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BelladonnaBlood33 — Waking Up.
Published: 2012-01-20 17:08:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 38; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Waking Up.To let go of this body,
To be reborn in another,
Would be a beautiful thing
Letting go of this life,
Is harder than one would imagine
To just lie down
And forget
To forgive
All those things that happened
To realize that they're not the cause of this
That you don't belong
That maybe,
… Just maybe…
You were only born in the wrong skin?
In a body like the ocean
That never stays the same
In a body like winter
That holds a warmer secret
Maybe in a body like,
My own,
Is where I'm supposed to be.
When trying to let go
To escape the confines of this body
I think I resemble,
A room made of windows
Where glass separates us
From where were longing to be free
When the shades are pulled up every morning
Like it's a new day,
With the same perspective.
Like a new face,
With the same personality.
We're all just trying to find a niche
To find where we belong.
When I try to let go
There an invisible hand
Holding mine
And a harsh voice
Demanding me not to let go
To stay with them
But who am I staying for?
What am I staying for?
What is this strong voice trying to tell me?
Where is it coming from?
Whose is it?
And why can't I hear it anymore?
The same hand that held mine,
That kept the warmth running in my body,
Why is it still here?
Why can I not here the voice that belonged to it?
The voice that helped me stay afloat,
Among these waves of confusion.
Sinking deeper now I hear the voice again,
A memory of what it used to be…
It tells me now "hang on",
The words awaken the wanting inside of me
The wanting to hear that voice again.
Suddenly there's a light at the end of my tunnel.
And when that same hand holds mine again,
That's when I look beside me,
I see…
The white ceiling of a familiar room.
