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Published: 2002-10-08 04:45:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 109; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 19
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Description i'm afraid.
afraid again and tiny in my skin
i'm afraid
afraid of kin
tiny in my skin
tiny in my skin
you let me in...
now...
now...
how do i let you in?

I remember i left a door around here somewhere
for a long time it was open wide to the sun
but someone
came in with the moon
tore apart my room
and to the flies i
turned a crying eye and
slammed the door...
thought"what for?
Why keep it open?
if thing just get broken?"
And i thought myself strong.
i thought myself all forms of wise
power mine all along
to turn away all lies
but the truth that i hide..
is what i locked inside
with me..
a new assailant cut out to be
the silence and maddener of my heart...

in my torn apart jumble and the
ruins of my mind
hold on for a little more time
I'm
lost...


But I know somewhere
there's a door in here....
out of fear.

Do you know the way?


If i can find that door like i did before
shed some light on this tumult maybe i'll find my way around...
help me
if it could ever be found(thought i'd never need it again)
then the time'd be now(no one'd ever greed me again)
but no one will ever feed me again
unless it's....

that glint might be gold,
the color of the handle glinting
something soft and old
sharp light now my eyes are squinting
if the door will open up...
the light will fill me up..


Turn to me as i turn the knob
help me in this thankless job..
turn my heart as i turn to you
make this true...


I pull..
I fall
You reach through
and that's all
I need
you smile and take my hand

How is there so much light on the land

That you could love me...
The door.. what need have we for doors?
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Comments: 1

odrade [2002-10-08 05:16:44 +0000 UTC]

Nice,like a journey,one I can really relate to,at least before the hopeful bit,but glad the ending's hopeful,very nice

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