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Oh beautiful, my dearest love:

So much I fail to let you know; how many things I can’t manage to express.
What words should I use to keep your heart from breaking at the sound of my thoughts?

Once again, December’s here, and it is just another month from another year but I can only feel them getting colder at heart.
It seems it has only been a moment.

I only have scars and souvenirs in my mind to hold on to you.

No one will ever understand you as I can, no one will ever fully know the pain you carry.
You may not get it still but I feel your sadness.

Which words should I choose? I don’t understand you.

Why do I have this nagging feeling, that if it were a matter of life an death... you would leave me here to die.
Why do I feel, that you always turn your back on me?

Why can’t I erase the thought that everyone wins your heart, but me?
Why is everyone always better to you?
Better than me.

What can I do to silence this heart of mine... who’s always screaming for you,
always longing for your dear company.

What can I do to numb this ache within my soul?
It blooms from the wound you caused when you left me behind...
abandoned, as if I was no one.

I can only wonder if you’ve felt the same; how lonesome is without each other’s friendship.
I can only try and take refuge in others for so long.

I miss you, I’ve always missed you.
Ever since the very first day I lost track of your footsteps.

If I could only deliver you these words,
if only my love could make you just open up your eyes
and see all the peace you could ever find is waiting here to hold you, keep you home.
But why can’t you open your eyes? Why do you fail to see, hear...

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you.
No one misses you more than I do.

Do you know what I should do? Because I certainly fail to find the answers to you.

[@@@] Axcell-Excels

~ My Dearest ~

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Oh beautiful, my dearest love:

So much I fail to let you know; how many things I can’t manage to express.
What words should I use to keep your heart from breaking at the sound of my thoughts?

Once again, December’s here, and it is just another month from another year but I can only feel them getting colder at heart.
It seems it has only been a moment.

I only have scars and souvenirs in my mind to hold on to you.

No one will ever understand you as I can, no one will ever fully know the pain you carry.
You may not get it still but I feel your sadness.

Which words should I choose? I don’t understand you.

Why do I have this nagging feeling, that if it were a matter of life an death... you would leave me here to die.
Why do I feel, that you always turn your back on me?

Why can’t I erase the thought that everyone wins your heart, but me?
Why is everyone always better to you?
Better than me.

What can I do to silence this heart of mine... who’s always screaming for you,
always longing for your dear company.

What can I do to numb this ache within my soul?
It blooms from the wound you caused when you left me behind...
abandoned, as if I was no one.

I can only wonder if you’ve felt the same; how lonesome is without each other’s friendship.
I can only try and take refuge in others for so long.

I miss you, I’ve always missed you.
Ever since the very first day I lost track of your footsteps.

If I could only deliver you these words,
if only my love could make you just open up your eyes
and see all the peace you could ever find is waiting here to hold you, keep you home.
But why can’t you open your eyes? Why do you fail to see, hear...

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you.
No one misses you more than I do.

Do you know what I should do? Because I certainly fail to find the answers to you.

[@@@] Axcell-Excels

~ My Dearest ~