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This is an incredibly personal photograph.
There are several other photographs, with my head facing upwards.
I even tried adding in other arms... but that didn't seem to work.

I ran away that day. I ran and sat in a field somewhere... in the pouring rain I called out. I wanted answers. I'd felt like jumping out my window. I felt like tearing all my hair out. I was (and continue to be) being treated like some yoyo. "I'm not your toy."

I tied a tie round my mouth. Hands would be a little silly considering they are one part of me I cannot hold down. They are a source to all my upset. They are free to do what they want. My mouth on the other hand... cannot always express what it wants to. I feel/felt unable to say the things I wanted to. I felt as though someone had a hand clamped down on it... I felt trapped.

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I felt very on edge at the time.

(And that photograph/layer on top... is not of my cat... Although looking at the photograph on a smaller scale... it appears so... Its of some type of plant we had to photograph at College. I just wanted more layers to this photo with more texture...)

I'm no model... and with a timer on my camera... this was the best I could achieve at the time in the state I was in...

Description
This is an incredibly personal photograph.
There are several other photographs, with my head facing upwards.
I even tried adding in other arms... but that didn't seem to work.

I ran away that day. I ran and sat in a field somewhere... in the pouring rain I called out. I wanted answers. I'd felt like jumping out my window. I felt like tearing all my hair out. I was (and continue to be) being treated like some yoyo. "I'm not your toy."

I tied a tie round my mouth. Hands would be a little silly considering they are one part of me I cannot hold down. They are a source to all my upset. They are free to do what they want. My mouth on the other hand... cannot always express what it wants to. I feel/felt unable to say the things I wanted to. I felt as though someone had a hand clamped down on it... I felt trapped.

[link]

I felt very on edge at the time.

(And that photograph/layer on top... is not of my cat... Although looking at the photograph on a smaller scale... it appears so... Its of some type of plant we had to photograph at College. I just wanted more layers to this photo with more texture...)

I'm no model... and with a timer on my camera... this was the best I could achieve at the time in the state I was in...