was shocked. Had Cain...Known the entire time? That Deimos had feelings towards him? "What do you...Mean? "

"I know....It was easy to use the same method with you, Deimos...From what I've seen, and what I know about you...You like me... So how do you deal with it every day..?"

Deimos got close to Cain. He leaned over and whispered to him, his voice shaky and his hands clenched, like he was holding back from crying. "I....I find you. Seeing you..No matter what mood you're in, I'm happy to be near you...I..." Deimos got to his knees and looked up at Cain. "You're right...I do have feelings for you Cain.."

Cain looked down at the other, not knowing what to say. He then looked away. Seeing the expression on Deimos's face.. The look of hurt and yet such strong love...Was almost overwhelming. He grabbed onto Deimos, and pulled him onto his bed. His hands around him, he just stayed still, holding him. "You know you're making everything more difficult!! But....I never want you to leave."

"Cain.." tears welled up in Deimos's eyes, and he let them fall. He held tightly onto Cain.

"I'm trying to deal with feelings....Barely for Abel, I know how I feel about him. He's still...Just my navigator...But you.. You're different in my eyes. I think.. I love you, Myshonok."

Deimos, even with his throat, couldn't hold back from crying completely, his voice letting out slight noises. He had cried before, but never tears of joy like this. After a couple of hours of silence, and them holding each other. "I love you." , Deimos whispered.

"I love you too...But Abel is going to be back soon. So I'll see you tomorrow.."

"Alright..." Deimos tried to get up but when he did Cain held his hand and pulled him close again. He pressed his lips against the others and kissed him with a passion Deimos had never experienced before. It was love. When Cain pulled away he smiled.

"I'll see you soon, myshonok. "

Deimos smiled and walked out of the room. His smile disappeared when he saw Abel. "Hi Deimos." Abel said. "Hey...What's wrong? You look like you where crying.."

Deimos shook his head and then walked away. He knew that Cain would have to continue to show Abel love to stay on the fleet but.. Damn you...Damn you to hell Abel..

Cain thought of different ways to stay out of having to have sex with Abel ever again, but each one would definitely result in Abel finding out that Cain used him. Soon he came to the conclusion that he would tell him. He prepared himself. When Abel walked in, Cain was sitting up on his bed. Abel smiled, and Cain could see the same expression that Deimos had given him earlier. Love and affection. Dammit.... He looked over at the other, forcing a smile. "I was bored waiting for you, you know."

"Sorry." Abel said. "Do you want too...Do anything...?" a slight blush appeared on Abel's face.

Cain chuckled softly and layed down. "No, its more fun to tease you~." , Cain almost felt like punching a hole through the wall with every word. He wanted to show his passion, his love, towards Deimos...

Abel sighed and then layed down next to Cain, placing his hand on the other's chest. "I'm tired anyways..." And Abel fell asleep almost instantly. Cain sighed and layed still on the bed. He always felt sort of uncomfortable while laying next to Abel, but never had he been so reluctant to let him stay like this.

I love you, myshonok....Goodnight... Cain thought as he closed his eyes and slowly went into a deep sleep.