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autumnel97 — Am I Good Enough for You Now?

Published: 2012-06-05 07:04:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 696; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 4
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Description How can you still not see?
Everything you have done to me
I have to slit my wrists at night
Just so I can breathe

I cry myself to sleep
As I shove the blade in deep
A cut for every single time
You have destroyed me

The blood runs down my arm
Thick, crimson and warm
I think of how you hated me so
Am I good enough for you now?
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Comments: 20

angellove94 [2012-11-21 18:46:39 +0000 UTC]

this is amazing I love it. it feel so real

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xJustABlightx [2012-11-16 19:14:52 +0000 UTC]

Very honest...i love it

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PoisonedCuts [2012-06-10 20:10:36 +0000 UTC]

this is the story of my life x this is very well written <3
hugs x

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autumnel97 In reply to PoisonedCuts [2012-06-10 21:43:35 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. I've had a lot of problems with that kind of stuff. Stay strong and never give in! (>-.-)>

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PoisonedCuts In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-12 20:14:58 +0000 UTC]

thanks stay strong to youi too x and same x

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autumnel97 In reply to PoisonedCuts [2012-06-12 23:05:57 +0000 UTC]

I'm trying. But lately I've been going back to my anorexic ways.... I thought I was finally done starving myself, and now I'm going back -__- it seems like every time I try to move forward, I just travel farther back. I've also been cutting and having suicidal thoughts again too

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PoisonedCuts In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-13 18:35:30 +0000 UTC]

aww i know the feeling .. you ever need to talk give me an onbox ... ishould understand consisdering i have ED SH and i constantly think about suicide and if i dont understand then i know i will try! x do u have msn?

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autumnel97 In reply to PoisonedCuts [2012-06-13 22:54:35 +0000 UTC]

Thanks And I will! It's really hard, dealing with this stuff, but it's so much easier when you have someone who understands you and listens ^^

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PoisonedCuts In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-14 15:27:48 +0000 UTC]

anytime and yeah i know
do u have msn ?

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autumnel97 In reply to PoisonedCuts [2012-06-14 19:15:28 +0000 UTC]

No Sadly, I don't

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PoisonedCuts In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-15 19:46:49 +0000 UTC]

oh damn :/ oh well u can inbox me via this

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autumnel97 In reply to PoisonedCuts [2012-06-16 03:15:46 +0000 UTC]

Ikr? I really need to get one. And I will message u if I need to talk

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PoisonedCuts In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-17 18:47:30 +0000 UTC]

good xx hehe and yes u do

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SerenatoVII [2012-06-06 02:38:04 +0000 UTC]

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autumnel97 In reply to SerenatoVII [2012-06-06 03:16:44 +0000 UTC]

Awww.. thanks for the hug! I could really use one right now...

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SerenatoVII In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-06 03:18:07 +0000 UTC]

aww!! no problem!!!! I hope you feel better soon

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autumnel97 In reply to SerenatoVII [2012-06-06 03:20:18 +0000 UTC]

I hope I do too. I hate feeling like this. But it's good to know that people care

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SerenatoVII In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-06 03:21:39 +0000 UTC]

hey, i understand how it is. we gotta watch out for each other

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autumnel97 In reply to SerenatoVII [2012-06-06 03:25:03 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. It's hard, but everything is easier when you have someone lookin out for ya

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SerenatoVII In reply to autumnel97 [2012-06-06 03:25:58 +0000 UTC]

yes!

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