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Published: 2007-01-03 05:15:07 +0000 UTC; Views: 2248; Favourites: 63; Downloads: 24
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"I gave without wanting something in return... so could you cry just a little for me?" (Faith Hill)Missing lots of people and feeling like I'm doing nothing with my life (despite how I'm in college full-time, doing Work Study to earn my financial aid instead of getting it for free, and focusing on my long-term goals).
Mostly I've been crying over my late baby sister and our last foster baby who I grew so attached to that I forgot she wasn't ours.
It also feels like I've lost my zest for life. Nothing excites me, I don't look forward to anything.
I used to never want to put anything this personal on my DA page again, but hey... this is MY place to express myself. I'm sad. So THERE.
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This is beautiful ... realy beautiful ... my friend ...
I like that ...
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Aww, Beka, I haven't seen you in forever. It's amazing to see how popular your work has become on dA. I wish I could say the same, lol.
I've hit a drop-to-my-knees-and-cry point in my life just recently. Not sure what's coming next; it's not a good feeling.
You should get in touch and we should maybe hang out. I can come visit! Call me? 360-719-8730!
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Several of my friends recently have been going through hard times too. 
I texted you just now, I hope that's alright. ^_^
Hehehe I dunno if I'm popular here, at least not compared to a lot of artists here that I really admire.
I'll be home from my nannying job this weekend. I'd love to see you!
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I did a drawing like that a long time ago. It was moment where I just wanted to drop on my knees and scream. So that's what I drew.
I know what it feels like when life feels like it's crashing down. We just have to take up the sword, force ourselves to our feet and fight for our future.
Pull through kiddo. We'll always be here for ya.
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Hey... I think I knoew how you feel... I often feel the same way... I always try to escape from it but it always reach me...
Beautiful pict... You draw really well! All of your works are dinamic and powerful!
Maybe you should make more coloured pict, too! ^^
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Aawe than you so much! Hehe, I have tried coloring before and I think it's the hardest thing in the whole universe. ^^ ;
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Yeah, I know it! I'm practicing it over and over again to prove just a little... But it worths! ^^
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Very powerful, very well drawn, very emotional. I hope you're feeling better now, though people you love should never be forgotten.
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Powerful... Not only it is excellent in anatomy/foreshortening, but you expressed perfectly the feeling.
I made not so long ago a Deviation ThumbShare thread on body language, it would have been a perfect fit!
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I feel completely hopeless right now. I worked soo hard for a musical auddition. I've been waiting an entire year, praticing and preforming and working, just to get a good part. Well let me tell ya, life sucks! I got stepped on and overlooked and kicked. I feel like i just want to sleep forever. I'm not suicidal or anything! Never! But i don't like feeling hoplessness when hope was all i had. I fear that i am going to become a worthless human. But i have no wanting to do anything, and won't for a while.
Your picture is beautiful and totally gets the emotion right!
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I can't quite relate to that since I've never worked as hard as you for anything before and I'm far too much of a coward to put myself out there with the risks of being kicked and overlooked so I think you're amazing for even shooting for a dream. But it's good to let yourself be sad, I've learned. Mope, cry, scream, be angry, use any outlet you know. You need it after that. You deserve it too.
I admire your commitment and charisma... that's bound to benefit you some day. Thank you for the compliment.
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THANKS!!! I have been really depressed so i'm gonna go to my favorite italian resturaunt for supper!! i'vv gotten over being sad and I am now just pissed!!! Oh well i have daily vent sessions with my best gal pal and i should be fine by august!!
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It's good to let yourself be angry too so it's good that you're getting therapy with your friend. 
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I keep looking at this picture, and I love the folds in the clothes, the fingers clutching the head, and the way the strands of hair falls down...
Awesome!
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Awe, you're too kind. Thanks for all the sweet compliments!
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Geez, I feel you on the college full time and working full time...
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awww how emotional 
i know how it is!
but this is some beautiful work
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Yeee! Thank you, you're too kind.
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Beautiful composition, excellent detail and fabric work! would luv to see finished
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I dont completely understand but sorry if you're feeling sad.
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Don't say thaaaat! D= Y^Y I LOVE your work!
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I am Truly sorry to hear that you lost a loved one.
You have my deepest symphony and I wish you and your loved ones well.
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Nice job on the picture... you've gotten much better since the last time i looked at your page. you excell in the areas i drag ass in. Hair and hands, my god the hands.
If you don't mind i would like to know some of the little tricks you use... Also i'm sorry to hear about all of the problems you've been facing... i've been there when my mother died and it can be hard to push through, but you'll make it and when you do... flex them guns, >.> means you're strong
and clothes too o.o man i gotta practice
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I really like this. I could totally feel the emotion <333 Yes! 
but... don't be sad for too long...
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I'm horrible with keeping up with DA, I'm sorry! Y^Y And I might keep comments in my inbox to read again and again... Sowie for the neglect. I don't mean to!
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oh, it's okai (if you take a long time)! I'm glad ^_^;; I thought you thought I was annoying or something with my uber-long comment...(that's just my own negative thinking, sorry 
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Naaaaah.... gimmie the longest comments you want. 
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hehehe, I know how that feels~
thank you so much...
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we love you!!
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Very awesome. That's actually a pose I did with Piccolo, naked with wings, reminds me of that picture. I like it.
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Is "broken" the one you're talking about? That was one of the first works of yours I had ever seen, it made me lurve you. 
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No actually it's one I never posted up Xx. Don't know why..heh. WOOPS! Thank you though.
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This is the best piece I've seen from you
I cant even give any critique other than Amazingly done
I compleatly understand your position I am at school and working to pay for it and I am going in the direction I want
Yet I am still empty
lost on a path of hope
walking blind in the right direction
wishing the ansewer will come
to the question I don't have
Mabey I may not compleatly understand we are all different but this is how I feel.
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I never thanked you for this nice comment. Thanks for the sweet words.
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