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Athia11 — Here for you Ch 10 - Erwin x Reader (AU/AOT)
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Published: 2017-09-10 19:37:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 1357; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 0
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Hanji tapped tentatively on the door.“Come in”
“Erwin I don't know what you said or did but... Ohh hello shorty! I didn't saw you there” She teased.
“What do you want shitty glasses?” Levi asked her
“I wanted to talk to Erwin, is about (Name).” She said looking at Erwin
“That Cadet again? The one that was here earlier?” Levi asked looking at Erwin.
“Yes. What happened with her Hanji?” he asked worried
“Well, as I was about to say when I came in, I don't know what you said or did to her, but she is at my offices, crying her eyes out. I found her crying at the hallway and I took her in, she didn't want to tell me what happened, but I assumed it had something to do with you. I think you should go talk to her” Hanji explained whit a sad look on her face.
“Why should he go? Wait, there is something going on between you and that cadet? Are you sleeping with her or something?” Levi eyes widened, looking at Erwin.
“Yes he is” Hanji said with a chuckle.
“Tch, idiot. Isn't she part of Mike´s squad? Does he know?” Levi narrowed his eyes.
“Yes, I think Mike figured it out. And why do you say idiot? Like you had never slept with a cadet, shorty!” Hanji arched an eyebrow, crossing her arms over her chest.
Levi looked at her surpriced. “It's not the same, stupid, he is not only her superior but the Commander and...”
“Oh came on! You are also their superior and...” She interrupted him.
They were arguing non-stop with each other.
“Could you both PLEASE SHUT UP!!” Erwin yelled at them, raising his hands to his head. “You are giving me a headache. First of all, Is non for your business, or anybody else for that matter, who I sleep with. Second, Hanji could you please keep her there until I finish this meeting with Levi? I'll be there in a few minutes”.
They both looked at him in silence.
“Sure, I will do my best” Hanji finally said nodding her head before turning around and walking out.
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You were in Hanji´s office sitting on one of the armchairs. The crying had stopped, but you were still sobbing like crazy. Hanji had left twenty minutes ago. She has told you she was going to get some more paper tissues. It was a lie and you knew it, but you were to sad to care.
“I'm back sweety, do you feel better?” Hanji came into the office.
“I'm sorry to bother you Hanji, I shouden´t be here” you said looking down.
“Don't be silly, that's what friends are for” she put a hand over your shoulder.
You were about to replied when someone shyly tapped on the door.
“Come in” Hanji said looking at you.
“Oh no you didn't...” you babble looking at her
Erwin came in to the office. You gasped quietly and glared at him.
“What is HE doing here?” you asked looking at Hanji.
“Sorry sweety, I thought you two needed talk” she apologized.
Erwin looked at you. His face in alarm and tensed. You were a mess. Your eyes were red and puffy, your face glistened with freshly shed tears. He was feeling beyond guilty.
“Hanji can you please give as a moment alone...” He started begging at Hanji.
"No. i have nothing to talk to the commander" You said walking towards the door and leaving.
Hanji gave Erwin an apologetic look. He stood there surprised for a few seconds before running after you.
You were walking down the hallway as fast as you could. Thanks to his long legs Erwin caught up with you easily. He was calling your name, trying to make you stop. You ignored him.
The scene did not go unnoticed for several cadets that were talking or just passing by in the hallways.
“Cadet (Name), stop, right now!” he finally ordered you.
“What?” You stopped and turned around to face him. You know you were making a scene but you didn't care about that or about formalities anymore.
Erwin looked around, and he noticed that everybody was staring directly at the two of you. He managed to grab hold of your arm and leaded you inside a closet that was nearby.
“Get in” He snapped.
Stepping in the dark and small space you looked at him. He closed the door behind him. You could barely see him.
“What? Are you crazy? This is a broom closet!” you yelled
“I know what it is! I just had to take you out of the hallway before you managed to make every single person on the Survey corps aware of this!” He yelled back, looking at you.
“And what the hell is "THIS” anyway?” You asked in exasperation.
“This is you running down the hallways like a crazy person and me running after you!”
“You told me, no, not told me, you ORDER me not to do my job. You yelled at me, you threw me out of your office, and now you refuse to leave me alone. What do you want Erwin?! Just tell..!?”
You were cut off when he grabbed your arms and spun you towards him, his lips smashed against yours roughly. He eagerly kissed you. It was not a gentle kiss. You found your arms raising hesitantly to wrap around his neck, and you pressed forcefully back into the kiss. He pressed you against one of the closet´s walls and without warning, Erwin pushed you farther up the wall so that your hips rested on his. You locked your legs around his waist.
Waves of pleasure coursed through your body when he bit your bottom lip, causing a moan to escape your mouth. He used that opportunity to slip his tongue inside your mouth causing even more moans for pleasure escaping from your lips. One of his hands went up to your hair. His fingers tangled themselves into your locks.
Suddenly Erwin pulled away slowly, stepping back, letting you slide down the wall. You were confused at first. He took your hand in his.
“(Name).” he breathed, “I don't want to lose you”.
He looked at you with an expression filled with guilt and sadness.
You knew Erwin had suffered a lot during his life with failed expeditions and the lost of many comrades and friends. He had told you this himself. But you also knew he had never lost hope. He had never hesitated in planning another expedition, new strategies, and keep fighting. He kept sending his soldiers and himself to new battles that had always ended with lost lives. So the fact that he was willing to let his personal feelings for you interfere in such an unexpected way shocked you beyond your capacity.
He brought you closer to him once again and looked into your eyes.
“I can't lose you. I know its selfish, and goes against everything I believe in, and everything I had always said. But I can't let you go on the expedition. You are not going” He whispered
