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I came out yesterday.
It's scary and it's hard but I'm happy I did it. I don't know what the future holds nor do I have any idea how others are going to view me now. But the important thing is I'm moving towards being who I'm supposed to be. Who I've always been. Thank you for anyone who has helped me over the past few years as I struggled with my identity and self, I owe you guys so much for the kindness you've shown to me.
Whether this is a shock to you, or you've known all along, this isn't something that was easy for me to admit. I've struggled with myself for years going back and forth on the subject, beating myself up whenever I got the crushing sense that something wasn't right. I hated myself for how I felt, I felt wrong - even though I never judged anyone else for the person that they were, I harshly criticized myself to the point of repressing it far longer than I should have.
I was afraid, and when I thought about it, the subject made me feel sick, I tried to just be content, to ignore these feelings but they never went away. When I realized I was trans it felt like as if I had been smacked in the face with the reality that I was either going to have to live the rest of my life as a double, a fake or I was going to have to come out about it.
I have always been trans. This is not a new thing. I'm just here, telling you now. Hey. I'm Atti, I'm transgender, specifically FTM. I love animals, art and music and I'm never going to hide who I am again. Who are you?

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Please follow me on FA I hardly upload here any longer.

Art/Solar Anomaly© / Azzila
DO NOT USE IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM!!!

NOTE: you may NOT use my images for basing,copying,tracing,altering,RPing, personal character pictures, commercial use, re-uploading etc. etc.

Description
I came out yesterday.
It's scary and it's hard but I'm happy I did it. I don't know what the future holds nor do I have any idea how others are going to view me now. But the important thing is I'm moving towards being who I'm supposed to be. Who I've always been. Thank you for anyone who has helped me over the past few years as I struggled with my identity and self, I owe you guys so much for the kindness you've shown to me.
Whether this is a shock to you, or you've known all along, this isn't something that was easy for me to admit. I've struggled with myself for years going back and forth on the subject, beating myself up whenever I got the crushing sense that something wasn't right. I hated myself for how I felt, I felt wrong - even though I never judged anyone else for the person that they were, I harshly criticized myself to the point of repressing it far longer than I should have.
I was afraid, and when I thought about it, the subject made me feel sick, I tried to just be content, to ignore these feelings but they never went away. When I realized I was trans it felt like as if I had been smacked in the face with the reality that I was either going to have to live the rest of my life as a double, a fake or I was going to have to come out about it.
I have always been trans. This is not a new thing. I'm just here, telling you now. Hey. I'm Atti, I'm transgender, specifically FTM. I love animals, art and music and I'm never going to hide who I am again. Who are you?

-
Please follow me on FA I hardly upload here any longer.

Art/Solar Anomaly© / Azzila
DO NOT USE IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM!!!

NOTE: you may NOT use my images for basing,copying,tracing,altering,RPing, personal character pictures, commercial use, re-uploading etc. etc.